Life Sucks

she/her

[valentina-poem]

[shreddedwristsandbrokenhearts]

x

[sadpudding]

Today I cut myself again, see me bleeding at least turn off my world for a few seconds... then I start all over again, I don't know what people see in "living" this world it's so fuck up. Death it's my only hope

[sadpudding]

Tengo que esconder mi verdadero yo para no ser juzgada, ya me canse de fingir, pero no tengo muchas opciones, me estoy quedando sin respuestas... las pocas que tengo llevan al mismo lugar, mi fin.

I'm too sad to cry, too high to get up

Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up

Don't like to talk, I just lay in my bed

Don't even try to go out with my friends

Lied to my doctor, she knew I was fakin'

Gave me some pills, but I'm too scared to take 'em

I try and I try, but I'm too sad to cry

Can't tell my Mamma

It makes her worry

I'm not suicidal

Sometimes, the lines get all blurry

[sadpudding]

I'm not suicidal... sometimes, the lines get all blurry... too sad to cry.

[sadpudding]

Want to see my bones but have to be careful and hide them so no one notices my scars

[sadpudding]

So tired of this shitty life

[sadpudding]

Perdon...

[sadpudding]

[sadpudding]

[sadpudding]

Decidi terminar con mi vida pronto, no puedo mas vivir asi, no quiero ayuda tampoco, perdon a todos los que me quieren e intentaron ayudarme, y a aquellos que oculte lo que realmente me pasaba, pero no puedo hacerme mas la fuerte, ya no puedo, perdon...

[liminalgirlie-deactivated201707]

[sadpudding]

Have to take some more of my prescripted antidepressant pills today just to calm down the voices in my head, so so tired of this shitty life

#depression #fucklife # deepthoughts #sadness

[sadpudding]

I don't want to live anymore, everyday is a living hell in my mind, so tired of this...

[sadpudding]

[pegasusbridge]

[suffocatingroses]

I’m so tired of being ill, let me fall into a endless sleep. It seems so much easier.

Let me just drift off, and have such a lovely dream.

[myopressivedepression]