forever sad & queer

❤︎𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖘 𝖔𝖋 𝖆 𝖍𝖚𝖒𝖆𝖓❤︎ 𝖘𝖍𝖊/𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖞

[sadqueerthougths]

Lesbianism, Vampirism, Occultism & the Gothic Lovers Macabre in 70s Films

Daughters of Darkness (1971)

Suspiria (1977)

The Velvet Vampire (1971)

Lust for a Vampire (1971)

Vampyros Lesbos (1971)

The Vampire Lovers (1970)

The Shiver of the Vampires (1971)

Blood Spattered Bride (1972)

Female Vampire (1973)

Vampyres (1974)

Lips of Blood (1975)

[sadqueerthougths]

not even a rebound

im in your bed my hands running through your hair while you read your book aloud

you showed me your playlists and i showed you mine a modern act of vulnerability

you were the one who invited me here still in your bed its 2 in the morning now

but i still havent gotten a kiss or any reassurance so many questions without answers

what are we was the last time we let ourselves collide pointless it didn’t make me feel better

pieces dont fall into place lets stay friends our moment of desire wont fill the emptiness dry conversations wont spark any fire

thank you for opening my eyes for the reality check for pointing out my weaknesses

you are not her

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Taliah

A melody of the soul When I hear her voice The grass is getting shorter The moon becomes tangible When she opens her mouth Tears are running down my face Somewhat of an angel and a mermaid She wraps me in her charm Absorbs in sadness Keeps me in her arms So gently not to sufficate a butterfly

[sadqueerthougths]

i got lost in your eyes for the first time

on the bus

if felt so good

yet scary

i could hear you talking

but the words just floated around me

only thing i could think about

were your big blue eyes

i could look at you for hours

and listen to your silly stories

[sadqueerthougths]

It feels so good to be appreciated

[sadqueerthougths]

you caught me admiring your beauty

i saw your reflection

looking at me while i was looking at you

can we kiss?

can we look at the stars and hold hands?

i feel like im not good enough for you

you deserve someone perfect

because you are perfect

you make me feel so shy

i wish i had the strength to kiss you

and tell you you’re beautiful

and that your smile is so precious

your eyes so full of life and joy

your hands so soft yet strong

every time our hands meet

i feel sparkles

so can we kiss now?

[sadqueerthougths]

my pillow smells like her

i try to fall asleep

but each breath makes me feel more alive

when i close my eyes

i see her playing with her hair

[sadqueerthougths]

i’d rather not eat, not go to the bathroom and lay in bed all day

than talk to people and get myself out there

[sadqueerthougths]

when im alone for too long

(which is often)

i forget what kind of connection we have

it feels like all our past was just a dream

then when you’re back in my life

it feels like you’re a stranger

i have to fall for you again

the longer i don’t see you

the harder it is for me to love you

the more i am alone

the less i need you

saying goodbye is hard

but the hellos are what i fear

[lllinens]

art galleries should be open 24hrs like what if I can’t sleep and wanna stare at a painting

[gay-otlc]

If we didn't have butches then everything would be terrible and pointless. Thank you to butches for existing.

[1617]

Being a person who feels things deeply is exhausting

[sadqueerthougths]

You don't appreciate me

You don't care what i do and how i feel

You never say anything nice about my art

You don't seem to care

[sadqueerthougths]

I'm sad again

And again

And again

And it never ends

I want to end it

[sadqueerthougths]

Is having both mommy issues and daddy issues called parental issues?

I think I have that