sylvia / jordan

genderqueer futch lesbian | 18 | any prns | music enthusiast | STEM student | fandom kid | chronic daydreamer | biggest loser lesbian ever!

[sapphictherockstar]

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sylvia/jordan -- eighteen -- lesbian -- genderqueer, any pronouns are fine -- en/fr okay :)

some things abt me

♫ i love music and i've been singing my whole life! i particularly love rock and metal but i'm open to many genres

♫ i like anime, manga, visual novels, and media in general!

fav book genre is dystopian/sci-fi

current artists on repeat: blood incantation, cocteau twins, eliza mclamb

♫ you can expect lots of random posts on this blog; shitposts, vents, fandom reblogs, n more!

♫ i also have an art sideblog: @sylvias-scribbles where i post oc content (#sylviametalverse) and fandom content!

♫ current fandoms: tadc, alien stage, zombie stage !!

kinlist - just for fun!!

♫ pomni - tadc

♫ jax - tadc

♫ ivan - alnst

♫ mitsuki koga - green yuri

════ ⋆★⋆ ════ ~ thank you for reading ! ~

[trashasaurusrex]

All good things take time.

I saw the finale when it first hit theaters, and I honestly am so happy I did. It was an unforgettable experience.

I do think abstractions can be interpreted as different situations/experiences, this comic reflecting one idea where the abstracted can eventually find their ways back to a tangible, defined body. Not the same one as before, no. They're forever changed after this. It'll be different. Familiar, but different. The interpretation, in the end, is up to the viewer. Whichever one brings them the things they need in the moment.

This comic isn't necessarily what I want to be "canon", but it was something that made me tear up a bit as I gave it some thought.

I was going to color this fully, but I decided to stick to my original plans of keeping limited colors/just values. TADC greatly inspired me to go back to my original work and try to get my own stories out there, and I...well...can't say it. ADHD (alleged) doesn't like me making plans lol I just gotta GO for it haha, but you might be able to fill in the blanks.

If you read this far, cool.

I also saw people using Leeroy's emo hair for their transfem Jax designs and thought to myself "the shapes are a bit similar to the abstractions."

My HC here is the eyes are bound to her emotions and Jax can't lie when those eyes call her out every time lel

"I hate you"

abstraction hair: *heart eyes heart eyes heart eyes*

[snoopylovessoup]

[sapphictherockstar]

kid talking to me at work: "do you wear makeup?"

me: "nooo, i don't"

her: "why? you would look cuter in it"

me: :(

her: "don't worry you still look cute!"

[tuckedinbugw]

Nothing like holding my love

[sylvias-scribbles]

sibling rivalry…

gahhh this took so long but was SO fun to draw!! this is sylvia with her 13 year old sister amélie and they are #tussling like usual i’m so proud of it and i hope people like it <33

1 - fully rendered, orange background

2 - fully rendered, silhouette background

3 - flat colors, orange background

4 - lineart

amélie’s concept design was initially a bit different but i didn’t like it lol so i probably won’t post it

[sapphictherockstar]

pleeeasseee let this reach the people omg this is like my favorite piece i have drawn

[sapphictherockstar]

════ ⋆★⋆ ════ ~ welcome to my blog ! ~

sylvia/jordan -- eighteen -- lesbian -- genderqueer, any pronouns are fine -- en/fr okay :)

some things abt me

♫ i love music and i've been singing my whole life! i particularly love rock and metal but i'm open to many genres

♫ i like anime, manga, visual novels, and media in general!

fav book genre is dystopian/sci-fi

current artists on repeat: blood incantation, cocteau twins, eliza mclamb

♫ you can expect lots of random posts on this blog; shitposts, vents, fandom reblogs, n more!

♫ i also have an art sideblog: @sylvias-scribbles where i post oc content (#sylviametalverse) and fandom content!

♫ current fandoms: tadc, alien stage, zombie stage !!

kinlist - just for fun!!

♫ pomni - tadc

♫ jax - tadc

♫ ivan - alnst

♫ mitsuki koga - green yuri

════ ⋆★⋆ ════ ~ thank you for reading ! ~

[sapphictherockstar]

redid this the other day if anyone wants to check it out... heh

[sapphictherockstar]

working at a summer camp has made me realize just how strongly the gender binary is enforced for children, especially for this specific age group i’m with which is older kids. the boys and girls just subconsciously separate for EVERYTHING because boys are always playing “boy” games and girls are doing “girl” things. and like this is the exact environment i was raised in too… idk idk it’s wild

[sapphictherockstar]

omg good ending today.. i work with older kids (9-11) and i thought they weren't cognizant of this gender binary enforcement and it made me a little sad... but i was talking to the older ones today and they are actually aware of negative stereotypes and biases. these girls spoke so intelligently to me today about how ridiculous they thought it was that people think boys can't wear girls' clothes and vice versa. they were so articulate and genuinely passionate about it. i have never felt more proud bro, i know they're going to grow into great people. it's depressing that gender stereotyping/policing is STILL so prevalent in the modern day, but it's even more hopeful that today's youth recognizes that and is willing to actively combat it.

[sapphictherockstar]

ive been airpodless for several months because i need to bring them to the apple store to get fixed and i just. Haven't done that

[azur-bluered]

Isn't she precious?

[sapphictherockstar]

hey stop crying it's going to be okay... listen to confusion by alice in chains... the beautiful vocal performance by layne stanley... the addicting chromatic progression... gah..

[sylvias-scribbles]

work doodles from my mini sketchbook i brought in today!

1 - freaked out pomni 😵‍💫😵‍💫 ep 3 inspired!

2 - me! was lwk feeling that dysphoria with my fit all my masc clothes are in the wash. so i drew what i was wearing, and what i wish i was wearing (ill do my laundry someday)

3 - sylvia doodle!

4 - i don’t like how this turned out but tfem jax!! kids at work asked why i was “drawing an angry girl” and asked if she was mad because she “got punched in the face”

5 - sylvia in a cartoony style! ass picture but it’s okay

i could’ve scanned these for more professional looking photos but i wanted to take them RAW. Some of these photos were taken at work which is the charm of it!

[sylvias-scribbles]

wowee i mean im new to tumblr this is the most about of likes n notes ive ever received for Anything ever!! thanks guys for enjoying my work! this became more well received than i wouldve thought lol - 5 min doodles are so silly

[sapphictherockstar]

omg abt drawing number 2. went to a hxc show tonight and work like that exact outfit, i felt so euphoric and happy #yay

[sylvias-scribbles]

another pomni work doodle since u guys seemed to like the last one so much!! lol (also i’m not a slacker i swear TT)

[sapphictherockstar]

working at a summer camp has made me realize just how strongly the gender binary is enforced for children, especially for this specific age group i’m with which is older kids. the boys and girls just subconsciously separate for EVERYTHING because boys are always playing “boy” games and girls are doing “girl” things. and like this is the exact environment i was raised in too… idk idk it’s wild

[sapphictherockstar]

i need to stop going to bed 6 hours before i have to wake up and i need to stop waking up 20 minutes before i have to leave for work

[hotgirlmeg]

[sapphictherockstar]

wonder if these anxiety attacks and lack of sleep and muscle tension and dehydration have been wreaking havoc on my body yet Omggg you people (me) can't do anythingggg

[hollowistheworld]

I really can and will blame the 9-5 for everything. "We're in a loneliness epidemic" well, we have to spend a third of our day interacting with people in a professional way that makes forming real friendships difficult and then we're peopled out by the time we're done. "People are eating more and more unhealthily" people have to spend more than a third of their day doing work related tasks and they don't want to spend their tiny amount of free time making food. "People aren't involved in their local communities" after spending more than a third of their day doing work related things people are tired and also all those community events take place during normal working hours. "People need to get more hobbies" after spending more than a third of their day working, people are TIRED and don't want to do anything that takes yet more energy. "Literacy is dying" to maintain your critical thinking skills you need to read/watch things that make you think and after spending more than a third of your day doing work related stuff you are TIRED and don't want to expend even more brainnpower. "People need to get outside more" People. Are. TIRED. Because they have to spend all of their time working or preparing for work or recovering from work or doing all the chores they couldn't stay on top of because of work. I can blame fucking anything on having to work, it is truly the root of all fucking evil.

[sapphictherockstar]

this this 100% this. what makes it even WORSE is that nothing is really a 9-5 anymore, overtime is like, the norm. It's so sad. like, wanna know why the work-life balance in france is so good? because they don't pul this corporate american bullshit. they get AMPLE time off and are still productive because in france, the working class is still considered fucking people with lives bro. the united states is dumb dumb DUMB for this and it breaks my heart because i see these exact things happening with my mom who is stuck in this corporate shithole