lily: i've seen the way you look at him, remus. it's pointless trying to hide it from me.
remus: lily, what am i supposed to do?
lily: you love him?
remus: oh god. yes. i-i love him. i love him, i love him, i love him. god, help me.
lily: when? for how long?
remus: i don’t know, i just- he smiled at me, one day. he smiled at me and told me i was beautiful, and i knew. lily, whatever am i supposed to do? he's my best friend. i can’t lose him. he is everything to me.
lily: can’t you just tell him? see if he feels the same? sometimes, the way he looks at you-
remus: no, that’s impossible. sirius... sirius would never love me.


















