BeautifulSatan😈

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[satansagirl]

THAT OLD MORROR

That old mirror on the wall

Calls me dirty names.

“FAT

UGLY

DUMB.”

They all effect me the same.

The vomit in the toilet,

The perfume on my neck.

Hide the smell of liquor.

Nobody gives a shit.

“Bigger boobs are better.”

“Oh my god she’s so fat.”

“Damn shes anorexic , needs more fat on her back.”

“God that’s to much makeup.”

“You could really use some blush.”

Damn that old mirror was right. I’ll never be enough.

[satansagirl]

It’s like a dark void. It creeps up on you. slowly. Surly. Until it plants itself into your brain like a disease. You become friends with it. Thinking it’s there to help to get you through what your going through, it says the best medicine for healing is to hold it in. Because know one what’s to hear what you have to say anyways, and no one can help you like you can help yourself. Fear. It causes you to panic. You don’t know why it’s random out of know where but you listen because there’s must be something to panic about. The phone lights up. Your partners asleep you try not to over thank. It’s the father of her child but you still wonder. Is he better for her? You can tell he still loves her by the way he brings up memories from the past. HOW CAN YOU COMPETE WITH THAT? All the memories they have compared to the memories she has with you. You look at yourself in the mirror. All the weight you’ve gained all the pain you put the world through, you’re disgusting. Why would anyone want to be with you? Loving yourself is hard when they call your disease a disorder and plant drugs in your diet to try to kill your only friend. And while killing it it’s also killing you. She comes home form work asking you what’s wrong you smile and say nothing I’m just tired. As she lays her head to sleep you hide under the sheets so you don’t bother anyone with your tears, and you wonder. What the hell am I even doing here? But you smile and you laugh as if nothing is wrong. As your best friend tells you how awful you are and how much people really hate you. And you look at your wife and wonder. What the hell is she doing with me. -me

[satansagirl]

“Life is a journey, only you own the map.”#tattoo #tattooideas #drawings #art #artistsoninstagram https://www.instagram.com/p/CL7FD4kM1Xu/?igshid=18t4ddvdloftr

[satansagirl]

“I am the shadow of the moon at night, filling your dreams to the brim with fright!”#nightmarebeforechristmas #timburton #art #artistsoninstagram #tattoo #tattooart https://www.instagram.com/p/CL7ESjMsGZt/?igshid=cnys0z5ou0zm

[satansagirl]

“The galaxy is just a graveyard full of stars.” #trippy #stonergirl #art #artistsoninstagram https://www.instagram.com/p/CL7D59YMQAL/?igshid=1egs57sy9lq9r

[satansagirl]

“You’ll flout too.” #it #horror #art #artistsoninstagram #horrorfan #tattooinspiration https://www.instagram.com/p/CL7DLKXsU4t/?igshid=obz16uuch8yr

[satansagirl]

“To a new world. Full of gods, and monsters.” #horror #art #artistsoninstagram #horrorart #insane #drawing https://www.instagram.com/p/CL38y5kMJbL/?igshid=1iadqug5ceuvb

[satansagirl]

#zombies #art #artistsoninstagram https://www.instagram.com/p/CLelKNqsLFg/?igshid=bp2o67agalqp

[satansagirl]

“Life starts all over again when it gets crisp in the fall.” #spoilerwealldieintheendanyway #art #artistsoninstagram #artist #drawings https://www.instagram.com/p/CLejmN3MIAx/?igshid=1kthbjhfri7db

[satansagirl]

“Without pain, without sacrifice, we would have nothing.” #sadness #sadart #artistsoninstagram #drawing https://www.instagram.com/p/CLejQoDMCke/?igshid=1dimy5l3akhei

[satansagirl]

“Demons are like obedient dog’s. They come when they are called.” #artistsoninstagram #art #drawing https://www.instagram.com/p/CLei6yYM0HI/?igshid=17u4jep1sx65v

[satansagirl]

#henti #hentiart #artistsoninstagram #art https://www.instagram.com/p/CLeiwSgsFS3/?igshid=1o05rawvhvbfk

[satansagirl]

#witch #witchesofinstagram #art #witchart https://www.instagram.com/p/CLeil9zsCIY/?igshid=141ylouhu3f9n

[satansagirl]

“When there is no more room in hell, the dead will walk the earth.” #horror #horrorart #art #artist https://www.instagram.com/p/CLeiADjsHrP/?igshid=1dy7d27wg6oyf

[satansagirl]

“Words have no power to impress the mind without the exquisite horror of there reality.” #horror #horrorart #horrorfan #art #artist https://www.instagram.com/p/CLehsuSsMR9/?igshid=1nexebk0o06st

[satansagirl]

“The trouble is, we all think we have time.” #steampunk #art #steampunkart #artist #drawings https://www.instagram.com/p/CLehV-0sTX-/?igshid=1w09309d9ye2m

[satansagirl]

She has a sad sickness.... Lost in a world of madness.... Trapped inside her wonderland. #aliceinwonderland #alicemadnessreturns #art #drawing #disney #jhonnydepp #wereallmadhere https://www.instagram.com/p/CLeNKDcsSLf/?igshid=os4hp3635mil