Sansa Evanesca

Female. 23. Pursuit of honesty and adventure. A place to vent about life, body and mind. Vegetarian, transitioning to vegan. Changing my body one day at a time. SW: 166 lbs / 75.5 kg CW: 132 lbs / 60 kg GW: 120 lbs / 54 kg UGW: 110 lbs / 50 kg

[kittiezandtittiez]

[ign0rantfuck]

EVERYONE ON THE WHOLE WORLD SHOULD SEE THIS

[andromedafalls]

woAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[sansaevanesca]

Progress.

Ever caught between the desire of losing weight FAST and eating sensibly but extremely healthy, I am - like always - trying to find a happy medium. I'm currently doing an alternate day "fasting" schedule. I'm not going to mention my caloric intake for the week but it's working. Lost 1.5 kg in the first week, and today I begin round two, aiming for 1-1,5 kg. I'm trying to be as low carb as possible, meaning I will get my carbs from non-starchy vegetables and fruit. Otherwise I'm focusing on protein and healthy fats. The plan is to lose the last 10-ish kg and get down to around 54 kg / 120 lbs. When I'm there I'll hopefully be able to maintain the low carb lifestyle. I like this way of eating and simple carbs just gross me out at this point. Been watching a lot of shows on obesity, health, lifestyle and listened to a truck load of empowering low carb podcasts from #healthymindfitbody. <3 So yeah. Have a pleasant day, everyone.

[sansaevanesca]

Triggering shit people have said to me lately.

Super fit former anorexic guy gay friend: do you want to backpack with me in South America? Me: sure! Him: well, you have to be in better shape than that. -------- Also him after I asked for a protein bar after an entire day of not eating (he didn't know): are you sure you need that? *judgmental stare* -------- My BFF who's slim but having some self-image issues, after I asked her the other day if there is a beginner place for adults who'd like to get into gymnastics (I already do loads of yoga): I don't think that's possible. They're like super fit and flexible with hot bodies, blah blah blah. -------- My mother: did you buy your treadmill because you feel you've gained weight? ================== Seriously, wtf! I'm in the heavy end if my normal BMI. I'm no longer borderline obese. I've worked fucking hard to get where I'm at now, and I've had a minor set back and gained 6 lbs in a year. CALM THE FUCK DOWN! I don't need your bitchy ass insecurities projected on me. Now, fuck you, and have fun watching me get so fit, flexible and petite you're all gonna fucking weep! Cunts.

[acidmartinii]

[marchqueen-deactivated20161002]

"Human no!"

[sansaevanesca]

Fuck you, mom - I feel like shit today.

Didn't want to get up at all today. My mother has been M.I.A. for 14+ days now and keeps ignoring us when we call. She needs to go to court as a witness in some crime, but chose not to so the police has called here and shown up to arrest her (as it's a crime not to witness) and my grandparents have been overly worried. I haven't had the energy or will to truly try to contact her, and my grandparents can't seem to understand why I just don't bother with that woman anymore. Apparently my mom called them today and said she'd show up tomorrow and then go to court. Why the fuck didn't she do that 14 days ago, instead of waiting until an arrest order is out and worrying other people? I fucking hate her so much. I'm so over her. I'm turning 24 on Wednesday and I think it's time I stop being a parent to my parent.

I am not going to be here tomorrow when she shows up. I don't give a fuck. If she can ignore me/us, then I'll fucking ignore her right back. 24 years of neglect and horrid parenting. I'm done. Oh, and thanks mom, for ruining my mood and making me binge on shit. Fuck you.

[creamothecrop-deactivated201406]

Favorite Patty Effin Mayos

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[childmagazine]

Eliza Bennett - A woman’s work is never done, 2011 Using my own hand as a base material, I considered it a canvas upon which I stitched into the top layer of skin using thread to create the appearance of an incredibly work worn hand. By using the technique of embroidery, traditionally employed to represent femininity and applying it to the expression of it’s opposite, I hope to challenge the pre-conceived notion that ‘women’s work’ is light and easy. Aiming to represent the effects of hard work arising from employment in low paid ancillary jobs such as cleaning, caring, and catering, all traditionally considered to be ‘women’s work’.

[i-enjoy-artsy-shit]

uhh… whoa take it easy

[jayjanix]

I was completely amazed at how many notes I got for my before an after shot, and a lot of people said I inspired them which means so so much to me. So I wanted to post just one more, because this is my favorite. To the left is me at my sweet sixteen, in 2011 to the right is me and my two sisters in the same dress in 2013:) anything is possible, whether it’s loosing weight, getting a job, getting married, traveling the world.. Anything! If you want it bad enough just take a shot, you’ll be surprised, because I promise you the girl on the left felt the same way you feel right now.. And look where she is now:) it need hurts to give it a shot:)

[mermaidgains]

Although I am smiling on the left photo, it wasn’t a smile of happiness, it would have left my face in almost a second after the photo was taken.

I’ve come so far with everything, I don’t recognise the girl on the left anymore and not because there is a difference of over 70lbs but because I have completely changed on the inside. I have grown so strong as a person, I don’t let depression consume me anymore, I beat it so hard that it wouldn’t even dare come back. Trust me, it tries some days but it is always beaten by my new ‘warrior’ spirit.

I truly believe that I have been my own superwoman, that I have fought back and succeeded in all aspects of my life. One things for sure, I’ll still be fighting to keep succeeding till’ the day I die.

[kenzoufit-deactivated20170203]

🌟Just a reminder for all my new followers🌟 18 months - 33 kg down. In the before pic i already lost 18kg😫. Never felt so happy. I am healthy, almost fit 😁 (body under construction) and trying to start a new happy life. 🍎My weightloss was based on : low GI diet + gluten free and dairy free because I am intolerant + workout 4-5 times a week🍎 If you want more details ▶️️www.kenzoufit.blogspot.com◀️ ******🇫🇷🇫🇷🇫🇷****** 🌟petit rappel pour mes nouveaux abonnés🌟 18 mois de différence et 33kg en moins. Dans la photo avant j’avais déjà perdu 18kg 😫 Je ne me suis jamais sentie aussi heureuse 😊. Je vis sainement et j’essaye de commencer une nouvelle vie. 🍎ma perte de poids a été basée sur : la méthode Montignac, sans gluten et sans lactose car j’ai une intolérance + sport 4-5 x par semaine🍎 Plus d’infos : ▶️kenzoufit.blogspot.com◀️

#beforeandafter #weightloss #diet #healthy #fitgirl #fitness #regime #squats #sport #avantapres #regimeuse #workout

[jayjanix]

Everybody is capable of Doing what someone once told you was impossible. People tell me all the time that “I’m so dedicated” and “they wish they could do it” but you can!!! The girl on the left was in the same spot once, but once she finally found the strength that’s inside every single one of us, she was able to become the girl on the right. And the girl on the right is so happy, she finally has self confidence, she finally feels comfortable in her own skin, and she’s finally happy. Don’t do it for the “damn she got hot.”.. Don’t do it for the cute boy in class, don’t do it for prom season… Do it for yourself. I admit I worked damn hard to get here, but it was so worth it and I have never been happier. And you all have the strength to do it I believe in you all 110%

[barbiielifts-deactivated2016060]

Putting these two side by side still doesn’t seem real. Before -250+ After- I don’t weigh myself

5’7

Instagram @barbiiedeadlifts

[sansaevanesca]

News and stuff.

I had to pause my gym membership because I'm still unemployed and don't want to "waste" anymore money, before I get a job.

Tomorrow I am going to try something I've never considered doing! I am a hippie at heart and I can't believe how much food is wasted in my country everyday, so I accepted the invitation from a friend to try to go dumpster diving. I'm a bit iffy about it, but I think it's going to be really fun regardless. Treasure hunt!

I'm trying hard to go vegan, but failing miserably.

I'm bored as fuck.

[beautifulpicturesofhealthyfood]

Zucchini fettuccine with rosemary butternut creme sauce…RECIPE