sober ;

sasha prescott twenty-seven cyber crimes mummified my teenage dreams no, it's nothing wrong with me the kids are all wrong the s t o r y ' s all off heavy metal broke my H E A R T

[chazelle]

[dailylilycollins]

[kolofmikael-deactivated20151013]

“Beer. From tap, please.” Shawn settled on a stool and prepared for a very long night.

[sashaprescott]

“Share the wealth.”

[morgan-drake]

Fuck you laughing at?

[sashaprescott]

Your intense dislike for the Mets.

[askyfullofwinterstarsss-deactiv]

Once a year, Donna and I spend a day treating ourselves. It’s the best day of the year. ♫ The best day of the year ♫

[morgan-drake]

These cocky-ass Mets fans are about two seconds away from getting a mouth full of fucking lead. Next one that even smirks at me is gonna get it.

[sashaprescott]

[dailylilycollins]

[relentlessclimb]

[galgadotssss-deactivated2016071]

[bobbiemorley]

[fuckindeclan]

At the end of the day, the drug dealer is doing what they know best. Is it wrong? Yeah, but we all have a role to play in this fucked up world. I blamed my parents for the longest, they were never around so it was easy. Three rehabs later, I realized that it’s my fault. You get a certain amount of years under your belt and no one will think you’re going to slip up. I always find starting to be harder, especially after I’ve been sober for a long period of time. Your mind is clear so you’re hyper aware of what you’re about to do. What you’re about to ruin for the second or fifth time. Stopping has always been easy for me, I just never choose to stop unless my parents come at me with stupid threats. You go to any meetings?

[sashaprescott]

I guess I just did some bad shit and it came back to bite me in the ass in college. I had way less reasoning behind it than you, it seems. Some parents just don’t understand what it’s like to just...have them and not have them. My parents were always working. But they were there. Computers were my friends back then. Not even my sister. And you know what you do when you feel lonely? You find comfort in other things. I wish I got addicted to something like food. I’d rather be fat. No. I don’t go to any meetings. I’m beginning to think it might be time to though.

[fuckindeclan]

Yeah? Well that makes you person number three that’s happy for me. It’s easy to blame other people, for everything wrong in life but we’re the only ones to blame. I fucked up my life by choice a long time ago, no one else did that. Right now, I just live to make it to the good days.

[sashaprescott]

Only three people? I want to blame someone else. I want someone to blame. I can’t blame a stupid drug dealer for just selling me more and more drugs. I can only blame myself, right? That’s the worst part of it. We’re just going to be known as fuck-ups. Everyone thinks we’ll slip up and then it makes me think that I will. I don’t want that to happen. It was so easy to get addicted the first time, it would be even easier the second time.

[millslady-deactivated20160509]

[silverdyuzhenkov-blog]

You sounded like Daniela just then.

[sashaprescott]

I actually am proud of that similarity. I’m quite fond of Dani.

[fuckindeclan]

It’s true though, it does always happen. This is the longest I’ve been clean though, so it has to mean something. Of course I do, if I didn’t then we’re all fucked.

[sashaprescott]

Yeah, progress. I’m happy for you, you know? I saw my old drug dealer a few months ago. I hated him and it’s not even his fault.

[fuckindeclan]

Most people in my life are surprised I haven’t slipped up. It’s bound to happen though, always does. You’ll be fine, Sasha. 

[sashaprescott]

Yeah, because people are assholes. Do you honestly believe that, Declan? Seriously?

[silverdyuzhenkov-blog]

Diaz is quite foolish.  I shouldn’t have said that, however because it is not nice.

[sashaprescott]

Can’t be nice all the time, Sommers.