Well when life happens it happens. Sunday night around 10 pm extreme pain to my left back . Turned out to be a stuck kidney stone so this has been my view for the past day and half . Hopeful that surgery will go smoothly and on my way to see my babies . As I had a spell of mom guilt over take when I wasn’t there to help . But I have to take care of myself in order to take care of them but as a default parent it sometimes is an emotional pill to swallow.












