begin again

CW: 160 HW: 160 LW: 117 UGW: thinner Age: early thirties

[bpdworld]

[ijustwanttoknowthings-deactivat]

And the cycle continues

[partydrugs]

Max

[sunnysconfusion]

[luvlydolly]

locking in this summer and coming back to school unrecognizable

[saintskinny]

back at it again after almost 8 years of being "healthy" and "better" and "recovered" ... guess not 🤡

[saddi3grl]

[pluisea]

[books-n-quotes]

“Love isn’t a state of perfect caring. It is an active noun like struggle. To love someone is to strive to accept that person exactly the way he or she is, right here and now.”

— Fred Rogers, The World According to Mister Rogers

[cherrybam-blog]

[bnmxfld]

Ernest Hemingway / The Garden of Eden

[wendei]

[skinnyelle]

skinnyelle

[skinoutqueen]

phone: *rings*

me: no

[dontwannakn0w]

[tinypaperwolf]

[vacuousbones]

Once you start to see results, it becomes an addiction.

[mouseysnow-blog]

[skinny-capricorn]

my new roommate said that her last roommate had an eating disorder and then talked to me about her clean eating and weight loss goals and how she buys clothes that are a little snug to motivate her to lose more

and like honestly? i have anorexia but this is why i constantly talk about the dangers of the “health and fitness” industry and diet culture bc we have essentially normalized certain symptoms of disordered eating but it’s ok if it’s under the guise of health i guess???

like how is calling it “clean” eating NOT a way to moralize food

how is intermittent fasting NOT the same thing as skipping meals

how come when i buy clothes that don’t fit, it’s something i have to tell my therapist about because it means i am putting pressure on myself to fit into them, but if a “normal” person does it then it’s just motivation for them?

where is the fucking line???

and more importantly when are we going to start acknowledging that the entire world is pro-ana but that’s too harsh of a description so we slap some health buzzwords on it to make it palatable

when are we going to take responsibility for encouraging disordered behavior instead of labeling those of us with EDs as the crazy/imbalanced ones

your fucking Whole30 or keto or whatever “clean” diet you’re on is just as restrictive as the diets we create for ourselves due to our disorders. but we are the crazy ones, right