You had some concerns about penetration after you started HRT, so your doctor books you in for a stress test, telling you itāll take several hours. You get there, undress from the waist down, and hop up on the table with a drape over your lap. They have you put your feet in the stirrups, adjusting the drape while explaining that itās important that they can see and that you canāt. You understand. Youāre surprised when you hear a quiet buzzing, and even more when you realize itās an electric trimmer and theyāre shaving around your hole, but you donāt say anything. They wipe you thoroughly and tell you to relax.
The first thing they press into you is one finger coated generously with cold lube. Then two fingers. Next, they slowly press a narrow dilator in, remarking that youāre doing well so far. The next one makes your leg twitch closed. Before you can apologise they place a hand on your inner thigh to press it back to where it was before.
The third time your legs try to close they tell you that you need to relax for the test to be successful. The fifth, they jokingly offer you restraints. The sixth, you find out it wasnāt a joke as they place a spreader bar between your legs. You swear they skipped a couple sizes when theyāre stretching you with the next dilator because it hurts in a way the others havenāt.
You try to say that you canāt go bigger, but they shush you and tell you that you can. You just need to relax. You say that youāre trying. They offer to help, and you accept.
You thought theyād give you a pill, but instead they start to stimulate you. No matter what you say they donāt stop until youāve orgasmed, and as soon as you have they press the next dilator into you. They tell you that you didnāt even need lube for it, so clearly you can keep going.
Hours pass like that. By the end thereās more than a puddle of lube and cum on the table under you, and the spreader bar is holding your legs up instead of forcing them open. The doctor removes your drape and tells you to look so that you can see for yourself. You watch, partially in a daze, as they fist you with complete ease. After a moment they pull out something that looks like a display piece more than a toy and push it into you, explaining that you probably shouldnāt go larger but if you want to they can help you. They slide it out and hand it to you, telling you to try using it on yourself. Itās so heavy that you almost drop it but you push it in slowly. They take it back and start pumping it in and out while you watch, so worn out that all you can do is lay there as they fuck you with it.
You watch them document it in your chart, unaware of all of the photos of yourself that now sit in your file other than the one they take of your gaping hole. They offer you a large plug if you want to stay open, but you refuse it. You lay there feeling so empty as they type their notes, your hole drooling. You take their offer of gloves so that you can push your own fist in, finding that it helps you feel better to not be so empty.