SamIAm

Greetings, I am Sam. (They/them) ❗️MINOR❗️ Things I enjoy: 🔍Forensics🫆 🎨The Arts🎶 ⏳Doctor Who🛰️ 🪬Supernatural🍻 ⚙️Detroit: Become Human🫀 🧿The Magnus Archives🎙️

[sam-i-am-creature]

[fangshazzard]

I bet raising your arm and summoning a weapon for you to grasp feels good as fuck

[passer-ine]

[check under cut for more]

Hello, Jon.

Apologies for the deception, but I wanted to make sure you started reading, so I thought it best not to announce myself.

I’m assuming you’re alone; you always did prefer to read your statements in private. I wouldn’t try too hard to stop reading; there’s every likelihood you’ll just hurt yourself. So just listen.

Now, shall we turn the page and try again?

[aguyofmanyinterests]

so silly nothing very important in the under cut no need to check it >:3

[sam-i-am-creature]

How dare you Hello, Jon me. I haven’t been Hello, Joned in WEEKS. @meep-thebard you will pay for tagging me.

Side note: Jon certainly does do the nap thing mentioned

[sam-i-am-creature]

[cheezdoodelz]

the world is fucked, become a dragon with the one you love

- please click for better quality!

i’ve gotten super into TMA recently! it took me a while to get really hooked but i quickly fell in love with these two idiots. so! i had to draw them as dragons. i made the designs in collab with my friend @mae-peachie !!

[sam-i-am-creature]

AWW THEY’RE SO CUTEE

[sam-i-am-creature]

I’m going to legally change my name somewhat soon to my preferred name and am going to change my middle name as well but I can’t think of a good one. I kind of want it to be about my journey of finding myself through all my struggles. Something about rebirth, resilience, etc. I just can’t think of anything that makes sense as a middle name. (I’ve also though of just not having a middle name)

[milktea-grn]

“i walk your earth. i breathe your air.”

[wombowoah]

love the active choice they made in this scene to put "SAXON IS YOUR MAN" right behind the doctor during this gayass phone call . hmmmm

[sam-i-am-creature]

I wish I could play Insomniac Games’ Spider Man with all of the improvements on costumes, gadgets, swing speed, and the web gliders from the second game.

I prefer the first game’s story and plot, but I like that they fixed the swing speed and the new web gliders in the second game.

(Haven’t played either of these games for probably a year and a half, but I just randomly thought this?)

[sam-i-am-creature]

I’ve made my mom watch SPN for a while. Finally on S4E1 “Lazarus Rising”.

She refuses to make predictions on what brought Dean back.

I’m just waiting for the autistic angel in a trench coat.

[sam-i-am-creature]

Happy Birthday @meep-thebard <3

[smth-somethin]

someone that needs to kiss something 5 million times (overexcited stim) x the something that needs to be kissed 5 million times (touch starved)

[sam-i-am-creature]

YESS

[creekmotel]

[meep-thebard]

Throwback to the time I gave my partner a goodbye kiss for .5 seconds in the school hallways and a girl walking past us did the craziest double take before shouting "OH HELL NAH." and we both broke out cackling

[sam-i-am-creature]

Genuinely made my day cause it was so funny

[sam-i-am-creature]

Fucking finally passed my license exam!!!

[sam-i-am-creature]

Should I do an intro post to pin to the top of the blog??

Cause I just realized that I don’t really have one.

I’d probably draw it or something

[sam-i-am-creature]

I feel like my primary doctor should have mentioned that getting a vaccine could cause a CHRONIC PAIN FLARE UP. What if I had something important today that I absolutely HAD to do?? I’ve been limited to the upstairs of my house because I don’t know if I could make it back upstairs if I did.

You know, it might have been GOOD TO MENTION

She’s a good doctor otherwise with all the normal stuff, but she’s a pediatric doctor so she’s used to the regular stuff. But with all my weird shit and referrals she is so unprofessional and just forgets a LOT.

When I started dealing with a higher level of pain than I was used to (it started getting bad but not really bad, just worse and I was worried) I had mentioned that I was worried and she seemed like that whole “oh you’re probably just on your period/having growing pains/oh it’s just hormones” thing that they always do before it goes to shit. She mentioned giving me a referral to Rheumatology just to check. She never put it through. So then when I saw her a couple months later and could BARELY WALK INTO THE BUILDING she was like “something seems wrong, are you having trouble?”. NO SHIT SHERLOCK I FUCKING TOLD YOU. She then was going to put in a referral to rheumatology and physical therapy. Neither were put through. We (my family) had to set up PT ourselves, and had to contact and pester her to give the rheumatology referral because we couldn’t do anything without it.

(Ended up that the rheumatologist lady was really nice and ended up saying it wasn’t her area but she pointed us in the right direction towards the chronic pain clinic and that went really well, if I ever see her again I’m gonna hug her so much cause she was so helpful at a time where I was getting no answers and minimal help from any other professional I saw)

That whole referral issue also happened with the gynecologist. My doctor said she’d give me a referral. Didn’t. And we (my family) had to set up the whole thing ourselves.

Also I went to the ER (in the same building as the one she works at) and got this heart monitor thingy for like a week. They LOST THE FUCKING FILES. I think they found it BUT STILL WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU LOST IT?

Yeah so, I think I’m gonna look for a different primary care doctor. Probably one more familiar with all my issues. If not that at least just one that will actually listen when I talk.