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24. she/her

[loversdoom]

Hi Tumblr. I am halting my fundraising to get the needed check-up and tests for my PCOS diagnosis. I am begging and knocking on your generous hearts to help me with a more important matter, which is saving my dog. Unfortunately, my dog, the most important creature in my life, has been diagnosed with cancer.

This is Shadow, our family dog. He’s been with us since he was 6 months old and has been with us for more than 6 years now. Saying that this dog is my lifeline is an understatement. His existence alone makes me try harder to stay alive. He got me through the loneliness of moving away from home for college, through the hard times during the lockdown, and here now, where I am still far away from him and struggling to survive.

My family, who is taking care of him while I am away, has hidden the fact that he has been sick for a few months now. He has been bleeding through his genitals for months now, and it was only recently that I managed to force them to take him to the vet, where he was diagnosed with TVT, a contagious type of cancer. He needs to be tested to see if his organs can take the chemo treatment. If his organs can take it, he will undergo 4 weeks of chemo, and if not, he will undergo surgery to remove the tumors in his genitals. Either way, the cost would total around $2000.

I have been trying for the past few weeks to find a way to earn the money needed for his chemo treatment. I’ve begged people to loan me the money I need, and I am still trying to look for a second job on top of my current job. But to no avail.

I am so tired. I have been facing hurdle after hurdle for years now, and I don’t know when the universe will give me a break. But this might be my biggest obstacle yet because it involves someone I love so much and someone I’m not ready to lose yet. I won’t give up trying so long as he’s still alive and can receive treatment. Please help me save my baby.

My paypal and kofi is here if anyone wants to help. Please help me save my Shadow.

Any amount is a big help. Small amounts add up and reblogs are appreciated.

[loversdoom]

I have enough to have him tested if his organs can take the chemo. But if he’s going to be tested for that, he needs to start chemo right after the test. So I can’t do anything to forward his treatment unless I have the full amount I need. Please help me save Shadow. Tumors have been steadily growing in his genital. Please please help me save him. Please reblog, please donate. Small amounts add up and help me get closer to my goal.

[loversdoom]

I already asked permission to the person who donated…I unfortunately have to deduct a good chunk of what I have received for this fundraising to pay my rent. I won’t be getting paid for the second half of December which means no pay until I get my salary for January on February. It really breaks my heart that now I’m even more far away from my goal to save my dog, but I can’t get kicked out from my place.

[loversdoom]

UPDATE:

I am also fundraising for something urgent. My laptop recently stopped working and turning on. I use it all the time for work and I can’t due a huge part of my responsibilities at work without it. I work in a small lab that unfortunately can’t provide me a work laptop. I’ve been using my workmate’s laptop the past weeks while they were on leave but they are back now and I have nothing to use anymore. I hope I could get help soon for this as I really don’t want to have a complicated discussion with my boss on the tasks that I wont be able to do without a laptop.

[loversdoom]

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[loversdoom]

stop telling me that it might be for the better that i let my dog go instead of forcing him to take chemo. stop telling me im cruel for letting my dog live with cancer instead of putting him down. you dont think that in the 8 or so months that ive known my dog has cancer, i havent considered that he might be hurting??? that he might be suffering??? i have worried myself sick thinking how much pain he is everyday but putting him down is a decision that i cant act on.

i live far away from my family, family who is taking care of shadow and lives with him. i have brought up putting him down because we cant afford the chemo but my mother refuses because she’s been holding on to what the vet has said during shadow’s diagnosis which is that there is a good prognosis because TVT is highly treatable. she refuses to put shadow down and i cant do anything about it because i live far away. all i can do is make sure that he can get treated.

so please dont call me cruel because ive been trying all my best to get him the help he needs. im really sorry for bothering you and for asking money for strangers but just block me or if you really want to say hurtful things just say anything but that. im so fucking tired of my situation and i have tried every possible thing just so i could stop begging on here believe me.

[dailytomlinson]

Louis at the press conference in Mexico ahead of his performance at Tecate Emblema - 16.05

[loversdoom]

Hi Tumblr. I am halting my fundraising to get the needed check-up and tests for my PCOS diagnosis. I am begging and knocking on your generous hearts to help me with a more important matter, which is saving my dog. Unfortunately, my dog, the most important creature in my life, has been diagnosed with cancer.

This is Shadow, our family dog. He’s been with us since he was 6 months old and has been with us for more than 6 years now. Saying that this dog is my lifeline is an understatement. His existence alone makes me try harder to stay alive. He got me through the loneliness of moving away from home for college, through the hard times during the lockdown, and here now, where I am still far away from him and struggling to survive.

My family, who is taking care of him while I am away, has hidden the fact that he has been sick for a few months now. He has been bleeding through his genitals for months now, and it was only recently that I managed to force them to take him to the vet, where he was diagnosed with TVT, a contagious type of cancer. He needs to be tested to see if his organs can take the chemo treatment. If his organs can take it, he will undergo 4 weeks of chemo, and if not, he will undergo surgery to remove the tumors in his genitals. Either way, the cost would total around $2000.

I have been trying for the past few weeks to find a way to earn the money needed for his chemo treatment. I’ve begged people to loan me the money I need, and I am still trying to look for a second job on top of my current job. But to no avail.

I am so tired. I have been facing hurdle after hurdle for years now, and I don’t know when the universe will give me a break. But this might be my biggest obstacle yet because it involves someone I love so much and someone I’m not ready to lose yet. I won’t give up trying so long as he’s still alive and can receive treatment. Please help me save my baby.

My paypal and kofi is here if anyone wants to help. Please help me save my Shadow.

Any amount is a big help. Small amounts add up and reblogs are appreciated.

[loversdoom]

I have enough to have him tested if his organs can take the chemo. But if he’s going to be tested for that, he needs to start chemo right after the test. So I can’t do anything to forward his treatment unless I have the full amount I need. Please help me save Shadow. Tumors have been steadily growing in his genital. Please please help me save him. Please reblog, please donate. Small amounts add up and help me get closer to my goal.

[loversdoom]

I already asked permission to the person who donated…I unfortunately have to deduct a good chunk of what I have received for this fundraising to pay my rent. I won’t be getting paid for the second half of December which means no pay until I get my salary for January on February. It really breaks my heart that now I’m even more far away from my goal to save my dog, but I can’t get kicked out from my place.

[loversdoom]

UPDATE:

I am also fundraising for something urgent. My laptop recently stopped working and turning on. I use it all the time for work and I can’t due a huge part of my responsibilities at work without it. I work in a small lab that unfortunately can’t provide me a work laptop. I’ve been using my workmate’s laptop the past weeks while they were on leave but they are back now and I have nothing to use anymore. I hope I could get help soon for this as I really don’t want to have a complicated discussion with my boss on the tasks that I wont be able to do without a laptop.

[shymagnolia]

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

[shymagnolia]

okay so i just got my dream job??? a week after applying to it?? and now i’m thinking….maybe this is the good luck post

[flagellant]

…..not even six hours later i got an offer of a well paying full time long-term job with free room and board in queens in nyc, allowing me independence and a way to escape an abusive situation and an unhealthy environment

likes charge reblogs cast, folks, this is the good luck post

[coffee-or-hot-cocoa]

i need all the help i can get for finals

[finnglas]

Hey so

the last time I reblogged this post right before I got a great job, in a permanent work-from-home position, with benefits, retirement, and a salary literally 3x what I was making before, doing something I really like. 

So you know. 

This might be the real one, y’all.

[avhira]

I could use some luck

[positivelyqueer]

You've gotta have good biodiversity in your reasons for not killing yourself. Rotate them out like crops when the yield gets low and the soil poor. We're mixing our metaphors. Whatever helps it stick.

You like warm blankets. You like the sound of birdsong. You have a pet that needs taking care of. You have someone to outlive. You have a loved one. You think death would be boring. It's coming for you anyway. Death is patient. When was the last time you had cake? Your favourite musician is going on tour. Or maybe just a halfway decent band at your local bar. You've never seen an elephant. Isn't it amazing that the sky is blue? Aging is a gift not afforded to most. Don't let the bastard grind you down. You can't mend any suffering in the world with your death. You want to see if you can grow herbs on your windowsill. Killing yourself seems like so much effort. What does tiramisu taste like? You're trying to be curious. You're angry and spiteful. What you want more than to die is to rest. This sandwich is so good you don't want to die. Not so long as there are plums to eat and somebody, anybody who gives enough of a damn to haul them to you. A stranger on the internet is holding their hand out and asking.

[draconym]

You haven't finished that book. It's almost strawberry season. There's a chrysalis on the porch that should open soon. There are pastries you've never tried. It's going to be sunny tomorrow. You're going to look very distinguished with gray hair. You have to outlive him. There aren't any easy ways to die. Your package is supposed to arrive on Friday. There are people who will love you that you haven't met yet.

[lucydacusgirl]

i wish swimming was something you could do alone in your bedroom.

[loversdoom]

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[loversdoom]

Hi Tumblr. I am halting my fundraising to get the needed check-up and tests for my PCOS diagnosis. I am begging and knocking on your generous hearts to help me with a more important matter, which is saving my dog. Unfortunately, my dog, the most important creature in my life, has been diagnosed with cancer.

This is Shadow, our family dog. He’s been with us since he was 6 months old and has been with us for more than 6 years now. Saying that this dog is my lifeline is an understatement. His existence alone makes me try harder to stay alive. He got me through the loneliness of moving away from home for college, through the hard times during the lockdown, and here now, where I am still far away from him and struggling to survive.

My family, who is taking care of him while I am away, has hidden the fact that he has been sick for a few months now. He has been bleeding through his genitals for months now, and it was only recently that I managed to force them to take him to the vet, where he was diagnosed with TVT, a contagious type of cancer. He needs to be tested to see if his organs can take the chemo treatment. If his organs can take it, he will undergo 4 weeks of chemo, and if not, he will undergo surgery to remove the tumors in his genitals. Either way, the cost would total around $2000.

I have been trying for the past few weeks to find a way to earn the money needed for his chemo treatment. I’ve begged people to loan me the money I need, and I am still trying to look for a second job on top of my current job. But to no avail.

I am so tired. I have been facing hurdle after hurdle for years now, and I don’t know when the universe will give me a break. But this might be my biggest obstacle yet because it involves someone I love so much and someone I’m not ready to lose yet. I won’t give up trying so long as he’s still alive and can receive treatment. Please help me save my baby.

My paypal and kofi is here if anyone wants to help. Please help me save my Shadow.

Any amount is a big help. Small amounts add up and reblogs are appreciated.

[loversdoom]

I have enough to have him tested if his organs can take the chemo. But if he’s going to be tested for that, he needs to start chemo right after the test. So I can’t do anything to forward his treatment unless I have the full amount I need. Please help me save Shadow. Tumors have been steadily growing in his genital. Please please help me save him. Please reblog, please donate. Small amounts add up and help me get closer to my goal.

[loversdoom]

I already asked permission to the person who donated…I unfortunately have to deduct a good chunk of what I have received for this fundraising to pay my rent. I won’t be getting paid for the second half of December which means no pay until I get my salary for January on February. It really breaks my heart that now I’m even more far away from my goal to save my dog, but I can’t get kicked out from my place.

[loversdoom]

UPDATE:

I am also fundraising for something urgent. My laptop recently stopped working and turning on. I use it all the time for work and I can’t due a huge part of my responsibilities at work without it. I work in a small lab that unfortunately can’t provide me a work laptop. I’ve been using my workmate’s laptop the past weeks while they were on leave but they are back now and I have nothing to use anymore. I hope I could get help soon for this as I really don’t want to have a complicated discussion with my boss on the tasks that I wont be able to do without a laptop.

[loversdoom]

Hi Tumblr. I am halting my fundraising to get the needed check-up and tests for my PCOS diagnosis. I am begging and knocking on your generous hearts to help me with a more important matter, which is saving my dog. Unfortunately, my dog, the most important creature in my life, has been diagnosed with cancer.

This is Shadow, our family dog. He’s been with us since he was 6 months old and has been with us for more than 6 years now. Saying that this dog is my lifeline is an understatement. His existence alone makes me try harder to stay alive. He got me through the loneliness of moving away from home for college, through the hard times during the lockdown, and here now, where I am still far away from him and struggling to survive.

My family, who is taking care of him while I am away, has hidden the fact that he has been sick for a few months now. He has been bleeding through his genitals for months now, and it was only recently that I managed to force them to take him to the vet, where he was diagnosed with TVT, a contagious type of cancer. He needs to be tested to see if his organs can take the chemo treatment. If his organs can take it, he will undergo 4 weeks of chemo, and if not, he will undergo surgery to remove the tumors in his genitals. Either way, the cost would total around $2000.

I have been trying for the past few weeks to find a way to earn the money needed for his chemo treatment. I’ve begged people to loan me the money I need, and I am still trying to look for a second job on top of my current job. But to no avail.

I am so tired. I have been facing hurdle after hurdle for years now, and I don’t know when the universe will give me a break. But this might be my biggest obstacle yet because it involves someone I love so much and someone I’m not ready to lose yet. I won’t give up trying so long as he’s still alive and can receive treatment. Please help me save my baby.

My paypal and kofi is here if anyone wants to help. Please help me save my Shadow.

Any amount is a big help. Small amounts add up and reblogs are appreciated.

[loversdoom]

I have enough to have him tested if his organs can take the chemo. But if he’s going to be tested for that, he needs to start chemo right after the test. So I can’t do anything to forward his treatment unless I have the full amount I need. Please help me save Shadow. Tumors have been steadily growing in his genital. Please please help me save him. Please reblog, please donate. Small amounts add up and help me get closer to my goal.

[loversdoom]

I already asked permission to the person who donated…I unfortunately have to deduct a good chunk of what I have received for this fundraising to pay my rent. I won’t be getting paid for the second half of December which means no pay until I get my salary for January on February. It really breaks my heart that now I’m even more far away from my goal to save my dog, but I can’t get kicked out from my place.

[loversdoom]

UPDATE:

I am also fundraising for something urgent. My laptop recently stopped working and turning on. I use it all the time for work and I can’t due a huge part of my responsibilities at work without it. I work in a small lab that unfortunately can’t provide me a work laptop. I’ve been using my workmate’s laptop the past weeks while they were on leave but they are back now and I have nothing to use anymore. I hope I could get help soon for this as I really don’t want to have a complicated discussion with my boss on the tasks that I wont be able to do without a laptop.

[loversdoom]

Hi Tumblr. I am halting my fundraising to get the needed check-up and tests for my PCOS diagnosis. I am begging and knocking on your generous hearts to help me with a more important matter, which is saving my dog. Unfortunately, my dog, the most important creature in my life, has been diagnosed with cancer.

This is Shadow, our family dog. He’s been with us since he was 6 months old and has been with us for more than 6 years now. Saying that this dog is my lifeline is an understatement. His existence alone makes me try harder to stay alive. He got me through the loneliness of moving away from home for college, through the hard times during the lockdown, and here now, where I am still far away from him and struggling to survive.

My family, who is taking care of him while I am away, has hidden the fact that he has been sick for a few months now. He has been bleeding through his genitals for months now, and it was only recently that I managed to force them to take him to the vet, where he was diagnosed with TVT, a contagious type of cancer. He needs to be tested to see if his organs can take the chemo treatment. If his organs can take it, he will undergo 4 weeks of chemo, and if not, he will undergo surgery to remove the tumors in his genitals. Either way, the cost would total around $2000.

I have been trying for the past few weeks to find a way to earn the money needed for his chemo treatment. I’ve begged people to loan me the money I need, and I am still trying to look for a second job on top of my current job. But to no avail.

I am so tired. I have been facing hurdle after hurdle for years now, and I don’t know when the universe will give me a break. But this might be my biggest obstacle yet because it involves someone I love so much and someone I’m not ready to lose yet. I won’t give up trying so long as he’s still alive and can receive treatment. Please help me save my baby.

My paypal and kofi is here if anyone wants to help. Please help me save my Shadow.

Any amount is a big help. Small amounts add up and reblogs are appreciated.

[loversdoom]

I have enough to have him tested if his organs can take the chemo. But if he’s going to be tested for that, he needs to start chemo right after the test. So I can’t do anything to forward his treatment unless I have the full amount I need. Please help me save Shadow. Tumors have been steadily growing in his genital. Please please help me save him. Please reblog, please donate. Small amounts add up and help me get closer to my goal.

[loversdoom]

I already asked permission to the person who donated…I unfortunately have to deduct a good chunk of what I have received for this fundraising to pay my rent. I won’t be getting paid for the second half of December which means no pay until I get my salary for January on February. It really breaks my heart that now I’m even more far away from my goal to save my dog, but I can’t get kicked out from my place.

[loversdoom]

UPDATE:

I am also fundraising for something urgent. My laptop recently stopped working and turning on. I use it all the time for work and I can’t due a huge part of my responsibilities at work without it. I work in a small lab that unfortunately can’t provide me a work laptop. I’ve been using my workmate’s laptop the past weeks while they were on leave but they are back now and I have nothing to use anymore. I hope I could get help soon for this as I really don’t want to have a complicated discussion with my boss on the tasks that I wont be able to do without a laptop.

[seekingstars]

HOW’S THAT HOUSE THAT RAISED YOU? - Lev St. Valentine

[butfirstiwillcry]

I love you I take you everywhere with me

[loversdoom]

can anyone please help me…ive been borrowing my workmate’s laptop after work hours so i could do the tasks i need to complete. that means working basically most of the day. i have little to no rest, no time to even keep looking for a second job, im so so tired please

[loversdoom]

Hi Tumblr. I am halting my fundraising to get the needed check-up and tests for my PCOS diagnosis. I am begging and knocking on your generous hearts to help me with a more important matter, which is saving my dog. Unfortunately, my dog, the most important creature in my life, has been diagnosed with cancer.

This is Shadow, our family dog. He’s been with us since he was 6 months old and has been with us for more than 6 years now. Saying that this dog is my lifeline is an understatement. His existence alone makes me try harder to stay alive. He got me through the loneliness of moving away from home for college, through the hard times during the lockdown, and here now, where I am still far away from him and struggling to survive.

My family, who is taking care of him while I am away, has hidden the fact that he has been sick for a few months now. He has been bleeding through his genitals for months now, and it was only recently that I managed to force them to take him to the vet, where he was diagnosed with TVT, a contagious type of cancer. He needs to be tested to see if his organs can take the chemo treatment. If his organs can take it, he will undergo 4 weeks of chemo, and if not, he will undergo surgery to remove the tumors in his genitals. Either way, the cost would total around $2000.

I have been trying for the past few weeks to find a way to earn the money needed for his chemo treatment. I’ve begged people to loan me the money I need, and I am still trying to look for a second job on top of my current job. But to no avail.

I am so tired. I have been facing hurdle after hurdle for years now, and I don’t know when the universe will give me a break. But this might be my biggest obstacle yet because it involves someone I love so much and someone I’m not ready to lose yet. I won’t give up trying so long as he’s still alive and can receive treatment. Please help me save my baby.

My paypal and kofi is here if anyone wants to help. Please help me save my Shadow.

Any amount is a big help. Small amounts add up and reblogs are appreciated.

[loversdoom]

I have enough to have him tested if his organs can take the chemo. But if he’s going to be tested for that, he needs to start chemo right after the test. So I can’t do anything to forward his treatment unless I have the full amount I need. Please help me save Shadow. Tumors have been steadily growing in his genital. Please please help me save him. Please reblog, please donate. Small amounts add up and help me get closer to my goal.

[loversdoom]

I already asked permission to the person who donated…I unfortunately have to deduct a good chunk of what I have received for this fundraising to pay my rent. I won’t be getting paid for the second half of December which means no pay until I get my salary for January on February. It really breaks my heart that now I’m even more far away from my goal to save my dog, but I can’t get kicked out from my place.

[loversdoom]

UPDATE:

I am also fundraising for something urgent. My laptop recently stopped working and turning on. I use it all the time for work and I can’t due a huge part of my responsibilities at work without it. I work in a small lab that unfortunately can’t provide me a work laptop. I’ve been using my workmate’s laptop the past weeks while they were on leave but they are back now and I have nothing to use anymore. I hope I could get help soon for this as I really don’t want to have a complicated discussion with my boss on the tasks that I wont be able to do without a laptop.

[apocryphics]

oh ok

[gorps]

[exeuntstormtroopers]

“Why would you stop in hell?” has changed my brain chemistry