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what little show am i obsessed with this month? stay tuned to find out 😀 if u see sluttytoastt in ur notifs that’s me lol hi u can call me bonk :) 22 — she/they Masterlist

[sapphosclown]

i know everybody changes but i hope that we don’t

u + me = <3 by Olivia Rodrigo

[sapphosclown]

i know everybody changes but i hope that we don’t

u + me = <3 by Olivia Rodrigo

[sapphosclown]

i will do it just cause i want you to

whatever you wanna by annabelle dinda

[americiumam]

reblog w the song lyrics in your head NOW. either stuck in yr head or what yr listening to

[thisisalovestry]

file -> phrases that are going to shift something in me forever

[insomniparty]

[sapphosclown]

high tide can’t keep me from you

“It's bone-dry, bitter and hollow

You'll be miles away tomorrow

Why'd I try at all?”

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“It's a real quiet house With the shower left on Five beers in the fridge And the second car's gone” — mike alone in the apparent after will leaves for school

“I regret you And how long I stayed I resent you For not being brave” — will wishes he’d been able to stand up for himself but he also wishes mike had been willing to fight harder for them.

the first chorus is just them fighting, the first few chapters where the animosity is visceral. the fight at the first dinner of the cruise. the silent treatments. the bitter comments over “til you didn’t want the part”

“Tell me something honest So the memories turn dark You said that I made lovin' look easy 'Til I made it hard Give me back my time and I will Give you back your heart I thought that we played the perfect couple 'Til you didn't want the part”

“Some nights can be so fucking lonely, but it's better than beggin' for you to stand up for me, honeybee. I regret you, and what I let slide” — will alone in rhode island forcing himself to feel like this is better, forcing himself to hate mike because see it’s easier than missing him.

second chorus is them on the cruise on the pool deck. they’re having a sweet moment, they’ve been having sweet moments but will can’t stand it. he’s the one to tell mike they can’t do this, to say nasty things.

“Tell me something honest

So the memories turn dark”

mike—and what if it wasn’t just a kiss

“You said that I made lovin' look easy”

will—we’re strangers

“'Til I made it hard”

“I thought that we played the perfect couple, ‘til you didn't want the part”—all their moments together on the cruise and then will alone on the pool deck

“It's bone-dry, bitter and hollow, you’ll be miles away tomorrow. Why'd I try at all?”—the aftermath of the fight, the i don’t hate you’s, will alone in the hotel room.

“It's bone-dry, bitter and hollow, you'll never mend my sorrow. Why'd I try at all?”—will getting the painting from mike in the mail

“Tell me somethin' honest, so the memories turn dark”—will showing up at mike’s apartment

and as “The memories go dark” plays over and over all the sweet moments of their relationship play. from high school sweethearts to college, to cozumel. the memories were never dark, he just made himself forget. but they never forgot them. they’re still vivid as ever.

[sapphosclown]

high tide can’t keep me from you

“It's bone-dry, bitter and hollow

You'll be miles away tomorrow

Why'd I try at all?”

[sapphosclown]

i had a dream that the announcement was another calandar and everyone hated it

[sapphosclown]

i will do it just cause i want you to

whatever you wanna by annabelle dinda

[diphowell]

who needs context

[sapphosclown]

“I know I should’ve called. I wish I had just called you— I just couldn’t. I couldn’t do it.”

Will knows he’s crying too, a frown etched into his own mouth, but he can’t help it. Mike's voice pitched up high and quiet is doing nothing to help ease the ache of the remaining fragments that is Will’s heart. He can’t help himself from bringing a hand up to Mike's rose-tinted cheeks and wiping the tears off with his thumb.

He wants to reassure him that it’s okay, he does, but he can’t help but feel in his heart that it's not. He hates to see Mike like this, but he should have called, Will really wishes he would have. If he’s being even more honest, he’s not so sure he even likes the answer to the question he’s been begging to have answered. It’s not a fair reason and borderline begs to reignite the anger he’d felt a long time ago.

But that’s not important right now, not when he has Mike’s face pressed carefully into his hand and is hanging onto him by a thread.

It might not be fair, but it’s the truth. That’s something he supposed.

“I know,” he whispers, gently pulling Mike’s head into his shoulder, which he complies easily. “You’re okay.”

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[sapphosclown]

i will do it just cause i want you to

whatever you wanna by annabelle dinda

[kevinitup]

more byler edits because I will never be over them.

[sapphosclown]

lynthia edit to my way

[lizardsmp3]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANNY FIRE <3 @danielhowell love u xo

[strwberrythorn]

Chappell at the grammys❤️‍🔥

Original art. Open image for better quality.

You guys are flooding my comments with questions and concerns about the mechanics of the dress lmao So let me make it clear right away: they are prosthetics. Just prosthetics. Chappell was not in danger, rest assured!

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ttmd;ttms in will’s perspective btw

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meanwhile mike