Schaak & Awe

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[schaakandawe]

Friends

I find these saturday nights boring. Torn between a schism of two friends who dated. One half is plentiful in all the people I know, but ephemeral in scope. My nights once long with shenanigans now shorten due to these friends. The other half is eternally not in my favor. I am continually only a friend when I can be of use. Thats the idea. need a ride? Need food? Need 15 minutes not to be alone?

Hello world in this light I am more of a means to an end. A used friend. Granted maybe not the best, but all the same tossed aside at the next best opportunity. Maybe I wouldn’t feel so you used if I were included. 

I am sick of telling myself its my fault for being in these dilemmas, why can’t people just be better?

Why is it so hard to actually click with another group?

is life this way now? I just see people from time to time.

I miss the idea of belonging to a pack. Such a strong idea in my mind. A good crew of homies to rely on, but that idea nowadays seems intangible. 

Society seems to be asking me to start seeing someone, but thats hard as well. In my last great venture, I almost ended up killing myself, now what?

I have to go out into the world finding women who do not give two shits about small talk or my existence? it seems now the only way to move forward is to bind myself to somebody. But who how? why do I escalate it so much.

why can’t I just have my pack.

[michellepsychologist]

federico babina architecturally interprets mental illnesses

[schaakandawe]

interesting way to convey disorders. I wonder what it took to get to this point.

[bunnypets]

Honey Mustard Pretzel Turkey Burgers.

[rexisky]

Tornado Alley by David Heathwole, Motion Effects by David Letelier

[philosthewizard]

[maraldart]

“Cocainium” from sketch to finish. Inspired by the @yourbaroness song & “die Verwandlung” by Kafka.

[schaakandawe]

the feels

bittersweet skipping

with the shoes on my feet.

worn leather Stocks, age old 

from a little after high school

never thought id rule, or look cool

with buckle,

clipped around my ankle. Kids used to say i got jesus shoes

man the ideal is to have no shoes

and with these shoes

i can lose my shoes

all the quicker and be free.

Janis always said freedom is when you got nothing left lose.

And nothing baby if a bare foot ain’t free.

Turn some eyes, maybe look at me.

Weird as I am I let it be.

High fiving america with the palm of my feet I am fucking free.

[curioos-arts]

Jon Juarez @harriorrihar #viaCurioos

[fashion-and-film]

The Less I Know The Better (2015)

[advntra]

[themineralogist]

(via Strengite from Alabama)

Background is manganese oxides.

[thegifconnoisseur]

[justbeingnamaste]

“Understanding the beauty of our humanity unlocks the power of our spirituality.” ~ Steve Maraboli ~

[selgomez-news]

[schaakandawe]

Damn, Imma reblog this cuz this bitch

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[schaakandawe]

prity

Greetings by the expressions of those vacant eyes

i despise

that so much within you, fails to come out.

and theres is no match between the negatives, I have developed, and the art you make.

Teach me to lie old sensei.

Break and steel.

For that is the way of our art/ I as many other may be a turned man

Standing on rags of shows a vacant master walked out of.

Run to where the foxes run

out

ofpace

but on track. To trot and look the part.

Hollowed with out true art.

Tell me how shiny veneers melt in the sunlight. 

Tell me how the beauty of the surrounding world can cave in on existence.

[schaakandawe]

AS

drift onward and outward 

away from and into

to where does the wolf go after domestication

how does a dog bite again?

Fear the wild

Fear the Navy blue night

Fear the rust orange streetlights

Fear me for I am the quiet fury on the tip of the tongue

Fear me for I am the wolf, I know again how to bite.

Fear me for my teeth are sharp and my breath wreaks of bloood.