I’ll leave a trace before you forget my face

20 y/o💔who want me fr??

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𝗌𝗄𝗒✧twenty✧𝗌𝗁𝖾/𝖺𝗇𝗒✧𝖻𝗅𝖺𝖼𝗄

this blog is basically just my online diary!!! sometimes i talk about sensitive topics like the various disorders i struggle with :0

*i dont answer dms bc they make me nervous*

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this is so insensitive but ppl complaining about small tits when it comes to clothes pmo sometimes cause it’s like most clothing is made for you💔😭

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just tried talking to a headmate just for him to say leave me alone like #okay

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been on twt a lot lately nothing new with me except that my 20th birthday is tomorrow and i relapsed but deeper than usual i wish i was normal

if u do want to see what im up to for some strange reason im karma_lovesu on twt

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i will never have separate pages for my alters i tried and it was embarrassing you’re just gonna have to scroll through my page and guess who is who and what their personality is like lmao

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ive been circling the thought of me having osdd or some other identity related disorder through my mind for the past 7 years when will I just accept that my headmates are probably real

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letting my headmates front??? nah not me!!!

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guys im going thrifting with my cousin tomorrow!!! i feel kinda bad bc i feel like one of those people who only thrifts to find trendy clothes but can afford stuff in the mall…but i cant afford stuff in the mall im too broke like girl thrifting is the only type of clothes shopping you can afford to do beside going to ross😭

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dni if you’re a neurodivergent white person who doesn’t listen to hip hop/rap because it’s “overstimulating” FUCK OUTTA HERE WITH THAT BS!!!!!

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coming on tumblr to say i hate how socially undeveloped i am i can’t even answer discussion post assignments for my anthropology class bc it makes me too nervous and embarrassed im also scared because ill have to transfer to a new uni soon to complete the rest of my bachelors degree so that i means i cant keep my work study job my aunts been on my ass about getting a part time job this summer if I don’t visit my hometown and I’m so afraid bacause ive never had a serious job ever I really hope i die or get seriously injured or sick i need a way to get out of my current life because I hate it so much i don’t have the courage to actually attempt plus i have family that cares and I don’t want to worry them wish I could relapse i haven’t cut in like 2 years i really am a true girl failure lmao my life is so sad but I’m also really dramatic it’s kind of funny idek why i bother trying this out no one is going to see or care and even if they do i wouldn’t be able to respond bc like i said earlier, im socially stunted💔

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my aunts been in the kitchen for the past hour i need her to leave so i can order food i can’t do it with her in there cause she’ll get on my ass about how im spending MY money

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5hrs laters she’s still in the kitchen btw

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my aunts been in the kitchen for the past hour i need her to leave so i can order food i can’t do it with her in there cause she’ll get on my ass about how im spending MY money

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saw remmick smut in someone’s masterlist man fuck white people😭😭😭

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accidentally took a break from tumblr and dropped 3lbs wow

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my skin is so bad i literally have a bump on my eye my teeth are fucked up I’ve only lost 1lbs last week im so ugly kill me genuinely i can’t go to class like this i should be ashamed of myself people are gonna stare at me I don’t want that

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….spongebob big guy pants okay….

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we need to stop telling people with wavy hair that it’s curly😭