Langst pt2
Pidge’s pov
When Keith said that Lance had a lung infection and on top of all was felling the way he felt I didn’t know what to think, Allura was crying I mean more than what she already had , I got up and walked to the medical bay I had to see it whit my own eyes and there he was slepping connected to a bunch of machines I was beyond worried how could we let things get to the point they got like what happened along the way that made us do this to him just has I was thinking this Coran talked scarring me
-it's sad to see our boy like this
-it sure is - I responded – what have we done Coran?
-something really bad number 5 something really bad – he said not taking his eyes of lance
Some days have passed since then and to our shock Lance has only gotten worse, his body was rejecting the altean meds Coran had given him ,he doesn’t breathe on his own anymore and we are clueless of what to do I'm scared he is going to die because even though I don’t show it often he is like a brother to me and I can’t afford to lose another one , everyone has got it bad when it comes to him , Shiro blames himself for not noticing , Hunk is ashamed and hasn’t been eating , Allura fells like absolute trash because she knows that if he dies her last words to him where that he was a useless trash , Coran says he can’t go through losing another son as for Keith I don’t think he is coping like I thought he would he refuses to talk to anyone and spends all his time next to Lance’s bed telling him to get better because he misses arguing whit him it’s heart wrenching to see really , I worry that Keith won't be able to move on whit its live, fuck, I don’t even know if I will be able to move on myself , if he dies I will forever live whit the guilt of not noticing what he was going through .
Keith's pov
The last few weeks have been torturing I can only fell regret when I look at his face, a face that used to de plastered whit joy is now emotionless connected to machines to help him breathe and stay alive for … us definably for us , I can’t help that if he dies is going to pass thinking we hate him and everything he is and does I wouldn’t be able to live whit myself if that happened
-Keith you need to rest you been here for hours on end – said Allura I chose to ignore her after all she played a huge role in this situation even if she didn’t meant it , all of us did after all for him to consider leaving the team the subject had to be 1 severe 2 long lasting , maybe I wasn’t the best person to him either , after all I'm as much to blame , before I knew it I was crying Allura hugged me while I sobbed and asked if had hurt him to which she replied
-I would like to answer you but only Lance knows that answer, once he wakes up who knows but you need to sleep, he wouldn’t like to see you like this
I cringed the hardest I ever had at the end why was she talking like he is already dead , whit that I went to bed only to stay awake hoping he would be better the next morning that process repeated itself for a few days until Coran announced that he had found a drug that was accepted by Lance’s body , I can’t wait until he wakes up there are a lot of things I want to tell him
