I'm back or whatever.

I drink dumb bitch juice on a daily basis.

[dontblamethewitches]

look at this photo i took of my cat its really important

[cadathecat]

these need to be together

[nightmargin]

Little bugs’ feast 

 Have a happy and safe thanksgiving, everyone! 🦋 🐛

[breakingjustxn]

well i mean, not wrong // credits: @screamingemonight on Instagram

[softwaring]

cowards who cant embrace themselves tbh

[s0u-l]

I know for damn sure no one is going to read this. I want to put it here anyway.

Yeah, life has been pretty crazy. I changed jobs 3 times and finally settled into one where I get many good perks. My mental health is up and down, but I am having fewer bad days and more good days (trauma is a helluva thing, amirite?). Therapy has been incredibly helpful so far. I have been in for a year and a half. Thank fuck I am not on any meds (not against them at all, I personally don't want to be on them). I have been blessed with the gift in changing my mindset on my own and being mentally headstrong.

I'm single af. I get lonely, of course, but I'm not alone. I've been very focused on improving my mental health and dealing with past trauma. I don't want to be in another relationship where I trauma bond with the other person. I want to be emotionally and mentally ready for the next relationship. I want to be the best possible version of myself. I will always be a work in progress, of course, but I want to be a great partner to someone in the future. I still have so much love to give. I hope I can receive it back. I miss being in love. It is such a wonderful feeling.

I've been working out consistently again and eating WAY BETTER. I was underweight for many years. I finally found a proper weight that I am able to maintain. The goal right now is to hire a personal trainer in the new year and start strength training.

Last year, I got a dog, and he's been keeping me so busy. I love him so much, and he's helped me get over the passing of my cat Finn and my two dogs, Pepper and Kimba. He's also helped me maintain my weight and change my priorities.

I cut a lot of people out of my life (and vice-versa) during lockdown. We were not serving any purpose to each other anymore, grew apart, and we didn't agree with each other's lifestyles. It's life, and it happens.

I spent a huge chunk of my young adult years on tumblr. I miss it so much, and I miss the connections that I made with some of you. But I had to go because tumblr is also incredibly toxic. I spent wayyyyy too much time on this app. The hours spent on this shit when I could've been doing something more constructive. Ugh. Oh well, it was the choice I made at the time. I'm living now, and that's what matters.

[lovingpanzheonruins]

moonlight,detail

[jesseeisenberggirlfriendofficial]

the godfather 4

[preemshots]

[heckin-good-memes]

[s0u-l]

I was gone for a long time 😂 I might disappear again, who knows? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[heartbeatemoji]

hint: if a person with clinical depression and anxiety says theyre tired …. dont tell them they have no reason to be …. bc guess what….. They Know and Its Shitty

[meowtian]

Louder!!!

[kucala]

I just want to add one thing-

If you have depression or anxiety? you’re not tired for no reason.

You’re tired because you have depression/anxiety.

Not only do they both come with low energy/fatigue as a legit common side effect, but they’re both fucking /exhausting/. fighting your brain all the time? exhausting. adrenaline crashes from anxiety/panic attacks? exhausting. being on edge all the time? exhausting. plus doing things costs /more/ energy when you have those mental illnesses.

You’re not tired for no reason, you’re tied because you have an illness that makes you tired.

[manymoonsago]

I needed to hear this so bad that it made me cry

[imjusttiredofblank]

LOUDER FOR THE PEOPLE IN THE BACK!

[hupperts]

[bluebeetletedkord]

[lastnightspants]

[saint-batrick]

that photo is one of the sexiest things i have ever seen.

[eulaalia-deactivated20170111]

man: has anyone ever told you you’re beautiful? me: oh no sir, today is my first day out of doors and papà forbade mirrors in the house lest we fall victim to vanity

[allsadnshit]

I’ve been laughing at this on and off for two straight days

[jasntodds]

I’m living

[magistrate-of-mediocrity]

It’s like the direct opposite of this

[xeduo]

[zachsilberberg]

enemies

[supersoftly]

he looks like he’s experiencing whip cream 

[titaniumlegman]

What?

[supersoftly]

[savannahfaerie]

here’s another

[tumblunni]

The most confusing group chat

[rebel-in-tartan]

Why have I been laughing at this for a solid 5 minutes?

[drakomalfoyyy-deactivated202006]

what do u mean i don’t have a social life I just went grocery shopping with my mom

[mrrogerscardigans]

Bruh 😂😂😂😂😂😂.

[agreedt]

[princelangston-blog]

He caught the gay

[le-dreadmau5]

So my friend once hooked up with a recently out doctor. Apparently it was doc first time but the fingering made my friend melt. Turns out doc was just doing what he did on prostate exams. So doc in the closet was basically destroying prostate left and right under the guise of prostate exams. Gay finds a way

[evilrashida]

Dominique Jackson as Elektra Abundance in Pose (2018). 

Costume design by Lou Eyrich.

Without a doubt the best dressed character on television.