Beautiful Disaster

23, I'm Sarah. Half dreamer and half realist. Chemical Engineer by heart. Friends, books, long car rides, flowers, and surprises make me happy. In love with a Chemist. Welcome to my thought bubble.

[tswiftslyrics]

[sarahfalala]

I'm tired of losing people.

[sarahfalala]

[thelovewhisperer]

Here’s a toast to the good days, the better friends. The ones that you just can’t live without. The people that have taught you how to party, how to live, how to have a good time just sitting around. Here is to the people that, no matter how bad things seem, are going to be there for you to lean back on and catch you if you fall.

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[sarahfalala]

I was too much and not enough at the same time.

[sarahfalala]

You think you're okay but then it's 10 am on a Tuesday and you're busy but suddenly feel tears running down you're face and you realize you're never truly over it. You will never be over it.

[medblrlove-deactivated20160516]

No amount of great sex, great personality, great food, great looks or anything else will keep a man faithful if he doesn’t want to be.

[medblrlove-deactivated20160516]

So stop letting men manipulate you into thinking you have to achieve some level of godly womanhood to be worth their time.

[darriusdoe]

Damn

[sothisishereandthisisnow]

SAY IT LOUDER FOR THE PEOPLE IN THE BACK

[sarahfalala]

Things are specially hard at night when you’re wide awake and lying alone in bed, thinking about everything that has happened and wishing so badly that you were asleep and dreaming instead of having to face another sleepless night wondering what went wrong.

[sarahfalala]

Our chances weren't so endless after all.

[the-homie-sexual]

And we all have that one person, whether it’s a month from now or ten years from now, we’d go back to. Cause at the end of the day they’re the one who’s arms always felt the most like home.

(via the-homie-sexual)

[misskhae]

i don’t understand this feeling.

you guys ever had those moments when your stomach feels empty and your whole body feels kind of heavy and sad, like you’ve realized how much you miss someone and you know for a fact that they’re not gonna be there even though how much you wanted to

and you know that it’s not going to happen and you’re just left with the feeling and you’re feeling deep and yearn to be creative so you try to be but you’re too hurt to do so

it’s like no real words coming out but you just know that your heart is bleeding and you start to feel like you want to cry because you can feel the ghost of your lover’s hands around your neck, caressing you and choking you all at once and you want to cry out to them why aren’t you here? but you can’t

because you can do nothing about it

so you just sit and write poems and letters about them instead while choking quietly and dying silently

i don’t understand this feeling

what i know is that this is making me soo uncomfortable like i want to stop existing rn

[c0ntemplations]

And I hope you realize just how rare she was. And I hope you still think about her from time to time with a mixture of regret and nostalgia. She was worth it, you know. But she’s not going to chase you. A girl like that moves at her own pace.

(via c0ntemplations)

[sarahfalala]

[sarahfalala]

Friendship goals achieved. Cheers to seven years!

[sarahfalala]

My birthday is coming up in two weeks and I don’t really feel excited about it. I guess it’s because I know nobody will be coming home to celebrate with me. I know I have my mom and dad and my sister but it’s just so different. All those people I got so used to celebrating it with are nowhere near and I can’t help but be sad. I remember how I celebrated it last year and can’t help but wish it would happen again. I’m not wishing for much. I just want them home. :(

[sarahfalala]

Hindi na naman ako nakatulog ng maayos kagabi. Nakalimutan ko na ung last time na nakapagpahinga talaga ako. Minsan nakakatulog din ako ng mga 12 hours pero paggising ko parang pagod pa din ako, lalo na siguro ngayong last few weeks. Alam ko andiyan ang Diyos at hindi Niya ako pababayaan. Alam ko naman na lahat ng nangyayari ay nasa plano Niya. Pero ang hirap talaga. Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko sa buhay ko. Natatakot ako sa mga pwedeng mangyari. Hindi pa ako handa. Ayoko pa. Gusto ko lang ulit maramdaman ung feeling na at peace, walang pinoproblema, masaya lang. Hindi ganito. :(

[blossomfully]

Do you love me?“ she whispered. He said, “yes.” She didn’t ask how much. She didn’t protest. She just let the ‘yes’ wash over her. “I love you too,” she said. “I know.” And she liked that about him. He didn’t say much, but what he said always mattered.

Sue Zhao (via blossomfully)