[sabahelnoor]

Does anyone else wake up thinking about how they’re going to add color to their lives and resent their loved ones who don’t do the same

[sabahelnoor]

When I see people aspire to a certain level of material success, I’m just like wow... I wish what brought me joy was so simple. Like, I could just figure out a way to buy a Tesla and I’d be happy. That’s it. But what brings me joy is a little more difficult to get than typical material success

[sabahelnoor]

I want beauty that I don’t have to explain. It’s just there.

[sabahelnoor]

I don’t think the ability to speak from the center of your existence is something people want to experience. It may be noble but it is not wanted. People get uncomfortable. They only want to experience what they can see. The best example is when a religious person speaks around a non-religious scientist. The latter becomes uncomfortable and wants to steer the conversation away. They’re afraid of what’s inside the other person, or more likely, they’re afraid of reaching into the center of their own existence and finding nothing. Science is safer because you can see it and you can trick yourself into thinking it’s substantial. Call me crazy but I actually don’t think it is, having been in the field for a long time now. Sure, there is a material translation into therapies and products but is is substantial for the soul? No. Theorizing isn’t real for the soul. This is why I can’t get past this position where I’m skeptical of my own research. Maybe because I’m trying to listen to my own soul and what it needs. Which is not science. Instead it’s the center of my existence being heard. I guess.

[lookataleaf3000]

women of the world unlearn your massive guilt complex 

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desire for a beautiful interior vs. desire to own nothing fight

[darulkhulood]

"..and I entrust my affairs to Allah. Indeed, Allah is Seeing of [His] servants." {40:44}

[5yin]

i think it's very sexy of me to both be completely done with the world & still have hope for my life

[sabahelnoor]

I miss women friends!

[vin-di-kate-or-deactivated20211]

[sabahelnoor]

When you don’t realize your worth, you don’t go out there and choose what happens to you. You wait for things to choose you. You wait for people to choose you. And you’ve adapted to just be okay with whoever chooses you because you don’t think you’re good enough to go after what you want and you’re scared that if your attempt fails, it will only prove what you’ve thought of yourself the entire time. But let me tell you, if you keep going this way, you’re not taking ownership of your own life. The only way you’re going to get what you want and be fulfilled is if you go out there and at least try to get what you want. It will take work. But it is possible.

[sabahelnoor]

I wrote this after I was ghosted by some manipulative dude who led me on for a few months and exactly a month later I met my husband

[sabahelnoor]

My whole life is out of my comfort zone

[sabahelnoor]

Arab dads love to sit around and talk about the political histories of their home countries

[sabahelnoor]

*opens up a tab at my local bakery in the same way people have open tabs at bars*

[sabahelnoor]

The final step in confirming Daughter-in-law status is your mother in law showing you where she hides her fine jewelry

[sabahelnoor]

Holy shit????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[ijaazat]

lonely girls my beloved. i see you staying in your room, i see you standing in grocery store aisles feeling the sudden wave of isolation wash over you. i understand how badly you want and how bad that makes you feel. i get it. we're not alone. but we are.