falling out of touch with myself

think i'd like to be invisible, become one with the living room wallpaper

[r-ambien]

[saladgloveofficial]

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years ago i found this website that contains a comprehensive list of ways to kill yourself along with detailed/researched descriptions + discussions of how effective they are. in the description the person who created it was like “when i was suicidal i was frustrated by how difficult it was to find accurate info on killing myself so i wanted to create this website to help other people”. 

i don’t have a point here im just really really upset that this website exists and i found this years ago and every now and then i think about it all over again and get really upset and angry again

its also so fucking easy to find i didnt even search anything about suicide (my search was smthn about falling from heights (*not* jumping) and it was like the third google result) 

[saladgloveofficial]

imagine thinking “i should spend time compiling this ifnormation on how to kill yourself and publish it on a website so that other people have an easier time finding ways to kill themselves than i did when i was suicidal” ?????????????????? ???????? ???? what the actual fu c k 

[saladgloveofficial]

//// tw ////

years ago i found this website that contains a comprehensive list of ways to kill yourself along with detailed/researched descriptions + discussions of how effective they are. in the description the person who created it was like “when i was suicidal i was frustrated by how difficult it was to find accurate info on killing myself so i wanted to create this website to help other people”. 

i don’t have a point here im just really really upset that this website exists and i found this years ago and every now and then i think about it all over again and get really upset and angry again

its also so fucking easy to find i didnt even search anything about suicide (my search was smthn about falling from heights (*not* jumping) and it was like the third google result) 

[peachghosts]

[hall--o--ween]

[cutepetsuwu]

A field mouse sheltering from the rain inside of a tulip.

[lluviagf]

I have been crying bc I found pics of little frogs with little hats

[lluviagf]

[saladgloveofficial]

dont have any reason to continue trying anymore. whats the fucking point

[caraphoto]

I beg you

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[saladgloveofficial]

have been awake for two and a half hours is it reasonable to go back to bed

[toastbutteregg]

[serfuzzypushover]

Trying

[warplanerubdown]

[robertwire]

little painting of a capybara in a yuzu bath:,)

[saladgloveofficial]

feels like im just waiting to ***

[kittendrumstick]

[mynotar]

Would you like to buy his wares?

[magicalgirlpropaganda]

Of course

[toastbutteregg]