missing.exe

______Heros; 14; boyflux; gay |/disturbed, jirai danshi trash. _______ .

[scolopendraheros]

Something within me feels deeply wrong.

-intro post..-

Intro; *NOT FINISHED IN PROGRESS*

Hi..you may call me Heros as in Scolopendra Heros, gloomy, mika or just centipede/centi.

This is a vent/everything blog to my main one that's mostly for art I think @gloomyggloomy456

I'm 14, ISFP sx6sx4so5

I don't have any diagnosis but I'm pretty sure I'm neurodivergent and mentally unstable in some way.

Disorders im suspecting myself of having: GAD, type 1 autism, social anxiety, suicidal ideation.

I'm a gay (trans) jirai danshi .

I wish I had a boyfriend or an owner as I unfortunately find myself in a puppy boy.

I like reading, drawing, resding, playing video games and sometimes skateboarding.

The last 2 user boxes are milgram refs i love milgram a lot.

I have anger issues, a very short temper wich might make me sound dry or mean sometimes I'm very sorry.

My tags are

#fatal frame໒꒱ -pics i took

#after pain𓄧 -rage posts

#the ghost of you✙ -answering asks

#demolition lovers♡ -yearning

#all knowing all agony☤ -vent posts

#muzzled☣︎ -my face

Fandoms I'm in: milgram, mha, mlp, many horror games esp rpg maker ones like the crooked man or the witchs house or ib.

What I listen to: MCR, milgram, MSI, many vocaloids/vocalsynths/utauloids.

My fiction kins: ivlis, haruka sakurai, fuuta kajiyama, ame chan, fuchi sunao, and some other wich I forgor.

[4nikki21]

OFFICIAL STATEMENT FROM MIKOTO

[scolopendraheros]

I wanna die I wanna die Iwanna die Iwanna die IwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadieIwannadie

[scolopendraheros]

I'm a disgusting person

[scolopendraheros]

Depression playlist

[scolopendraheros]

I relapsed, I cut myself and then I started hitting my head with my fists and then with a rock I have in my room.

Until I hit too hard and now my ears are ringing, it's bleeding a bit.

I feel nauseous and icky and hurting and sticky with blood.

I had an argument with one of my best friends.

My other friends are all offline or I'm not that close w them.

What do I do

What do I do

What do I do

I'm so scared

[jiraiblrstimproject]

Jiraiblr stimboard 0.2 : @hpdamechan

credits : x / x / x / x / * / x / x / x / x

Note : unrequested, but eye wanted to get some of the big jiraibloggers down first !!! Comment for removal ofc.

[unmooredonasundayevening]

Mikoto's arc was just like

T1: Here's the murderous alter stereotype

T2: No wait, here's the alter, you get to talk to him, we're humanizing him and might be doing something different with this

T3: NVM we're doing the murderous alter stereotype but plot twist also a totally implausible scenario for the development of DID

[ang3lic-aff3ction]

[iryoukawa]

trying to get anons on jiraiblr but i post poop jokes and talk to everyone like i was present for their birthing and that i’d trust them with washing my ass

[scolopendraheros]

I wish I was a yandere...I wish I could intensely love....

I know it might not be allat but I'm done feeling little to no attraction to anyone

[scolopendraheros]

Dude ong I'm so tired of everything and everything I wish I could go to sleep forever

[thoughtsofjess]

what the fuck was that

[adasflowerss]

were the writers unable to read a wikipedia page

[a-tear-in-space]

How Kotoko's trial is going to go at this rate

> "I never knew how much being in pain hurt 🥺 Es I'm sorry for brutally attacking people and killing Mahiru 🥺 I forgive you I'm sorry"

> Case report includes zero mentions of her childhood and is just "she wanted to fix injustices in the world"

> Lucky is nowhere to be spotted in the MV

> 10,000 wolf references and moon shots

> Barely explains what even started her path to becoming a vigilante

> She cries in the VD

> All the signs that she was severely spiralling mentally in Deep Cover are completely thrown out the window

> Cool shots of her face for hype moments and aura

> Interro questions are the most nothingburger things ever

> "I forgive you"

[scolopendraheros]

Guys please ✌️✌️

[scolopendraheros]

Dude legit the first 2 trials of Mikoto were pointing towards smth WAY more complex did Yamanaka even do ANY fuckass research omfg it's so bad everyone is SO mad legit it's hilarious how bad it is 😭😭😭😭😭😭