Threnody

he/him. mostly just my writing blog that I also dont use. bloodborne conissuer, souls style fan, rogue trader dabbler. sanguinearia on a03.

[sanguinearia]

Major crashout where I take a box of cash i've kept for six years and disappear across the country with no warning to freinds and loved ones, end up on the coast and let the sea eat me sounding increasingly good lately

[writingdose]

being a writer means there are times where you don’t write anything for a week or so, and then there are times where you write 10,000 words in one day

[sanguinearia]

Shouting into the void too but I am so gd stressed abt getting a mic for the first time like my audio has been so bad apparently for maybe like five years and nobody told me and yeah i guess its not like THAT bad but considering i primarily spend time with my friends on vc it's kindof lowkey horrifying to realize their primary mode to percieve me has been in fact a distinctly distorted way too loud still *technically* servicable mic with a MASSIVE and notable quality gap between me and everyone else for the last like six years.

[sanguinearia]

Guy who found out about the transcript feature on youtube has read through his entire TSL session like a book because he cant listen to his own audio. On the bright side i do get to see exactly what was said.

[rhaellax]

[pineconejam]

[sanguinearia]

Taking a break from writing fanfic to write oc stuff

[northernolddragon]

[sanguinearia]

“How many times must I kill you until you’re satisfied?”

“My love, I will be satisfied only when you allow me to stay dead.”

Alexander Ashcroft, by kittsche. Would you believe that he was Alec Lightwood once upon a time like ten years ago? Safe to say hes turned into my OC. I love him with all my heart and therefore I make him suffer,

kittsche (@kittsche)

Check out kittsche's commissions and portfolio! | i draw cool stuff 😎 // i love pretty colors!! ...

[kredous]

The Inquisitorial dossier

[pixel-fawn]

oh hi nico!.

[sanguinearia]

“How many times must I kill you until you’re satisfied?”

“My love, I will be satisfied only when you allow me to stay dead.”

Alexander Ashcroft, by kittsche. Would you believe that he was Alec Lightwood once upon a time like ten years ago? Safe to say hes turned into my OC. I love him with all my heart and therefore I make him suffer,

kittsche (@kittsche)

Check out kittsche's commissions and portfolio! | i draw cool stuff 😎 // i love pretty colors!! ...

[ivyjinna]

A bottomless curse, a bottomless sea.

[starrythroat]

booting nightreign to heal me being mad on people I have to work with (unhealthy, unproductive, frustrating) by being mad on randoms in don (soothing, joyful, relaxing)

[sanguinearia]

Did I work on SLaG at all today? No. Did I write a oneshot about my little guy? Yes. Its still uh... greek themed. Yeah. Yeah his dog is named Archeron its greek.

[sanguinearia]

I love having a fake email job where I can write all day for like 6-8 months of the year, BUT the downside of a fake email job where I can write 6-8 months of the year is that I also have time to crash out that i dont know how to write, actually, or about having too many ideas, or hey i could work on my d&d game or wait even better I could read something, let me research ww1 for my fic, oh right I don't know how to write again, I wonder if I should start something new, WOW i have a lot of wips and i feel guilt about that so instead of working on one how about i start something else, wow I forgot how to write lets watch a comedy special, that'll fix me right- oh wait actually i'll read ALL of lokey souls's thesis's--

And so on and so forth into eternity. Tis why i never get anything done.

[sanguinearia]

I got his design back so to celebrate a WIP of my princess. Hes really emotionally healthy guys don’t worry.