autistic ghost

schon verloren bei den Versuch die Menschheit zu verstehen

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playing double up tft with my boyfriend every day is something i got way too fast used to and i love it.

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pov. listening to 'pov.'s on yt to feel something

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what i would give for feeling loved one more time..

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thank you for telling me, that you don't want a relationship after i got attached..

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i wanted to tell you about my day so bad, but you had different things to do, so i kept me mouth shut.

[perfectquote]

“I am homesick for a place I am not sure even exists. One where my heart is full. My body loved. And my soul understood.”

— Melissa Cox

[stardustemotions-deactivated202]

Is there anything more romantic than someone writing you a love letter by hand , slipping it between the pages of a book they recommended , to wait untill you find it later.

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'why do i even try..?', I'm asking myself. but my brain doesn't let me fall asleep until i know that you're alright. all i can do is worry and keep writing messages, which you don't even read. I'm sending you paragraphs of what's going through my head. I'd be happy with a little "I'm okay", I don't need more.

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You treat me like I'm a princess, but sometimes it feels like you dont even care about my feelings, even though i know you do.

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i only wish you would care..

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oktober 2k21

dear diary,

i think i feel in love.

- J.

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i just set 4 alarms to wake up at 4.30am, so i can wake him up with my call for his exam, because he is scared he will not do good.

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when did my heart decided it's okay to fall in love with you? my brain didn't even had the chance to think about it a second.

[autismtypes]

Autism Type #2007

Crying anytime you get emotional about something even if it’s not a sad thing like it could just be a topic that you’re passionate about autism

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My friends chilling and playing games together. I am still sitting all by myself in another channel because I feel uncomfortable.

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imagine you and your partner are on a trip, walking through a little village right now. As they grab your favourite flower from a little shop outside while you were fascinated looking at all those things in the area. As you turn around they smile at you holding the flower straight to you. You can recognize their eyes lighting up as they see you turning around.

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take care of your mental health