Big Dummy

☆彡height:162cm(5’4) SW:63.5kg (140lbs)/CW:56.9kg (125.4lbs) GW: 50kg (110lbs) UGW: 48kg/45kg(105lbs/99lbs) Ido not promote eating disorders this is just a blog to express my thoughts ☆彡

[satansbunni]

*rant*

it’s literally so hard to keep a stable relationship it doesn’t matter if it’s a friendship of with a partner either way it’s so incredibly difficult when i feel like i’m always gonna be abandoned or when i sabotage things without even wanting to it’s like i’m not controlling myself im constantly watching a movie and begging for the person to not ruin any more of my relationships.

it’s so hard to control my emotions at this point i genuinely can’t go a day without a complete 180 and then it confuses the absolute fuck outta everyone:(

[depression03ed-2]

My style: baggy clothes from men' section. I like to look like a homeless person. I also like dark colours such as black, dark green and grey

If i was skinny i'd look like this fkkkk

But i am fat so i look even bigger with large clothes-

[pailodzeblog]

[ew-noooo]

i swear if nobody calls me skinny when we go back to school im GOING HOME

[dolefuldolly-deactivated2018121]

[icedcoffeebby]

@ my family

[wanamore]

@myfriends

[sk1nnyw1tch]

@literallyeveryone

[eatersneverprosper]

I really relate to the the very hungry caterpillar. I too only eat fruit for five days and then proceed to eat everything under the sun and fix it by then only eating a single leaf

[burnerboiblack]

Me VS the ED goblin in my noggin

[burnerboiblack]

What's the best coping mechanism for your mental health issues?

Obviously developing other, different mental health issues.

Duh.

[satansbunni]

nicotine and coffee are the best for bowel movements blessing

[thinkthinning]

the most satisfying thing is your parents buying you fast food and taking it into your room and THROWING THAT SHIT IN YOUR OWN TRASHCAN not even tempted to eat it.. UGH i live for the feeling of control

[atelophobin-deactivated20200529]

These pictures were taking with about a 2 hour gap. This is what binges do. If youre thinking about Binging. Stop. It's not worth it. Itll just make everything feel worse

[satansbunni]

in theory im just saving my parents money by not eating

[satansbunni]

the fact of the matter is i only have a crippling nicotine addiction because it replaces meals

NICOTINE AND COFFEE ARE FOOD GROUPS FIGHT ME.

[satansbunni]

it genuinely hurts to be full anymore

[sonoftheearth]

Getting so thin that my boyfriend can throw me over his shoulder like nothing.

[satansbunni]

MY TTITTES DONT HELP ME I WANNA LOOK LIKE A SICKLY VICTORIAN BOY BUT I CANT DO THAT WHEN I BE PACKING DOUBLE Ds

[4n4biatxh]