pretend you're alive

There is nothing here for me, but I'm here for you, so I will never leave.  And I'm starting to believe, every time you said you loved me,  you were just talking in your sleep. { indie oc rp blog }

[nottxbe-blog]

keep walking, lindgaard. pay no attention to the girl on the curb. keep walking. he makes it only about five paces before he skates to a stop and turns. damn his compulsive need to comment on everything. “if it does not chase, are you truly running from anything at all?”

[sardonios]

she just shakes her head a little, eyes sliding open for a moment to glance at the other. “dunno. all perspective i suppose. world views. all that shit---- have you ever lived a lie? so large you barely know anything different?” she questions, eyes shutting again; bottle between her fingers again.

[bxyheroarchive]

                                    sardonios liked for a starter

       “Aye, you, you got a light?”        He just assumes everyone        carries  one  &  he  really        wants a cigarette.

[sardonios]

      “Depends; you got a smoke?”        She’s out of cash, and out         of cigarettes. Figures it’s a        fair trade.

[wordsnquotes]

Monsters come in all shapes and sizes. Some of them are things people are scared of. Some of them are things that look like things people used to be scared of a long time ago. Sometimes monsters are things people should be scared of, but they aren’t.

Neil Gaiman, The Ocean at the End of the Lane (via wordsnquotes)

[lamourhaine]

sardonios

          “are you trying to go for that obnoxious emo look?”

[sardonios]

         “depends. were you going for the obnoxious white boy look?”

[answersnobody]

          “ You’re not going to CRY, are you? ”       He’d question ( a little fiercefully, I might add, ) her; steel blue eyes partnering his rock hard persona as he faced her, grip tightening on the cool drink within his closed palm. Personally, he had nothing against the girl. He knew too little of her to have a secure opinion. He’d seemed to have caught onto a wrong impression, however, believing she’d be an extra to the long line of drunk girls he’d witnessed as they poured out their life stories to him. That’s why he often escaped before they had the chance to.        “ Because I’m not entirely interested in your story about how your last boyfriend cheated on you IF it involves you sobbing all over me. This is a new shirt. ”

[sardonios]

         “ I don’t do boyfriends. Don’t have enough time; energy. Don’t stay in one place long enough. I prefer the good old fuck & run. ”          Slender shoulders rise and fall, like brother like sister she supposes. Since the day she could realize just what her brother and his company were doing, which was pretty early; knowing her brother, she never had a model for a healthy relationship. Her weight shifts to one foot, just glancing back away into the crowd.        “ Boys are fucking pigs 99% of the time anyways. ” She’s not even  going to apologize, he asked for that one.

[sardonios]

                                                  answersnobody

“i pity those who can’t tell when they’re being lied to. and people who’s entire life had been a lie until a moment. it’s sad.” she’s just implying her stupid self-deprecation nature to the practical stranger, mostly because she needs company and even a crowded party isn’t doing anything for her sense of being  a l o n e.

[sardonios]

startswithfire.

  It ISN’T the best idea, given that the Skaikru haven’t exactly   been met with a warm reception. His clan are even less likely   to be lenient now; a village was razed, one of their own was   tortured. But his stance contains no THREAT, and his blade   remains in its holster across his back.

    ❛ — and you shouldn’t be out here alone. ❜

“why?” the weapon’s just sat down by her feet, still looking up at the man, almost amused. “cause i’ll get hurt? or i might die?” her words are a little hostile, just shifting in her seat on the forest floor. “okay. that’s not that scary. i was supposed to die when i turned  eighteen. then i could have as easily died down here. if i’m gonna get hurt, or die, cool. let it happen."

[sardonios]

                                                                    nottxbe

“isn’t is SAD that i just keep  r u n n i n g  from something; something that isn’t even chasing me, just wishing it would?” she’s sat on the curb, paying no attention to whoever she’s even speaking to. maybe it’s just thinking out loud, coincidence that he’s passing when she does.

[sardonios]

reblog if you are the hot sibling

[sardonios]

*moans when im stretching to let all the boys get a taste of what it is like to fuck me*

[sardonios]

                                          startswithfire

okay maybe sitting in the middle of a forest alone isn’t the best idea, especially as someone who startles easily, and yet here she is, and the sound of the other does in fact startle her. just raising the weapon, and after a moment the other becomes vaguely familiar. “you’re the grounder... the one who stabbed finn. octavia’s... whatever.”

[sardonios]

there’s only like ten of you but this is a starter call.

[stevedrive-deactivated20121225]

I could recognize him by touch alone, by smell; I would know him blind, by the way his breaths came and his feet struck the earth. I would know him in death, at the end of the world.

Madeline Miller, The Song of Achilles (via tomhughess)

[sardonios]

                                           ghoulardii

“it seems i can’t time my cigarettes and lighters right. i’m always either out of lighter fluid or smokes. it’s goddamn annoying." she’s gonna flick the lighter again anyways just to see if she can get it to work, and despite the spark, she’s got nothing more.

[sardonios]

❝I wish I cared enough to know.❞ ( just fuck me up)

american beauty / american psycho lyrics meme

deliinquexcy

“I don’t understand why you don’t care about mom.”Then again, she’d also been too young to understandat the time. Lost about everything that’s happened. Butshe knows she loves her mother, and her brother. Evenloves her absentee father. “She tried her best. Sometimesyour best doesn’t end great.”

[sardonios]

american beauty / american psycho lyrics meme.

❝I just follow your scent.❞

❝All of your flaws are aligned with this mood of mine.❞

❝I didn't come for a fight but I will fight til the end.❞

❝I'm gonna get you to burst just like you were a bubble.❞

❝And I love the way you hurt me.❞

❝I breathe you in, but honey I don't know what you're doing to me.❞

❝But I'm no good, good at lip service except when they're yours, mi amore.❞

❝I think I fell in love again.❞

❝Maybe I just took too much cough medicine.❞

❝I'm the best worst thing that hasn't happened to you yet.❞

❝You take the full, full truth, then you pour some out.❞

❝And you can kill me, kill me or let God sort ‘em out.❞

❝I wish I dreamt in the shape of your mouth, but it's your thread count I really care about -- stay up 'til the lights go out.❞

❝And as we're drifting off to sleep all those dirty thoughts of me.❞

❝They were never yours to keep.❞

❝We’re the things that love destroys.❞

❝But you will remember me, remember me for centuries.❞

❝And just one mistake is all it will take.❞

❝-- no, it's nothing wrong with me.❞

❝The kids are all wrong, the story's all off.❞

❝The darkness that you felt I never meant for you to fix yourself.❞

❝Come on, come on and let me in.❞

❝And I can't stop 'til the whole world knows my name.❞

❝You look so pretty, but you're gone so soon.❞

❝We've been here forever.❞

❝We'll go down in history.❞

❝-- bad trip, I couldn’t get off.❞

❝Maybe I bit off more than I could chew.❞

❝I always fall from your window to the pitch black streets.❞

❝And in the end I’d do it all again.❞

❝I think you’re my best friend.❞

❝I’m not passive, but aggressive.❞

❝And it’s our time now if you want it to be.❞

❝I can move mountains, I can work a miracle.❞

❝She wants to dance like Uma Thurman.❞

❝Bury me till I confess.❞

❝And I can’t get you out of my head.❞

❝And I slept in last night’s clothes and tomorrow’s dreams.❞

❝They’re not quite what they seem.❞

❝I got those jet pack blues.❞

❝I’m the last one that you’ll ever remember.❞

❝And I’m trying to find my peace of mind.❞

❝The ringing in my ears gets violent.❞

❝Did you ever love her? Do you know?❞

❝-- or did you never want to be alone?❞

❝Don’t you remember how we used to split a drink?❞

❝I will always land on you like a sucker punch.❞

❝I am your worst, I am your worst nightmare.❞

❝If you knew, knew what the bluebirds sang at you, you would never sing along.❞

❝Now I’m just numb.❞

❝Don't mind me, I’m just a son of a gun.❞

❝I’m just a problem that doesn’t want to be solved.❞

❝I’m still afraid the battle’s gonna swallow me whole.❞

❝I feel like a photo that’s been over-exposed.❞

❝-- I don’t feel a thing for you.❞

❝You and I were fire.❞

❝It was the fourth of July.❞

❝I'll be as honest as you let me.❞

❝I miss your early morning company.❞

❝You are my favorite 'what if'.❞

❝Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't mean any of it.❞

❝But I guess you'll never know where the bridges I have burned never led back home.❞

❝Had my doubts, but I let them out.❞

❝And all my thoughts of you they could heat or cool the room.❞

❝And no, don't tell me you're crying.❞

❝Oh, honey, you don't have to lie.❞

❝I just got too lonely.❞

❝I wish I'd known how much you loved me.❞

❝I wish I cared enough to know.❞

❝I'm sorry every song's about you.❞

❝-- do you remember when we drove through the night and we danced to Rancid?❞

❝You were the song stuck in my head.❞

❝And I can’t, I can’t remember -- just how to forget.❞

❝You asked me how I’m doing like you know -- you know how much better off I am.❞

❝Every song I've ever loved played again and again and again.❞

❝They say we are what we are, but we don't have to be.❞

❝I'm bad behavior but I do it in the best way.❞

❝I'll be the guard dog of all your fever dreams.❞

❝I am the sand in the bottom half of the hourglass.❞

❝I try to picture me without you but I can't.❞

❝'Cause we could be immortals.❞

❝Sometimes the only pay off for having any faith, is when it's tested again and again everyday.❞

❝I'm still comparing your past to my future.❞

❝It might be your wound but they're my sutures.❞

❝Live with me forever now, pull the blackout curtains down, just not for long.❞

❝There's a room in a hotel in New York City.❞

❝I don't want to remember it all, the promises I made if you just... hold on.❞

❝I just need enough of you to dull the pain.❞

❝I need a new partner in crime.❞

❝I wanna throw my hands in the air and scream.❞

❝And I can just die laughing on your spiral of shame.❞

❝Hit it, never quit it, I have been through the wreck.❞

❝We're stripped down to the skeletons again.❞

❝We're saints just swimming in our sins again.❞

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