A Decade of Grief
I want to yell at you
I want to ask you why
I want you here so I can tell you
All the things I didn't know how to
To tell you all the pain you caused
All the heartache you brought
I want to demand an apology from you
I want your reasons and excuses
I want to fight with you
But
I also want to tell you I love you
That I'm sorry
I want to make sure you know
I don't hate you
That I miss you
And I hurt
Even after 10 years
I wish you were here
My heart still breaks
I just wish you were here














