sorry to be a broken record every month but christ menstruation is a stupid concept. oooooh excuse me for not getting pregnant, why the fuck is there goo falling out of me about it? grow the fuck up and reabsorb that shit for nutrients.
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sorry to be a broken record every month but christ menstruation is a stupid concept. oooooh excuse me for not getting pregnant, why the fuck is there goo falling out of me about it? grow the fuck up and reabsorb that shit for nutrients.
Ken Shiozaki (Japanese, 1972) - Dragon and Tiger (2017)
How it felt to check the horoscope last month
What situations makes someone’s anger seem irrational based off their Mars sign.
Scorpio Mars - Someone accurately pointing out their weakness, fear, jealousy, or obsession before they admitted it themselves. A partner reading their motives out loud. Feeling emotionally x-rayed without permission makes them heated.
Taurus Mars - Someone repeatedly pushing them after they already said “I need time.” Being physically rushed while eating, resting, deciding, or working. Sudden schedule/routine changes forced onto them. They will sabotage things purely to regain control of their own pace.
Aquarius Mars - Group pressure to behave “normally.” Being expected to fake agreement to keep peace or the status quo. Social traditions nobody questions. Their anger spikes when individuality is treated like a problem to correct by others.
Leo Mars - Watching someone else get credit for work they carried. Being treated like “just another employee/friend/partner” after putting in huge effort. Someone acting bored while they are trying hard. Their anger becomes irrational when their sense of significance gets flattened.
Sagittarius Mars - Being forced to obey rules that clearly exist only for control. Micromanaging bosses. Pointless formalities. Moral preaching and virtue signaling from hypocrites. Their anger becomes irrational when freedom feels artificially restricted.
Gemini Mars - Someone refusing to answer direct questions and forcing black-and-white thinking. Long emotional conversations with no clear point to them. Being interrupted mid-explanation repeatedly. They get irrational when they can’t mentally move around a situation anymore.
Libra Mars - Being dragged into loud, ugly conflict they tried to avoid. Someone insulting others at social gatherings. Friends forcing them to “pick a side” publicly. Their irrational anger comes from finally exploding after over-containing themselves to keep the peace.
Aries Mars - Standing in line while someone overly cautious keeps delaying decisions. Meetings that could have been one sentence rather than hours long. Slow drivers in the passing lane. People saying “wait” over and over. Their anger becomes irrational when action is blocked by hesitation.
Capricorn Mars - Someone incompetent talking down to them. A lazy person criticizing their work ethic. Being undermined professionally in front of others. Their anger becomes irrational because they start wanting total removal of that person’s authority.
Cancer Mars - Insecurity about being joked about in front of others. Someone bringing up family pain in front of others. A partner exposing personal information like it’s no problem. Their anger rises when their sense of emotional safety gets deflated in front of others.
Pisces Mars - Someone emotionally dumping onto them nonstop while ignoring their boundaries. Passive-aggressive guilt tactics. Chaotic people forcing emotional labor onto them everyday. They absorb it quietly until that one small thing triggers an oversized eruption.
Virgo Mars - Watching people ignore instructions then create preventable problems. Coworkers making the same mistake five times. Messy shared spaces nobody cleans. They get disproportionately angry because they experience incompetence as direct disrespect.
my purpose is to have an open heart and eyes full of wonder, to seem slightly off putting, to find a nice patch of soft grass, and stare at the ocean for hours
girl who finally is going back to reading by finishing one book: now i'm going to read all the books in the world.
I'm about to be like this
𓇶 sun signs as the art form your spirit inhabits 𓇶
aries graffiti on a moving train. there is a raw hunger to leave a mark before anyone has the chance to tell you to wait your turn. for you life is a high speed chase and art is the evidence that you were there first. you possess a nerve that makes everyone else look like they are still reading the instructions while you are already halfway through the wall. your spirit is an immediate honest reflex that refuses to be painted over or contained by a frame.
taurus stoneware pottery pulled from the earth. you understand that quality is the only thing that actually survives the noise of the world. your soul moves on a frequency that refuses to be hurried by the modern burnout culture. you find your power in the stillness of the hands and the heavy weight of a finished piece. sitting next to you feels like being anchored to the ground. you show us all that beauty is a slow ritual and that the best things are meant to be held and kept for a lifetime.
gemini mixed media collage. your mind functions like fifty different radio stations playing at once and you are the only one who can hear the logic in the static. you gather stories bits of data and random faces to build a reality that is constantly shifting its shape. you fall in love with the subtext and the variety of the world long before you care about the ending. your spirit is a library with the windows thrown wide open always letting in a fresh breeze and a new perspective.
cancer analog photography. you carry a suitcase full of emotional scents and faded memories that you keep hidden in the back of your heart. your soul acts like a lighthouse keeping watch over a shore that everyone else has already moved on from. for you existence is a series of moments you are terrified of losing. you turn a cold empty house into a sanctuary just by being in it. your love is a private nostalgia that understands the world has no skin and needs someone to hold the heart of the matter.
leo classical theater. you have a heart that was built for the grand statement and the long applause. there is a natural warmth in your presence that makes everyone else want to stand a little closer just to catch the heat. you perform because you are terrified that if you ever stop being impressive the world will realize you are just human and they will finally look away. your pride is a high wall built to protect a very small inner child who is still waiting to be chosen for no reason at all.
virgo engraving. you find the sacred in the tiny details that everyone else is too messy to handle. your mind acts like a high definition camera that sees every tiny crack in the foundation long before the building even starts to shake. you show your devotion through total competence because you are afraid that your feelings alone are not valuable enough to keep someone around. you are the quiet spine of every functional life refining the world into something that actually works.
libra impressionist painting. you spend your life looking for the beautiful middle ground and the bridge that connects two conflicting souls into a masterpiece. your grace is a shield used to hide a nervous system that is exhausted from being the peacemaker for everyone else. you move through reality picking up on the harmony because ugliness feels like a physical blow to your spirit. you show us that being kind is the most sophisticated form of power we have.
scorpio ink wash on raw paper. you see straight through the masks and the polite talk to find the bone beneath the skin. small talk feels like a waste of oxygen to you because you want the uncomfortable reality that people usually take to their graves. you possess a private intensity that tells the world you have seen the dark and you did not blink. you hold onto your secrets like weapons and you are just looking for a soul merger that is real enough to survive the fire.
sagittarius travel sketches on a torn map. your spirit is a horizon hunter that uses big ideas as an exit sign from the small town rules that feel like a cage. you move toward the next big truth because staying in one mental zip code feels like a form of slow suffocation. you are terrified that if you ever land and stay still you will find out there was no grand meaning at the end of the day. your joy is a radical act of freedom and a way to keep the universe from seeing how lonely you actually feel.
capricorn sculpture carved from granite. you carry a backbone made of iron and a sense of integrity that you think you have to prove over and over just to justify the space you take up. you became the adult in the room long before you even knew how to tie your shoes. you are the one building the structures and the legacies that will still be standing when all the temporary trends have already faded. your success is an endurance test and you are the only one who stays until the job is done right.
aquarius glitch art. you see the future while the rest of the crowd is still arguing about the past. you look at human behavior like it is a documentary about a species you do not quite belong to. you stay detached as a way to protect yourself from the fact that you do not quite fit the mold of what people expect. your brilliant mind acts as a sanctuary but also an island where you are often the only inhabitant. you are the original thought that forces the world to rethink its own rules.
pisces experimental film with no dialogue. your soul is tuned into a frequency the rest of the world has forgotten how to hear. you move through reality with no boundaries picking up on the collective sadness of the entire world like a sponge. you get lost in your own dreams because the real world feels too sharp and too loud for a heart with no skin. you are the secret healer who sees the magic in the things everyone else calls mundane and you see the soul long before you look at the face.
no rest for me and im not even that wicked ?
Gemini, Virgo and Taurus risings or stelliums as well as air or earth mercury / mercury in 1H/3H/6H/7H/9H placements should not sleep on their natural ability to start a very successful podcast, vlog channel, voice acting, or use their voice to bring in financial success in some way. There is something about your voice that's kind of whimsical (or raspy, gritty, etc) or rhythmic and attention grabbing. You tell good stories. It's these qualities that can often manifest in material gain and even wealth.
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𓁹 aspects to the ascendant: the skin you live in 𓁹
𓇻 hard aspects (conjunction, square, opposition)
sun & ascendant presence feels like an obligation. people have a habit of looking to you for answers or permission even when you are just trying to mind your own business. the struggle involves the feeling of being constantly watched or measured which can make your identity feel like a performance that never truly stops. you find your rhythm when you stop trying to be the sun for everyone else and realize that your light is allowed to be private too.
moon & ascendant the face serves as a traitor to every secret. transparency makes every internal shift visible in the dilation of the pupils or the tension in the jaw. privacy feels like a luxury you can rarely afford because people instinctively feel like they have a right to your emotions. you find your strength when you stop apologizing for the thinness of your skin and realize that your sensitivity acts as a high speed radar for the truth.
mercury & ascendant the brain and the body stay in a frantic race that never quite ends. you are the person who speaks with their whole self and whose eyes are always scanning the room for a new exit or a new piece of data. restlessness lives in the bones. the challenge involves the mental noise that follows you even into your sleep. clarity arrives when you realize that explaining your existence to everyone is unnecessary and that silence carries just as much weight as words.
venus & ascendant magnetism carries a weight that can feel like a gilded cage. people have a tendency to treat you like a prize or a screen for their own desires making it hard for them to see the actual human underneath. a built in radar for harmony often leads to you smoothing over your own edges just to keep the peace. power comes from the realization that your grace serves as a tool for connection rather than a requirement for being loved.
mars & ascendant a sharp edge defines the aura long before you even speak. a raw hunger for motion can be mistaken for aggression or impatience by those who move slower. your presence acts like a sudden jolt of energy in a room causing others to either follow your lead or get out of the way. grit arrives when you realize that your fire is meant to protect your own path and that fighting every battle is not the only way to prove you are real.
jupiter & ascendant you carry an air of the wide open road. people instinctively trust you because you look like someone who knows where the best opportunities stay hidden. the struggle involves the pressure to always play the optimist or the one who has everything under control. energy here has no natural ceiling which can lead to a total burnout if the pace is never checked. joy comes from the realization that you are allowed to be small and uncertain too.
saturn & ascendant bone structure carries the ancestral weight of the lineage. people see you as the adult in the room regardless of your actual age and they often load you with responsibilities you never asked for. as a child you probably felt like you were being watched by a silent judge. peace arrives when you realize that your discipline is actually your greatest form of freedom and that the heavy coat you carry was built to protect you from the cold.
uranus & ascendant you look like a sudden update to a system that everyone else is still trying to figure out. the look or the vibe changes in ways that confuse people who want you to be predictable. a detached clarity makes you the ultimate outsider in any group. you find your identity when you stop trying to blend into the crowd and realize that being the glitch in the matrix is exactly what makes you so necessary for the future.
neptune & ascendant edges are made of sea water and smoke. people project their fantasies and their fears onto you making you feel like a ghost in your own life. a magnetic but blurry quality makes people feel like they are looking at a dream they cant quite remember. the challenge involves the lack of boundaries between the soul and the world. spirit arrives when you stop trying to be the mirror for everyone else and start listening to the silence of your own heart.
pluto & ascendant intensity carries a private weight that borders on the radioactive. people either want to be consumed by your heat or they stay ten feet away to stay safe. you have likely survived a few total self reinventions that would have broken anyone else. the gaze is piercing and the silence is heavy with things unsaid. power arrives when you realize that your scars are actually your most beautiful features and that you are the master of your own dark.
north node & ascendant life feels like a constant pull toward a person you haven't quite become yet. you might feel like your current body or your current name is just a waiting room for your future self. every time you try to hide behind an old habit the universe creates a situation that forces you back into the light. success depends on the nerve to be unmistakably yourself even when the ground feels shaky and the map is missing.
south node & ascendant a heavy nostalgia lingers for a version of the self that no longer exists. comfort lives in the old skin and the future can feel like a threat to your security. people might see you as an old soul or someone who belongs to a different era entirely. growth happens when you realize that your history functions as a foundation to build on rather than a house you have to stay in forever.
chiron & ascendant the way you stand carries a quiet physical apology. a sense of being an orphan or an outsider lives in the eyes. but this very mark explains why people feel so safe telling you their deepest secrets. vulnerability acts as a lighthouse for every other broken soul in the room. peace arrives the moment you realize your scars are actually the places where the light finally gets in.
𓇻 soft aspects (trine, sextile)
sun & ascendant confidence acts as a natural wind in the sails. identity and public image move in the same direction without the need for a fight. people instinctively trust the presence and hand over the keys because the aura suggests a solid investment. success feels like a homecoming every time you are simply yourself.
moon & ascendant intuition serves as the most reliable guide through the darkness. emotional needs and physical presence stay in a total flow. the right place and the right time seem to find you because you listen to the gut and the face never lies. greatest joy comes from being completely real with every feeling.
mercury & ascendant information and clever ideas flow toward you like a river. the ability to talk out of any trap makes life feel much easier than it does for most. luck lives in the casual conversations and the neighborhood chatter. the mind connects the dots that everyone else missed and you make the process look effortless.
venus & ascendant things just seem to work out without a struggle. beauty and harmony show up as constant signs that the path is correct. people want to be around the energy because it feels like a sunny day in the middle of winter. strength comes through grace and the ability to make everything around you better.
mars & ascendant energy and drive move in total sync with the goals. taking action feels rewarding rather than exhausting. you know exactly when to strike and when to move causing every effort to result in a tangible piece of progress. the world respects the speed and the courage of the movement.
jupiter & ascendant luck functions as the default setting. an unshakeable belief that things are going to work out usually makes it true. the spirit is too large for a small life and joy is found in the expansion and the realization that the world is a massive playground built just for you.
saturn & ascendant working hard feels like a solid investment rather than a burden. a natural talent for discipline and building things that actually last defines the reputation. time stays on your side and as the years pass the respect only gets stronger. victory is found in the long game and the slow build.
uranus & ascendant fresh ideas and sudden insights light up the road ahead. comfort with change makes the future feel like an exciting adventure rather than a threat. being original comes easily and that weirdness acts as the very thing that clears the path for others to follow.
neptune & ascendant dreams and silence provide the answers that logic cannot find. a soft magic helps the life move forward and the intuition stays tuned to the frequency of the universe. surrender feels like a relief and the soul floats easily toward its purpose without needing a map or a spreadsheet.
pluto & ascendant strength and resilience grow quietly in the background of the life. a natural ability to transform and shed old layers prevents a total collapse. quiet power acts as a shield and the truth remains always within reach. you are the person who doesn't mind the heat because the jewels are made there.
north node & ascendant the right people and opportunities show up exactly when the soul needs to push forward. the personality naturally supports the mission of the life. people see you for who you are becoming and the first impression always aligns with the destiny. existing in the world feels like a fated success.
chiron & ascendant vulnerability serves as the most attractive feature of the presence. a natural talent for making people feel seen and healed exists just by being in the room. peace comes from showing others that their scars are not something to hide but a reason to be proud of their survival.
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