SadBoyProana

20 | anorexic | relapsing ▪︎ sw: 214.0 | lw: 94.0 | cw: 189.0 | gw1: 170.0 gw2: 140.0 | gw3: 115.0 | ugw: 99.0

[beautypath]

Everyday I wake up and weigh myself and then spend the rest of the day waiting to go to sleep so I can wake up and weigh myself again.

[coffee-tea-and-diet-pills]

reblogging again bc so fucking true

[selfishaddiction]

Life.

[sofiapdf]

what up i’m jared, i’m 19, and i never fuckin learned how to cope

[sadboyproana]

okay.

is it just me or did y'all social distance your whole fucking life and now that you're being T O L D to isolate you're immediate reaction is "well now i'm not going to" and then you realize you pretty much have to social distance bc you don't have friends due to your antisocial behavior?? just me??

wack bro.

[paleinthenight]

[heavensmiserables]

ana tumblr be like:

[goreishpaws]

Self care is getting so high you forget you hate yourself.

[sadboyproana]

A lot of you have asked and so I've finally started a discord server for anyone struggling with an ED.

I want it to also be a place where we can form lasting friendships and support eachother in whatever we're going through. So maybe we don't feel so alone. Here's the link: come check it out. https://discord.gg/Mk8XhZb

Join the Vanilla Puzzle Basement Discord Server!

Check out the Vanilla Puzzle Basement community on Discord - hang out with 3 other members and enjoy free voice and text chat.

[depression-healthy-carrier]

Depression: I want to die

Anxiety: but what if you do die

[hip-bonesz]

ED: Not allowed to die until skinny

[ana-never-lies]

!! That’s it. My brain in one post

[foolishfaggot]

Me to my thighs: guys, stop touching each other, we’re in public

[oh-how-euphoric-starvation-is]

I know I’m FAT, I know I gained all that weight back and more.

I FUCKING KNOW.

I’m not stupid nor blind.

Thank you for telling me that once again though.

Thank you for motivating me to starve even harder. 

I’m gonna prove everyobody wrong.

I’m strong enough for this.

In 3 months, everytime you see me you’ll be worried about me.

You’ll tell me to eat more, to stop losing weight. 

For heaven’s sake, you’ll feel so proud of me for losing all this weight… Only if you knew what I’ve gone through to get there.

It won’t matter though.

None of this bullshit will matter when I’m at my goal weight.

[wingleaderhi]

Me: hasn’t eaten in 24 hours

Me: has been walking all day

Coffee: wearing off

Muscles: aching

Common sense: you should probably eat som-

My ED: it’s cos you’re so heavy your legs are having a hard time carrying you

[sadboyproana]

leave me alone

[s-k-inny70ve]

🌸

Reblog to wake up a lighter number than you were yesterday

🌸

[thinhip]

catch me reblogging this every two (2) seconds ! bye

[thinhip]

yall thought i was joking lol ………… tragic

[sadboyproana]

i can't risk it (':

[starvingg-prince]

hit that mf reblog if ur fat, lgbtq+, trans, poc, male/nonbinary and/or poor and have an ed

i wanna prove its not just straight skinny cis white rich girls who have eds

[skinneebaby]

I’m pretty sure I’m lesbian

[guillotinedaydreams]

— pride; bisexual

[kedisevero-deactivated20230312]

[wellbutrinboy]

emotionally? the year is 1875 and i have tuberculosis

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

“I step out of my old skin,”

— Linda Hogan, from Dark, Sweet: New & Selected Poems; “Heritage,”