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@saturnneedslove
this is a pheal in hats appreciation post
Brace for impact y'all cuz my brain is being Extra Rude this fine Sunday. OKAY, so…
What with Lena’s new unemployment status, obviously we have all these hcs about her being unable to afford the penthouse and moving in with Kara.
Then of course we have all the accompanying hcs about Lena’s time in the apartment between now and when Kara gets back (blanket sniffing, inability to sleep in Kara’s bed, ready-to-pack corner of belongings so as to not alter Kara’s home, and all those other super fun things that make me wanna cry).
I see all of those (and love them) and I raise you one: the Mxy tapes.
So, we see right after Mxy leaves when Kara picks up “The One Where Lena Decided To Work With Lex” which is what, in combination with her realization that telling Lena the truth always has “huge” consequences, motivates her to make that super OOC decision to absolve herself entirely of her guilt and tell Lena she’ll treat her like a villain if she works with Lex, yes?
Now, what if that wasn’t the only tape Mxy left behind? What if he left a recording of each of those alternate timelines because, after seeing Kara twist what she learned to fit her frustration over Lena’s continued cold shoulder and hearing what she said to Lena, Mxy decided she might want to watch them again at some point to remember the real takeaway: she’s fighting for the relationship that saves the world…
Kara found the tapes stacked on the coffee table when she got home, with a note that said “You found the magic. Now don’t lose it.” She wanted to get angry, but instead she just put the tapes in a box on the shelf under the TV and tried to forget about them.
———-
Lena’s hand shakes slightly as she slides the key into the lock, feeling the ghost of Alex’s hand rest gently on her shoulder as it had when she’d pressed the cold metal into her palm a few hours earlier with a silent offer and an encouraging nod. The door swings open slowly, and Lena is hit by a sudden wave of cold. Not temperature, but energy. It’s too quiet - no NSYNC on the speaker or Bachelorette on the TV. It’s too empty - no smell of fresh (slightly burnt) bread or yarn strewn all over the counter from Kara’s various crochet projects. It’s too…Kara-less.
Lena shakes off the feeling and slides her bag off her shoulder in the corner by the bookcase, careful not to knock Kara’s favorite cinnamon candle off the stool beside her, as she tells Alexa to play Nina Simone. She zips open her bag to pull out her favorite copy of Mrs. Dalloway and finds it missing. Realizing she must have left it in her desk drawer at LexCorp, Lena makes a mental note to send Brainy in after it tomorrow with the promise that he can change all of Lex’s passwords one more time before they leave the game for good.
Lena stares at the blank TV screen for a moment, dreading the thought of watching anything in this room without Kara’s head on her shoulder or in her lap. So, she crouches to look at the shelves of the TV stand, hoping to find at least one of the books she’d gotten Kara for her birthday last year wedged between the latest issues of CatCo Magazine and the recipe books Alex had gotten her in the hopes of spending less money on pot stickers every week.
She’s just zeroed in on The Color Purple when she notices a box she doesn’t recognize laying across the tops of the books on the other shelf. She reaches for it on instinct, then hesitates. She hasn’t touched anything of Kara’s since their falling out, and what if Kara’s “what’s mine is yours” rule no longer applies to her now? She considers leaving it alone and waiting for Kara to get back and explain, sliding The Color Purple toward her without taking her eyes off the box, before her curiosity gets the better of her and she caves, tossing the book onto the coffee table.
She opens the lid and starts at the sight of VHS tapes. Hasn’t she taught Kara better than this? They’d converted all her old tapes to DVDs months into their friendship (“Kara, these things deteriorate so easily and the picture quality becomes awful, don’t you want something that will last?”). She picks up the first tape and reads the label on the side: “The One Where Lena Doesn’t Make It Back In Time.” Her brows furrow as she stares, unblinking, at the title - demanding answers she knows only one person can give her.
She glances around, but doesn’t see a VHS player anywhere, so she sets the tape on the floor beside her and picks up the next one. “The One Where Lena Can’t Save Sam Or Herself.” Lena shoves down her growing horror and discards the tape, hoping the next one will be less ominous. She picks it up and chokes back a sob as she reads: “The One Where There Are No Survivors.”
Lena can’t wait for answers anymore, so she gathers the tapes back into the box, grabs her purse and Kara’s key, and heads to the closest library. Lena finds the old CRT sitting on a rolling cart in the back corner of the library, tucked between the stacks of kids’ books. She pulls the first tape out of the box and slides it carefully into the slot.
30 minutes later, with tears and too-cheap eyeliner streaming down her face, Lena picks up the last tape. “The One Where Lena Was Never Your Friend.” And here she’d thought things couldn’t get worse. Lena takes a deep breath as she inserts the tape.
At the sight of the ruin that meets Kara and Mxy, Lena stifles the urge to laugh. Of course this is what a world without her best friend looks like. This exactly how it feels now, and she’s only been gone a few weeks.
Lena’s breath catches as she hears herself ask “who’s Kara?,” the mere thought of a world where the reporter had never believed in her, never cared enough to love her, almost too much to bear. Her hand drifts absent-mindedly to her chest as she watches herself reveal a kryptonite heart, and for a moment she can hear the sounds of her own screams as her mother’s experiments rob her of the last of her humanity.
She presses her hand closer to her heart, sure that it’s stopped beating at the sight of Kara on the ground, in pain at her hands but still refusing to fight her. Feels it shatter when her worst self says exactly the same words she’d said to Kara in the Fortress when asked why she had pretended to be Kara’s friend for so long.
And she thinks it might kill her, this agony that’s filling her body like acid. She wonders for a moment if this is what kryptonite feels like to Kara. Because it sure feels like her skin is getting seared off her bones and there are nails in her blood and it sure seems like she won’t survive watching herself kill her best friend as she lies helpless and desperate on the floor.
And when Mxy pulls them out, Lena’s breath returns full force until she’s hyperventilating because Kara is gone and she doesn’t know how long it will be until they get her back; and she was terrified of what she’d become when she lost Jack but she survived because of Kara; and if this is what losing Kara without ever having her in the first place looks like, Lena has never been more afraid than she is as she realizes what will happen to the world if she doesn’t get Kara back. What she’ll do to the world if it dares to take Kara from her.
So, when she gathers the tapes and goes to return them to the box and finds a note at the bottom that says “You found the magic. Now don’t lose it,” Lena promises herself that, for as long as she lives, she will do everything in her power to keep the magic that is Kara Danvers in her life.
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Alex knocks on the apartment door three days later and finds it unlocked. She pushes the door open and her hand drifts to her gun, but relaxes as she sees Lena’s sleeping form curled up on the couch. Alex approaches a box she knows the contents of all too well and finds it open and empty on the table before she notices the VCR player and tapes strewn across the floor. She smiles softly as she recalls the image of Kara in the exact same position months earlier. And, as she carefully plucks the handwritten note from Lena’s clutched fist, she smiles at the knowledge that, once Kara returns, no force in the world will be able to keep them apart again.
parallels
The Anti-Christ came and went, but no one noticed because he wasn’t worse than the current state of the world already is. The rapture followed, but no one went to Heaven, so we didn’t notice that either. We’ve been living in Hell for the last 5 years, and no one has noticed, yet.
oh I didn’t realize this was a writing prompt
Her promise.
ways to support the blm movement
this google doc includes a list of petitions to sign, resources to help educate yourself and others, organizations to donate to, and contacts of law officials to get in touch with to express your support for the george floyd and black lives matter movements. this includes ways to help even if you don’t live in america. please read it and support the movement.
use your voice. use every platform you have, no matter how big or how small. nothing will change if you just sit there and watch. if you think you’re the exception, you’re not. remaining indifferent will only support the oppressor. do something.
write to your legal representatives. express your support for legislation that would bring justice to the unarmed civilians who’ve been murdered by law enforcement officers. demand for justice.
call 612-324-4499 ㅡ this is a hotline that will coach you on how to get connected with the people who can arrest the officers that murdered george floyd.
create serious conversation. stop demeaning people who disagree with your philosophies on how to overcome. it is useless and no better than the practices of the oppressor to silence. we need to listen to each other with respect and really consider how we can combine our perspectives to create practical change.
please feel free to add any links or resources or information that you think will be helpful and also reblog to spread awareness. the systems we are fighting against were literally created to oppress marginalized communities and therefore will not go down without a fight. we need to collectively stand up and do something about it.
“what do you know about quantum entanglement?”
i had the pleasure of working with @supercorpzine to raise money for the Trevor Project (more than $6000!) and i’m finally able to post the comic i contributed!
Supergirl season 3 episode 17
Supergirl season 5 episode 19
Same energy ❤💙 just wifes protacting each other🌈🌈🌈
Imagine what we could do together. If we were partners we could change the world.
the one that got away
Carol & Maria softly looking at each other with heart eyes
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So they’re saying 12 months were never necessary in the first place? 🧐
unfriendly reminder that they banned queer blood after letting a different deadly pandemic run unchecked, and then blamed it on the victims
Supercorp Vampire AU
The wonderful @inknosed commissioned me to create a supercorp piece and this was the result! Lena’s a vampire hunter and Kara’s a vampire (cause why not).
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