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EXPECTATIONS
Misplaced Lens Cap
Not today Justin
let's talk about Bridgerton tea, my ask is open
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Show & Tell
we're not kids anymore.
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
Jules of Nature
The Stonewall Inn

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Love Begins
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@sadandtryingtimes
i needed you to step up,
but you didn’t .
i wanted us to work it out,
but we wouldn’t.
and now i’m tired of waiting,
so i won’t.
That break up when y'all were never together hit different...
I hate these lows I get from not hearing from you. I realize I’m not a priority in your life. I want to get to know you more but you’re making it glaringly obvious that you don’t feel the same way. I can take a hint. I’ll leave you alone.
As much as I want your attention, I tired of begging for it. I’m tired of these breadcrumbs of attention you give me. I’m tired.
I’m sad you can’t reciprocate my time and the more I stay in this situationship with you, the more my mental health takes a blow.
I’m tired of wanting to cry all the time.
I’m tired of guess what you’re doing.
I’m tired of the silent, no communications.
I’m tired of everything.
You make me feel like a bother and a burden. I constantly want your attention but you could care less for mine.
I was hopeful for a minute but being hopeful means the disappointment hurts so much worse. “Maybe it’ll be different when he has more free time. “ “He’s going through it. He’ll give me more attention when he feels better.”
Letting this go it probably the best thing for myself right now.
As much as it’ll hurt me now, pushing it off till later will just hurt more.
The memories we made were fun. I don’t hate you or anything like that. You can’t force someone to like you. So if you don’t see me in that way, that’s okay. I’ll let go before I make a fool of myself.
9 months in...
nah it’s fine, I wouldn’t want me either
I need a close heart friend, God. A friend that loves you and cares about me, too.
“You know how you feel unloveable, based on that thing you did? That feeling did not come from God.”
— Unka Glen (unkaglen.tumblr.com)
do you ever realise just how lonely you actually are
brain: I noticed you were feeling good today
brain: too bad you're unlovable trash who deserves nothing
me: wow
a message for anyone that needs it
you deserve friends who respect you
you deserve friends who cherish you
please don’t settle for any less
I know it’s hard and I know that you don’t want to cause drama or be alone
but you are worth it
and I’m always here for you
If a friendship isn’t making you healthier, it’s not a friendship.
minusthenegative.com
7 Things that Block your Happiness
1. Self hatred and self blame
2. Not being able to let go of the past.
3. Not being able to forgive yourself.
4. Not being able to cherish who you are.
5. Needing others to love and validate you.
6. Letting other people define who you are.
7. Trying to be perfect, and to please everyone.
I’m exhausted from trying to be stronger than I feel.
Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
As an introvert, you can be your own best friend or your own worst enemy. The good news is, we generally like our own company, a quality that extroverts often envy. We find comfort in solitude and know how to soothe ourselves. Even our willingness to look at ourselves critically is often helpful.
Laurie Helgoe (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
When someone constantly puts you down, leaves you feeling like you can’t do anything right, or makes you feel worthless or bad about yourself, that isn’t love. It’s emotional abuse.
Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
There are some people who could hear you speak a thousand words, and still not understand you. And there are others who will understand — without you even speaking a word.
Yasmin Mogahed (via onlinecounsellingcollege)