[saudadiste]

avi. 30s. white. they/she/he. banner credit

All-purpose main. Expect fandom (reblogs, selfship, etc.) and personal posts (cat pics, food pics, gym talk, misc thoughts).

Things to know before following:

Interactions are welcome regardless of whether we're mutuals, but I prefer a quiet dash and cannot sustain a 100% response/follow-back rate. It's not personal if I miss things.

I don't track my follower count and will never vaguepost or get upset about being blocked/unfollowed. If we talk often then I'd appreciate knowing why you broke contact, but even then, telling me is at your discretion/comfort. Please curate your dash with no hard feelings.

I interact with explicit (#nsft) and dark content (#cw.topic; e.g., #cw.drugs). Please ask if you need tags added! I mean this sincerely.

I'm anti-censorship in fiction but personally prefer not to see eroticized content of young children, parent/child incest, or hard noncon; as well as body waste, ageplay, raceplay, or misgendering kinks. I may block/unfollow blogs that post that content, especially if untagged.

This is a selfship friendly blog. I selfship with Aki Hayakawa and eagerly welcome sharing - he deserves lots of love!

Block Criteria:

Minors/blogs without a clear 18+ age indicator.

Fascists, zionists, terfs, and other reactionaries.

Anyone leading fandom or interpersonal drama, including frequent negativity, vagueposting, or harassment/censorship/callout campaigns.

Anyone who supports gen AI in fanworks.

Empty/inactive blogs that spam-like my personal posts. I prefer people not bookmark things about my life if I know nothing about theirs, sorry!

[saudadiste]

Woke up to new official art of my husband and family everything is gonna be okay 🥹

one more below the read more

Wish they'd done something more fun than this pose/the basic character ref expression (😐) lmao but I guess mostly smooth is better for the ER doctor fishing these out of people

[normystical]

wedding dresses are white specifically so that if the bride goes axe-crazy you can rest assured you will see the blood stains all over her and it'll be sick as fuck

[hinamie]

are these what the kids are calling *checks notes* magical girls?

[dishvnored]

I was never with you.

[spideytetsu]

the cute domestic intimacy there is of grocery shopping as a couple

[saudadiste]

my sweet avi... manifesting your head in aki's lap while he massages your temples asap

Ask that made me tear up (<- was already close to tears bc head hurt 😔). Thank you, mySoren...

[ccarl-deactivated20171114]

[saudadiste]

Forehead kiss from Aki Hayakawa would fix me rn

[h3lpl3ss-13]

Obsession x Perfect Blue

[saudadiste]

Woke up with a migraine and I'm sooo hungry but there is a little birthday boy purring in my lap so I guess I'll die here

sticker censor bc I'm not posting avitoes for free (or for pay?) 💀

[casgirl]

I’m not gonna lie very little has been going according to keikaku these days

[stuckinapril]

I think part of getting better is complete ego death. Like you’re not above setting a timer for 5 minutes and focusing on a task. You’re not above doing a very simple 3 minute workout to start. You’re not above reading for 10 minutes a day when you first get out of your reading slump, even if you used to read for hours. You’re not above starting slow and then building up to where you want to be/where you once were. What you are above is total inertia. Doing something really is better than doing nothing. Radically accept where you are, radically accept your limits, and go from there. Don’t let your ego get in the way.

[zarahartist]

“Excuse me… who are you?”

[nikoco11]

something i have harbored

[dogpuppy]

[saudadiste]

Grumpies canceled I can do 10 consecutive pull-ups again