Red Queen

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I love going crazy with my ballet clothes 😘👯 #ballet #balletclass #rehearsal #ballerina #points #tired #pink #black #gray #yellow #colors

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Yellow and orange days ~ #video #lifemoment #inschool #random #lovely #moday #dearlife #guitar #autumn #nature #life #song #beautiful #falling #loveit

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The weapons of a girl and the weapons of a women! It's been a long time since the first time I wear heels #heels #shoes #pink #silver #comparison #thefeels

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This months nails! 💅💅💕👍 #nails #nailart #pink #silver #shine #acrylic #nailart #french #lovethem

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I love the crazy times we spend together my crazy bitch! #bestfriend #lovehim #bitches #random #selfie @urielbeltranl

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123! ✉️✉️✉️ #mail #omg #freaky #random #ups

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And I was there! #UN #NY #TBT #bestdayofmylife #omg #thefeels #thedream

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Work hard. And when done work harder! #ballet #workhard #work #barre #ballerina #balletclass #dance #danceXlife #cambre #bar

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Doing class with this light and weather! Simply perfect! #ballet #balletclass #dance #danceXlife #onbar #barre #ballerina

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Harem...

Lol, right now I'm my class we are talking about how religion affects international business. Our teacher asked us how do we call it when a man has a lot of wifes. I did actually said harem, she over heard me and said it was called like that. I don't think she knows the real meaning of that word.

Today is a bit cloudy but with enough sun light to kill a vampire, so for now my scarf and neck are safe. 

Talking about weather is actually cold and windy, dang I wish C would hug me today. But I already gave up. He is to dramatic, I am to dramatic, we are to dramatic.

I'll be applying for a Job this week. I've decided to start working and help at my house in any way I can. Wish me luck with that anonymous.  

~Thank you Tumblr. Thank you anonymous.  

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This is the kind of relationship goal I sometimes dream about...

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Fuck...

Literally fuck. I just saw my Ex J...

I was driving to school and all of a sudden I look in the mirror and he is behind me. Yes J was driving being me, it was his car, it was him. He was not alone, he was with another girl. I don't care the fact that he was with another girl, I'm more in shock because precisely yesterday I was telling my friend L that it has been almost 5 months since the last time I saw him... 

J it has been almost 5 month since the last time I saw you, since I last heard you voice or tasted your lips. In fact it has been almost 5 months since I last kissed someone. I need to change, I need to stop being a scary cat over boys. Boys will do stupid things with or with out me... 

I'm cold, I'm nervous, I have a black hole in my stomach. I feel so comatose, so numb. I can no longer wait to the day that I will forget his touch and the feeling of him being next to me even if he is not around. I need to get over J and start meeting new boys. Maybe it is time to be a little bit slutty for the time...

~Thank you Tumblr. Thank you anonymous.   

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Happy Halloween! #vampire #halloween #lovely #fangs #blood #makeup #happy #goodday

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We are so fabulous 💀💀👫 #catrina #catrin #mexico #friends #lovehim #brother #halloween #halloweenspirit #2Noviembre

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DANCE.EAT.SLEEP.R. #dance #eat #sleep #repeat #iPhone #case #sharpie #bored #random #quote #pink #sunday

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Sorry Tumblr

Its been a long time since the last time I wrote something... I feel about it. I should start again my daily drama blog. I will! Surely I will. 

I feel like shit today. The only thing I want is for an opportunity to grow. But every opportunity seems to be taken away from me, and people just don't get it. They don't get I feel inside a black hole. 

Boy problems? I miss my ex... yeah I miss J. I cant believe yesterday I was crying over his memory... maybe if he died I wouldn't miss him so much. jk jk. And C... he is just to slooooooooow. Some on trow a brick to the face saying that I like him... 

One of my best friends P is stressing me out so much lately, I don't even let my mom correct so much when I talk ... she even says I have false memory symptom... thanks for making people think that I have a mental disorder...  

~Thanks you Tumblr. Thank you anonymous. 

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School concert! #friend #song #music #guitar #wonderwall #oasis #cover