#bpd rant

[ct-lambykins]

i am so incredibly sensitive its honestly quite pathetic

[kawaiibugzlover]

I genuinely don't understand why some people think that I'm just gonna magically stop being mentally ill just because they don't want me to be. you guys calling me "cringe" "weird" " larper" and a thousand other insults, isn't going to make me become a mentally healthy person lololol. matter of fact you're LITERALLY making me even worse. like I find it so insane that some people call me fucked up, even though THEY'RE the one that's bullying a mentally ill teenage girl on the Internet, and making her feel like shit. but sure, I'm the one that's a bad person right?? It's just so stupid, and honestly it's getting ableist at this point. you guys are actually BULLYING me for having MENTAL disorders, something that's COMPLETELY out of my control. like do you think I want to be this way??? If you find my mental illness uncomfortable to witness, imagine how fucking uncomfortable it is to live with it. you guys preach all this "mental health matters" shit, but the moment you see someone that's mentally ill, you're making fun of them. like what the fuck??? ugh I'm so sick of all this shit.

[theslenderversesystem]

If I see another fucking anti-radqueer say radqueers need professional help I'm literally going to go fucking more insane than I am (I identify as insane)

What the fuck do you mean I need professional help because of a goddamn stance? Especially since you don't know what radqueers are IN THE FIRST PLACE.

I need professional help because I'm mentally ill NOT MY FUCKING STANCE. And no I'm want professional help so I won't get it. i don't care what you fucking think I need, learn shit before you FUCKING SAY THAT.

Please stop treating professional help as a fucking cure too. I can fucking promise you that it doesn't always fucking help AND hasn't helped us at all.

I'm not sorry for the usage of caps, I'm raging (bpd rage) so I'm not going to apologize because antis aren't even trying to learn from what I've seen and I'm not going to be patient. ( No I didn't harass anyone, I simply blocked them but I needed to get this out of me )

[aurora-abyss]

Forming into a system with PDs is so fucking weird and annoying because what is this I wasn't like this before why am I affected by it here

I don't know how the hell to manage this I've never dealt with it???

It's been months I've been here for months but very bad episode rn

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[noplaceformehereinthishell]

im so tired I'm so tired I'm so tired I'm so tired I'm so tired I'm so tired

[the-dread-quinn]

It’s all fun and games until I’m tearing at my own chest, gnawing at my own heart because I can’t stand seeing you look at anyone but me.

[borderlinepersonalitygirl]

I feel my heart sink every time I read that people don’t want a friend or partner that’s always doing bad. I don’t know what to do about doing bad. I’ve been doing bad for the past 6 years. I don’t know if I’ll ever get better.