♡♡Sansa♡ ♡

[emmeeeeeeline]

[sansastarkdreams]

Joffrey made me look at my father’s head. I begged him to not make me do it. I was forced to look but I refused to actually see it and he seemed disappointed. He said he’d give me Robb’s head too since he fought Jaime. Robb will kill him, I know it. The Hound beat me for saying Robb would kill him. Joffrey doesn’t care about me. I’m not continuing on with this blog.

[sansastarkdreams]

Joffrey says the queen thinks I’m stupid and our kids will be too. The Hound was right to tell me I’m nothing to him, just a stupid bird.

[sansastarkdreams]

I don’t want to marry Joffrey. I hate him. The Hound slapped me for it. The queen still wants me to marry him. I need to be obedient. He’s forcing me to go to court. I want to refuse. What do I do?

[sansastarkdreams]

All I can do is weep. I don’t eat. I never wanted to. I can't say this. It makes me sick. Joffrey smiled. He smiled when it happened. All I do is dream. I’m going to die soon. Sorry everyone. 

[estellito]

[evyrob]

[esmedalma]

”I am Sansa Stark, Lord Eddard’s daughter and Lady Catelyn’s, the blood of Winterfell.”

[sansastarkdreams]

I asked Joffrey to have mercy on my father in court. It was a bold move but I know he will confess and all of this will be over with. Joffrey loves me and will have mercy. I know it. 

[sansastarkdreams]

Court is so interesting. King Joffrey dismissed the Lord Commander of the Kingsguard. Everyone seemed pretty surprised but I know my king did the right thing. The Lord Commander did let King Robert die. He called Joffrey “boy” and then Joffrey had him seized. Everyone seems to be called a traitor, it's all so confusing. I’m trying to get him to show mercy on father but I’m just so worried. 

I don’t want to stand up and ask him to show mercy but I need to. I need to try for father but I’m so nervous. What if everyone mocks me?

[sansastarkdreams]

In court, will keep updating as time passes, I’m scared. 

Joffrey has a long list of people who must swear loyalty to him. Everyone in my family must do it or they will be considered a traitor. I hope they do it, it might be the only way to save father but Arya is just so stubborn. I know Arya would never swear loyalty to Joffrey, she hates him. She’s probably in Winterfell already. I’m attaching a picture of Winterfell to refresh my memory when I’m queen

[sansastarkdreams]

The queen had me write letters to everyone in my family telling them to pledge loyalty to King Joffrey. King Joffrey loves me so much that he will surely save my father’s life if he confesses his treason. I shouldn’t say this, but I never saw him as a treasonous man, but I know he will own up to his mistake and be saved. I do not have traitor’s blood. Hopefully father just gets exiled or sent to the Wall. I know Joffrey will be kind enough to do something like that. 

I hope father is safe. His leg was so injured before all of this. I also realized I never asked them about Arya...

[sansastarkdreams]

This will be a long post so I will divide it because I need to be strong and make sure the queen won’t find my blog. 

I met with the queen today. She said my father is a traitor for trying to get a council together to take away Joffrey’s rightful spot as king and give it to someone else. She was very sweet to me but kept saying I have traitor’s blood. I’m no traitor and love Joffrey and would never hurt him. I did the right thing by telling the queen about my father’s plans to ship Arya and I off. I know I’m good and obedient. I did that for love. 

[sansastarkdreams]

I keep crying for everyone but no one listens. I’m with Jeyne now but all we can do is weep. No one seems to hear me up here. She told me the killing is very brutal. Oh what is happening? 

[sansastarkdreams]

I’m being confined to a tower. I hear people dying outside but I don’t know what is happening. My door is barred shut. This is such a change from my last posts things seemed to be so much more simpler.

[sansastarkdreams]

Father wants to send Arya and I back to Winterfell. I am so sad and devastated. I do not know what to do. He is separating me from Joffrey my one true love. He can’t do that. I don’t want to be married to someone from Winterfell. Joffrey will protect me.

[sansastarkdreams]

Arya completely ruined by dress over some stupid fight about war. She had no right. She is so rude. One day she will bow to me when I am queen. She is so horrible for ruining my dress. 

Edit: I’m sharing this after a few hours of thinking. I cried about the dress. I was too ashamed to say it earlier but I will be a queen and I need to document and own up to my stupid behavior. Queens do not cry and I vow to not to cry in front of anyone ever again.