A Serial Dreamer

Memoirs of a girl who dreamt of paradise Forever in trance

[sashapearl23]

He said I don’t care about your TikTok shit… U mean you don’t care about my passions?????

[sashapearl23]

I must be a sex addict

I think unequivocally about all the things I shouldn’t

I can’t be merrily married.. for I have a Jezebel’s thorn

It want to cut more men than I am given due

All the dicks I want to shove in my holes

All the desecration I bequeath

I’m rancid horror

I insinuate that the cure n disease but one

Desolate sorrow glooms after being unwanted after sex

I beseech my body to wake up

n I’m sex addicted again…

Sasha Pearl

[sashapearl23]

Publicly healing because I am suffering silently

[sashapearl23]

Are we just a social experiment for the elite? Or what is the definition of elitism?? What is happening? Was my entire childhood n teen years programmed by outside influences? My parents did the best they could with what they knew… so I should stop being angry. I know this is a fallacy in my thinking … help

I feel grotesque rethinking of how much of my past life experiences especially before I woke up have been defined by oppressive unseen powers…

I am done censoring myself & living in fear. I am not going to extremes because at the end of the day I value peace and love…

My stomach churn learning about all that’s unraveling and continuing to be subjected to seeing sufferings I have no control over what so ever.

Empathy? Mental illness? Despair? Lack of purpose? What is it…..

[liberatingreality]

All courses of action are risky, so prudence is not in avoiding danger (it's impossible), but calculating risk and acting decisively. Make mistakes of ambition and not mistakes of sloth. Develop the strength to do bold things, not the strength to suffer.

Niccolo Machiavelli

[dearblackwoman]

Your softness is powerful; let it stay

[liberatingreality]

The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself.

Friedrich Nietzsche

[sashapearl23]

Are we just a social experiment for the elite? Or what is the definition of elitism?? What is happening? Was my entire childhood n teen years programmed by outside influences? My parents did the best they could with what they knew… so I should stop being angry. I know this is a fallacy in my thinking … help

I feel grotesque rethinking of how much of my past life experiences especially before I woke up have been defined by oppressive unseen powers…

I am done censoring myself & living in fear. I am not going to extremes because at the end of the day I value peace and love…

My stomach churn learning about all that’s unraveling and continuing to be subjected to seeing sufferings I have no control over what so ever.

Empathy? Mental illness? Despair? Lack of purpose? What is it…..

[sashapearl23]

I must be a sex addict

I think unequivocally about all the things I shouldn’t

I can’t be merrily married.. for I have a Jezebel’s thorn

It want to cut more men than I am given due

All the dicks I want to shove in my holes

All the desecration I bequeath

I’m rancid horror

I insinuate that the cure n disease but one

Desolate sorrow glooms after being unwanted after sex

I beseech my body to wake up

n I’m sex addicted again…

Sasha Pearl

[sashapearl23]

What stage is mourning?

How long ?

Hey magic can you save me ?

I see no way here

I thought I need to make a move

I should let it go 

Mourne mourned mourner mourning

It’s ok

To be here

[liberatingreality]

Those who cannot attack the thought, instead attack the thinker.

Paul Valéry

[liberatingreality]

It is dangerous to be right in matters on which the established authorities are wrong.

Voltaire, The Age of Louis XIV

[liberatingreality]

Those who are able to see beyond the shadows and lies of their culture will never be understood, let alone believed, by the masses.

Plato

[sashapearl23]

From the rubble

From the ashes

I rise to see trouble

Causing flashes

My head hurts it’s heavy

From all the thoughts tht dwell

In my heart a bevy of beauty

Urging me to escape

Once again

From the the rubble

- Sasha Pearl 🦪

[liberatingreality]

The most fundamental aggression to ourselves, the most fundamental harm we can do to ourselves, is to remain ignorant by not having the courage and the respect to look at ourselves honestly.

Pema Chödrön, When Things Fall Apart

[thoughtkick]

“you are still learning. you are still changing. you are still growing. breathe. you will find your way.”

— Unknown

[sashapearl23]

My sweet self

[thoughtkick]

“When you have a good heart: You help too much. You trust too much. You give too much. You love too much & it always seems you hurt the most.”

— Unknown

[sashapearl23]

A pushover I got called