The One and Only

29 - You can't rush forever

[saintlyxsinner]

A Decade of Grief

I want to yell at you

I want to ask you why

I want you here so I can tell you

All the things I didn't know how to

To tell you all the pain you caused

All the heartache you brought

I want to demand an apology from you

I want your reasons and excuses

I want to fight with you

But

I also want to tell you I love you

That I'm sorry

I want to make sure you know

I don't hate you

That I miss you

And I hurt

Even after 10 years

I wish you were here

My heart still breaks

I just wish you were here

[queen-zigzag]

[saintlyxsinner]

Item: A Cursed Amulet Rarity: ✶ Rare

Best video game villain?

Feed your dashboard by answering my question, blogger.

It absolutely has to be Handsome Jack for me. The constant chatter as you progress, and then the switch up as soon as shit gets real. It's easy to forget how insane he is.

[saintlyxsinner]

Obsession

You obsess over me so softly

It isn't loud and boisterous

As I do

I can hear the whispers

In the way you shape our future

I see the passion for us

For our memories to be made

You obsess so softly

Like muffled footsteps on a carpet

I do not hear the steps

I only see the path you've left

My obsession is a full orchestra

Echoing through the world

for all to see

I can't hold it in

It demands to be heard

And I wonder if my obesssion

is too loud

for me to hear yours

[saintlyxsinner]

The fact that this was right under lmfao

[sr-roto]

audio On 😂😂😂

[eversoslightlybitter]

Peer-reviewed tags

[pukicho]

I know this might be hard to believe because I run a popular Tumblr blog in 2025, but even I am not perfect

[saintlyxsinner]

Then do better for 2026 💛

[luminouslumity]

[saintlyxsinner]

This man is insane

[escuerzoresucitado]

[worldbuilding-tomfoolery]

Being extremely temporary confers on you the same reckless boldness as being immortal

[fukurouonthesea]

@theshitpostcalligrapher

[theshitpostcalligrapher]

just wants a sippy. of tears :>

ink: small batch floral ink collection orange i bought in china, idk the brand since i lost the packaging

[miseducatedmelanicmuse]

[omneco]

[saintlyxsinner]

Where I Stop Loving You

Where I stop loving you

Is where west becomes east

Where water is dry

And valleys are high

Where mountains are low

Where snow

Is hot

That is, to say

It is not

A place that could ever exist

My love for you flows

My love grows

every day

The place where I stop loving you

Isn't and can't be a place at all

The sun's light will run out

Before my love wanes

The stars will all fall

Before my love breaks

All the cosmos could flicker

Yet that burning flame will stay

There is no place

Where I stop loving you

[gqa1]

Reblog In 5 seconds for good luck

[nullelemental]

​this worked last night lets go for round two

[helloitsbreeisnotonline]

I really need some good luck rn

[alex51324]

I’m not sure whether I want the $100 or the baby goat; I guess I will leave it up to fate.

[al3x-always]

i dont care what i get. luck is luck mates

[shisasan]

Anaïs Nin, Delta of Venus, originally published: 1977

[saintlyxsinner]

I Didn't Fit

Who was I?

That I didn't fit

With my peers

Or my family

The supposed role models

I was meant to follow

Down that twisted path

Who was I?

That I didn't fall under

The illusion of them

That I didn't follow in their footsteps

And why? Why wasn't I just like them?

Chasing those highs

To escape the lows

Burying my nose

In books instead of blow

Breathing in the music

Instead of smoke

I didn't fit.

Even then I didn't fit

I was different

And why?

How easy it would have been

To let go of these racing thoughts

And forget

Don't think just act

But here I am

Living, not surviving

I didn't fit, and that's okay

Yet I still grieve for a part

Of that familial bond,

However terrible it may have been

I grieve for the loss of something

That never existed in the first place

I accept that I am different

I just wish I knew why

[saintlyxsinner]

[saintlyxsinner]