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I can't stop thinking about killing myself

you’re more like your mom than you’ve ever wanted to be, and it hurts but you should know that i hate it and you hate it. just stop

“well i can’t help you there”

????????? i wasn’t ???????? asking ??????? for your ??????? help???

#its crazy #you say these things when i complain #which i'm not sure is often or not #but you complain about every aspect of your llive #and i take it in stride #because i get it #i do #i understand sometimes shit sucks and you need to talk about it #but i don't fucking say #'well i can't help you with that' because it's not about me #it's about you #and you talking about your problems #stop putting standards on my own life #and just shut???#the fuck???#up?????

movie-addicted

takemyhand-letsdance-deactivate

This fucked me up so hard

illestflow

Yuuuup

majestical07-deactivated2025050

i wish today was wednesday so i could see my counselor and bitch about my really obnoxious roommate who i love but would love to punch in the face tbh

#PEACE SIGN

mariannapaige

thinboob

I feel nothing or I feel everything. I don’t know which is worse.

2 am thoughts (via timid)

#words

what do you do, when you don't want to break someone's heart? but it's the only way, to get the freedom you're look for?

what do you do, when you don't want to pick up the pieces of a heart you didn't care for anyway?

#pow pow #sad day monday

jump-in-your-bones

acsdotcom-deactivated20210105

Depression is so isolating bc you don’t want to be a bother to anyone so you start doing really passive aggressive things to try and reach out, which makes you feel even worse so you end up quietly weeping in the bathroom and when someone knocks on the door you immediately hide yr face and clear yr throat and say “oh yeah, I’m fine.”

#text post

daringtome

Please be careful with me. Sometimes I just get sad and I don’t know why. I’m sorry.

(via daringtome)

#words

punkyetsad

hereislight

Unfollow the depression blogs, the suicide blogs, the pro-eating disorder blogs. The blogs with bones and wounds, the blogs with black and white. You don’t need the crash diets, the thinspo, any voice telling you you’re not good enough. Not even the one inside your head. Let go. The beautiful things in life don’t translate to shades of black and white. Stop writing and rewriting your suicide note. Everything you plan to say to people after your death could also be said while you’re still alive. Call people up for lunch. Say it face to face. Say sorry. Say thank you. Say I love you. And live to hear it said back to you. The word “suicide” or “depression” in your URL does not tell me who you are. Your URL does not tell me what you love to do. You are more than the sadness. You are more than the bones that you’ve wanted so badly to show. You are more than your body measurements. You are more than your scars or your wounds. You are more than your tear stained pillow cases. Your sadness should not be your identity. Stop searching up “cutting”, “suicide”, and “depression” when you’re feeling down. Search up things that will make you feel better not worse. Search up pictures of animals, good poetry, beautiful places you can escape to someday, art, music, plants, quotes. When the world teaches you that it’s better to be apathetic and that you should hate, tell them that you’ve hated the world and yourself for far too long now. Let go. Reach out. Ask for help. Because it’s time to try something different now.

4:43 p.m. (It’s time to let go of your sadness)

Mod note: The day I realized that I was ready to do these things — even if I didn’t feel quite ready, even though I was scared to let go — was one of the major turning points for my depression. It can be comforting to see that others are going through the same thing, it feels better to know you’re not alone in your struggling. But ultimately, if struggling is all you know and see, it can redefine relapse as normal, making it even harder to consider/stick with recovery. If it’s too much to do all at once, at least consider following a couple more recovery blogs, unfollowing a few thinspo/trigger blogs. Hear some different stories. Make your space a little less harmful. It’s worth it, I promise!

(via edrecoveryprobs)

#words