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-> i go by many names. mori, requiem, lament, wraith, or lullaby all work.
-> 25 years old
-> he/him primarily, but pronouns change depending on my mood!
-> i follow from saratrantoul-archive
i am a white tme nonbinary! i consider myself a transmasc femme 🖤
i am currently in school for my associate's degree. because of this, i'm not going to be super active on this blog for the time being.
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if you are a minor and following me, PLEASE blacklist the tags 'minors dni' and 'after dark'.
my basic dni terms are: don't be part of a hate group (zionists, terfs, nazis, etc), no proshippers, no transandrophobia bros, no pro-ed blogs, and no aot, harry potter, hetalia, or melanie martinez fans
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i have several links i am hoping to post here, but they're not all up yet
Did you get paid today? Can you spare just $5-10 from your paycheck? Please help save a Palestinian woman by contributing to getting her a heart device.
Hi there :) I'm opening up emergency sketch commissions in order to buy myself a new car! A flash flood hit where I live and my car is a total loss, but I need one to get around!
Feel free to reach out to my inbox here or on twt (@/C4ssB4t)! I'm open to all things both fandom and OC related :]c !
And while this is happening while people are buried under rubble, while children freeze in tents, while entire families vanish overnight powerful men sit comfortably and present plans for a “New Gaza.”
Clean slides. Perfect buildings. Investment numbers. A future imagined without the people who are currently being erased.
They talk about peace while bombs are still falling. They talk about rebuilding while destruction is ongoing. They draw maps over land that is soaked with blood and call it hope.
The ceasefire is a lie.
What’s happening is ethnic cleansing, repackaged with the language of development and diplomacy. You cannot build a “new” city by destroying the people who belong to it. You cannot promise a future while actively killing the present.
This isn’t peace. It’s violence with better branding.
Today, three journalists were killed in a single airstrike.
Not soldiers. Not fighters. Journalists. People who believed that if they kept documenting, if they kept filming, if they kept writing, the world would eventually care.
In Gaza, telling the truth has become one of the most dangerous things you can do. Holding a camera is treated like holding a weapon. Every photo risks your life. Every report could be your last.
They had names. Families. People waiting for them to come home. They were not numbers, and they were not mistakes. They were silenced because truth is inconvenient, because images expose what statements try to hide.
When journalists are killed, it’s not just lives that are lost it’s evidence. It’s memory. It’s the last barrier between reality and denial.
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Donations for GAZA
This donation campaign is for ANAS family. Not for strangers, not for a cause I’m distant from but for the people who raised me, the people I love, the people I’m terrified of losing.
They are in Gaza, trying to survive something no human being should ever have to endure. Constant bombardment, displacement, hunger, fear, and the feeling that tomorrow is never guaranteed. Every day is about staying alive one more night.
If you choose to help, you are not donating to an abstract crisis. You are helping real people with names, memories, and lives that matter to me more than anything.
🔗 This is a verified Chuffed campaign to support family:
Campaign Update
If you can’t donate, please reblog. Visibility is sometimes the only protection we have left.❤️
Some accounts are tagged to help people see this campaign. It’s not spam. If you don’t want to participate, simply scroll.
Subject : Collecting money for my father's operation
Current process :
USD 755 / $2,055
Vatted by @sar-soor
Vatted by @opencommunion
Vatted by @el-shab-hussien
I am raising funds to support my elderly parents who are currently living in extremely difficult conditions in Gaza. In the early days of th
Dear friends,
I am reaching out today with a heavy heart and tears in my eyes 💔
My father, who is elderly and dearly loved, is in Gaza and is suffering from severe stomach inflammation. His condition worsened, and he was admitted to the hospital today.
The hospital charges for his stay, treatment, tests, and scans, and we urgently need $1,300 within a week to ensure he receives the care he desperately needs. Without help, we fear for his life.
I beg you, from the bottom of my heart, to help us. Every single dollar can save him, ease his pain, and give him a chance to recover. My parents are old, vulnerable, and have no way to manage this alone.
Please, I am asking you not just as friends, but as fellow humans: lend us a hand in this desperate moment. Share, donate, or even just pray your support could mean the world to my father.
He is fighting for his life, and right now, he needs you.
Guys, the killing has not stopped. Hunger is crushing us slowly, day after day. Gunfire surrounds us, and even tents and the last remains of our homes are not spared. There is no safety anywhere. What is happening in Gaza is not a tragedy or a conflict. It is genocide. We are not asking for sympathy. We are asking to survive. Please help us. Please save our lives.
Currently at $526 USD! The last donation was made 21 hours ago! Please donate and share. Ahmed is only a teenager who is raising funds to support his family! Remember: You can give as little as $1 and in your own currency, such as AUD, CAD, EUR, GBP, or USD!
Verification: Shared by @/el-shab-hussein and @/nabulsi as #167 in the vetted fundraisers' spreadsheet. [The fundraiser is in the document is no longer in use since the organizer does not have access to it! So if you have donated to him before, please request a refund and give it to the Chuffed fundraiser linked above!]
Guys, the killing has not stopped. Hunger is crushing us slowly, day after day. Gunfire surrounds us, and even tents and the last remains of our homes are not spared. There is no safety anywhere. What is happening in Gaza is not a tragedy or a conflict. It is genocide. We are not asking for sympathy. We are asking to survive. Please help us. Please save our lives.
Currently at $526 USD! The last donation was made 21 hours ago! Please donate and share. Ahmed is only a teenager who is raising funds to support his family! Remember: You can give as little as $1 and in your own currency, such as AUD, CAD, EUR, GBP, or USD!
Verification: Shared by @/el-shab-hussein and @/nabulsi as #167 in the vetted fundraisers' spreadsheet. [The fundraiser is in the document is no longer in use since the organizer does not have access to it! So if you have donated to him before, please request a refund and give it to the Chuffed fundraiser linked above!]
Please help Farah by donating if you are able, and/or by sharing this post so it reaches more people! We are really close to reaching €4000 and it would bring so much joy to Wesal, Farah's mother, to know that you all care.
Wesal has been quite distressed lately after losing two important Tumblr accounts in a short time, presumably because they were reported. She is really scared of losing her current main one.
It is an absolute disgrace, but Palestinians losing their accounts due to reporting is something that is still very much happening. Wesal has struggled with this for many months, but she was able to keep three of her accounts going for quite a while. Now only one of those is left. Any other accounts she has, she has to keep remaking.
"They file reports without realizing that we depend on donations for our livelihood."
Losing her accounts is quite devastating, but as always Wesal keeps her eye on what she has achieved. Thanks to your donations, she has been able to provide Farah with her medication and her children with decent food for the first time in two years.
"I don't know, Oedie, I'm so upset I'm crying. Why is this happening to me? I say that God has opened a door for my children and granted them a life of joy after I used to lay my head on my pillow worrying about providing a single pill."
Recently, the family was able to buy some chicken. They spent hours gazing at a dish they had only dreamed of for so long, and had it not been for your generosity, they would never have received it!
"They kept asking, "Mom, are we really going to eat chicken?" They were so surprised. If you keep helping me, I won't deprive my children of anything, and seeing their joy is something that might seem ordinary to you, but for them, it's like a star."
In the meantime, Israel's aggression continues.
"They surprise us with bombings they have no right to carry out; there are no armed men present. They have no excuse left except that they are trying to terrorize our children and steal our lives."
Please help this family start 2026 on a positive note!!!
You can get a free commission by @/fablebagel if you donate $10 or more! Thank you, Fable. ❤️
Thank you so much to everyone who has donated so far. If you're not able to donate, at least consider sharing. Thank you.
Farah's fundraiser is vetted by gazavetters, #451.
Note: if you would prefer to pay via paypal, you can do so here.
Go to paypal.me/forfarah and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.
tagging for reach, please share, thank you <3 (let me know if you don't want me to tag you anymore, apologies for any multiple tags)
€4,307 / €15,000 raised as of January 9th, 2026. Only 2 donations have been made in the past 24 hours! Please donate if you are able to at all, anything you can give will make a difference and is absolutely worth it even if you can only afford to contribute a small amount, and reblog this post with tags so more people can see it and donations can continue to come in! This is very time sensitive!
