Nobody should need to deal with my issuse... @sad-boy-hours - Tumblr Blog

Be nice to me here, please, if I post here I'm sad

only one person is allowed to talk about this outside this blog, and strictly no reblogs unless you think I'm a danger to myself, I don't think that will happened but still

ok with most pronouns, just try to mix it up but no She/her, I hear it enough IRL

main blog is @ashthedem0n

Love if I ever worry you with my posts here you can message me/directed/gen

#vent account #vent blog

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oh their pfp change- they're still alive ok ok thank fuck ok-

#I'm glad I don't have to think and worry about that anymore ok ok ok it's fine-#about m

is my new adhd meds making me sad, or do I just need to go to sleep 🫠

#seriously can't tell if it's my normal over reacting or more then normal-

the way I'm getting stressed over reminding my dad to get me a ticket for tadc since they're filling up fast-

#like it's the asking part- not the fact that its filling- that is stressing me-#…nvm both is stressing me-

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FUCK WHY do I hav obe so fucking stuipped I should have just made myself a sandwhitch and not made this a big fucking deal what the fuck is wrong with me I didn't even fucking like it I fucking wastedit and made him angrey fucm I'm sor fucing stucpied-

I feel like shit why am I freaking out it's been resolved I'm making it worse fuck-

I feel icky and stressed and sad and I need a distraction but none of my distractions are working but I need to just ignore this becuase I don't want to think about this shit right now but I can't focus on doing anything else-

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I want my love :(/nm

#Feeling sad and I know just them being here would make it better-#vent

uuuuhhhhhh hate feeling like I did something wrong but having no idea what that something is-

there's like a weird tight feeling in my chest that I normally only get if I messed something up but I don't know what cause that this time-

like maybe I'm feeling embarrassed/nervous because I feel like it's a bit "cringy" with how I'm acting out my oc right now but I think the feeling stared before so idk :(

#vent

Side note- not going to do this at all don’t think that’s a good idea now that I took something for the pain don’t worry

I shouldn’t think that cutting my stomach open to get rid of the pain is a good idea, right? Like even if that was for like a second that’s still not good-

#Gonna try to tell my parents about that tonight-#Tw cutting #Vent

my dog is so stuiped fucking hell-

#I'm very much worried for her- willow keeps on like eating and tearing up stuff if we don't put it out of her reach when we leave and #like this time she got to her pills and eat the last two in there and like I'm so worried that she hurt herself cause there was some red an #brown stuff on the terd up wrappers and it's like not good that she eat those- not vet not good yet but I have to keep my eye on her very #closely right now to mak usre she doesn't start acting weird and I'm like worried I'm going to miss somthing cause she's normally pretty #chill and like I'm just like every few minutes staring at her to make sure she's still breathing and I'm jst scared- I'm tryig my best to #stay calm since she seems fine she's doing all her normal things but I'm still worried-

#this is the downsides for the long distance relationships and different time zones-#the fact I can't go over to them and cuddle with him whenever I want is homaphobic-/silly/hj #<- me trying trying to distract myself

I hate my brain like it thought up of something that doesn't make sense even a little bit, but it's trying to convince me that is what happened by taking little things that could connect it together but still I know they wouldn't have done that and it's unlikely for someone in gernal to do that because of all the work but it's just there in my brain and I hare it and I don't want to thing about it-

sad-boy-hours

I want to cry, I just want to sob because I feel like shit but I can't because I'm scared to make noise, like when I try to get out it's just silent tears and I want to scream but I can't I phycicly can't and I'm scared-

sad-boy-hours

I want to cry, I just want to sob because I feel like shit but I can't because I'm scared to make noise, like when I try to get out it's just silent tears and I want to scream but I can't I phycicly can't and I'm scared-

sad-boy-hours

I want to cry, I just want to sob because I feel like shit but I can't because I'm scared to make noise, like when I try to get out it's just silent tears and I want to scream but I can't I phycicly can't and I'm scared-

sad-boy-hours

I want to cry, I just want to sob because I feel like shit but I can't because I'm scared to make noise, like when I try to get out it's just silent tears and I want to scream but I can't I phycicly can't and I'm scared-

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