♔Ry♔

27 Dom. They/Them Pansexual Poly18+ please SFW/ some NSFW

[rylan115]

Imprisoned

The persistent feeling of hurt & pain seem to be the shadow that follows the closest behind me..

it’s the only thing about my life that has been as constant as breathing..

Pain is firmly rooted within my DNA..

Hurt being the one thing remaining stable in the timeline in which I exist…

But I refuse to let that show on the outside..

ache surrounded by smiles and laughter..

pining for genuine love to outweigh my desire to escape.

My desire to escape what feels like a prison i carry daily..

My desire to escape the dreams this pain leaks into filling every vein and limb..

My desire to escape the continuous reminders of what’s not..

My desire to escape, Me.

[rylan115]

When the person who causes the pain & blames you for it..is the same person who brings you a bandaid..

It can fuck with your head..

[rylan115]

[rylan115]

Shadow work

[rylan115]

Imprisoned

The persistent feeling of hurt & pain seem to be the shadow that follows the closest behind me..

it’s the only thing about my life that has been as constant as breathing..

Pain is firmly rooted within my DNA..

Hurt being the one thing remaining stable in the timeline in which I exist…

But I refuse to let that show on the outside..

ache surrounded by smiles and laughter..

pining for genuine love to outweigh my desire to escape.

My desire to escape what feels like a prison i carry daily..

My desire to escape the dreams this pain leaks into filling every vein and limb..

My desire to escape the continuous reminders of what’s not..

My desire to escape, Me.

[rylan115]

[rylan115]

[rylan115]

Rylan on TikTok

Imma redo this eventually #draft #fyp

[rylan115]

[rylan115]

They sleep

Things are quite now..not as fulfilling

They sleep

The mind misses the way it used to sore, in search of adventure

They sleep

There is something different about how the chips around me fall

They sleep

The pain is becoming more unbearable and it’s hard to keep going

..They sleep

There are some things we’re just not strong enough to handle so..

. They sleep

[annasfridge]

Story of my life

[rainb0wwarriorjay]

“Every mistake turned into a habit, so every apology meant nothing.”

—

[rainb0wwarriorjay]

“When you have trust issues, the only person you really don’t trust is yourself. You don’t trust that you don’t have the capability to never put yourself through a similar situation.”

—

[rainb0wwarriorjay]

“You can’t just treat me like shit and expect nothing to change between us.”

— My head

[luniapoetry]

“They turned her into a weapon and then complained when she learned to defend herself.”

—unintended consequences

[rylan115]

This isn’t even Simba... it’s Kiara.. 🙄

[savannahlemur]

No No No! 🙀 Don’t take your hands. I feel so comfy. 💕🐊

[johnthedragon]

HOW CAN SOMETHING BE THIS CUTE

[daddywhorebucks]

What a unique dog

[rylan115]

Need lol