don't you know its that sadboi season

i come here when i break

[sadboi--writes]

fucking hell it's winter

[behind-the-mask-the-truth]

[sadboi--writes]

i guess i just wish i could let myself get bad again

because it's easy

- sadboiseason

[iamquietlydrowning]

[sadboi--writes]

it's even harder to heal

when you're not sure you want to heal anymore

- sadboiseason

[pattywaltters]

Sometimes i think it would be easier to just sink to the bottom of the ocean to stop screaming your name rather than face the demons you left me with.

[pattywaltters]

Why the fuck was i so fucking emo why the fuck did i write this???????? Damn bitch take a fucking nap and eat some yogurt. Jesus christ dude.

[sadboi--writes]

im scared im scared im scared im scared im scared im scared im scared

- sadboiseason

[feyzzar]

Hayata karshasi

[sadboi--writes]

im afraid to come home tonight and face the shame and apologise

cause i know i hurt you more than i hurt myself

- sadboiseason

[sadboi--writes]

i feel like im about to do something so stupid and i don't know if i can stop myself

- sadboiseason

[lovetragic]

[sadboi--writes]

i found some old pictures yesterday and i looked so frail and grey

and i just found myself wishing to be that sick again

- sadboiseason

[sadboi--writes]

i havent heard the call of those tracks in so long but i see them now and they scream only for the ears of my broken mind to hear

i know the texture of those traintracks so well the imaginary sensation in my hands make my toes tingle and my heart ache to rest my neck upon them and wait for the train to paint the pebbles red

- sadboiseason

[sadboi--writes]

the people screaming that they are whole

are the ones i see, filling up their emptiness

they stuff cotton where it hurts the most

maybe it's just me

maybe i look for the empty people

because i am empty too

- sadboiseason

[sadboi--writes]

i've been here too many times before, yet i still don't know which way to go

so I guess i'll follow the track i've beaten

until I'm back at this point

until the day i know which way to go

- sadboiseason

[sadboi--writes]

please say "i love you" again

- sadboiseason

[sadboi--writes]

it's been so long and now a small urge can become a big urge in a matter of seconds and the images in my head are VIOLENT and i WANT it

- sadboiseason