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Grateful.

#me #cape lookout national shore #tuck #z

My boy is 12 going on 13 and it makes me want to vomit and die :-)

#every single day I look at him and feel grateful #my sweet precious angel boy :’)#i love him so much #me #tuck

Mem weekend 2026 - crafts, old friends, fog, and WV mountains ❤️

#me #tuck

Finding your wonder again, fine lines that show the life you’ve led, exploration, and healing.

These are my 30s 💓

#me

Love having the worst Mother’s Day I’ve experienced in years then having my dad call me the next day to yell at me for a mistake HE made while attempting to do something I asked him to do. Bc god forbid I ever ask for anything. All he had to do was approve my trade in for my phone bc he’s the account owner at Verizon. Instead he selected the ship it to the store option. To a store in his town 500 miles away. But don’t worry ITS MY FAULT and he’s “never doing this again”.

#I’m so fucking sick of this #he was here for two weeks earlier this year and it took me a month to recover #every time I talk to him he comes out the gate with some negative shit #he never listens to me #I just feel fucking used every time we talk #and then he says shit like that to me for no goddamn reason other than he’s embarrassed that he fucked it up #idgaf if you made a mistake!!!!!#what I am mad at / judging you for is treating me like shit bc you fucked up #fucking asshole #me

Still functioning (kinda) with major mood swings and hot flashes but I’m proud of myself for continuing to keep on my workout grind despite all the wacky hormonal shit going on in my body.

#me #my mental health

Not me in real time realizing that people do actually want to hang out with me and that I don’t in fact have to beg for attention bc I’ve finally found people who actually LIKE ME?????

#CPTSD has really fucked with my ability to keep and maintain friendships #i truly feel like my brain is rewriting itself as we speak #me

Been a crazy month yall. Remind me to never EVERRRRR come off my thyroid medication ever again lmfao.

#me #mymsw #my mental health

sasha-glows

Quit weed for good today. Then promptly got overstimulated to the point of a near panic attack and cried for an hour lmfao.

But my memory is actually dog shit and it’s freaking me tf out with my family history of dementia so. I have to stop. There’s no other choice. And that really sucks ngl 😭

sasha-glows

After I had a minor meltdown I didn’t have any cravings or any other issues all night. And all day today has been fine. Not that I am smoking during the work day anyway but. So far so good. It’ll be the evenings that’ll really test my resolve bc jfc my dogs are so overstimulating!!!!

sasha-glows

Day 3 and I was doing ok for most of the day until it hit like 4pm and I was done working. I was jonesin like a mfer and THEN we leave the house and everywhere I go I’m smelling weed. Ngl I was feeling jealous as fuck. And then on our way home I got really depressy and have been zoning out all night :-)

sasha-glows

It’s been a week since I quit. Haven’t had any cravings or anything since day three. Which is kind of a relief bc that tells me I wasn’t that physically dependent on it. I also have a lot of shit going on over the next few wknds so I think staying busy will help avoid any cravings on Friday / Saturday nights!

#me

sasha-glows

Quit weed for good today. Then promptly got overstimulated to the point of a near panic attack and cried for an hour lmfao.

But my memory is actually dog shit and it’s freaking me tf out with my family history of dementia so. I have to stop. There’s no other choice. And that really sucks ngl 😭

sasha-glows

After I had a minor meltdown I didn’t have any cravings or any other issues all night. And all day today has been fine. Not that I am smoking during the work day anyway but. So far so good. It’ll be the evenings that’ll really test my resolve bc jfc my dogs are so overstimulating!!!!

sasha-glows

Day 3 and I was doing ok for most of the day until it hit like 4pm and I was done working. I was jonesin like a mfer and THEN we leave the house and everywhere I go I’m smelling weed. Ngl I was feeling jealous as fuck. And then on our way home I got really depressy and have been zoning out all night :-)

#I did work out today tho #and then took the dogs on a sunset walk #so I am glad that I got some good self care in today #but I’m sad :(#for what reason?#idk #but brain is sad #me

4.9.2026

#me

sasha-glows

Quit weed for good today. Then promptly got overstimulated to the point of a near panic attack and cried for an hour lmfao.

But my memory is actually dog shit and it’s freaking me tf out with my family history of dementia so. I have to stop. There’s no other choice. And that really sucks ngl 😭

sasha-glows

After I had a minor meltdown I didn’t have any cravings or any other issues all night. And all day today has been fine. Not that I am smoking during the work day anyway but. So far so good. It’ll be the evenings that’ll really test my resolve bc jfc my dogs are so overstimulating!!!!

#walked the dogs as I cried with my spouse speaking to me soothingly to try to calm me down lol #quite the sight I’m sure #fast forward 10 years from 2017 and I’m still crying in public #just now it’s in the suburbs instead of nyc lmao #me

i-merani

Quit weed for good today. Then promptly got overstimulated to the point of a near panic attack and cried for an hour lmfao.

But my memory is actually dog shit and it’s freaking me tf out with my family history of dementia so. I have to stop. There’s no other choice. And that really sucks ngl 😭

#me #my mental health

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Andrew J. Davies

So I’m going to a queer bar in 2 weeks to watch lesbians read erotic fan fiction aloud like a poetry reading.

#I am #SO EXCITED HAAHAHAHA #me

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