Scotty

I'm 19 I like eating junk food and try to exercise. I like playing video games and listening to music. I have a dog named Buddy. please follow me on Twitter@Kikus_smile

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I remember when we were both young without a care in the world. It was so special to me and every part of it was rare.

Then a couple years go by and we separated and now life is more complicated. And now I don't even know where you are. I miss our miss our midnight talks and our morning walks. I miss the days when the weight of the world wasn't on our shoulders. Now that we're older we don't talk each other anymore. I miss our midnight talks and our morning walks.

I remember when we both would play our favorite song on the readio. Wasn't so long ago. I remember when we'd look at the stars

Then a couple years go by and we separated and now lifes more complicated. I miss our miss our midnight talks and our morning walks. I miss the days when the weight of the world wasn't on our shoulders. Now that we're older we don't talk each other anymore. I miss our midnight talks and our morning walks.

I remember when we were both young without a care. Every part of it was rare I'm aware it's a lot for me to share. I miss our midnight talks. Everything you said to me I keep sacred. I miss our morning walls for miles on end. I remember when.

I miss our miss our midnight talks and our morning walks. I miss the days when the weight of the world wasn't on our shoulders. Now that we're older we don't talk each other anymore. I miss our midnight talks and our morning walks.

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The fire

Feels like I'm resting in a fire. I'm always turning but can't stop myself from burning. My hunger for a cure grows each night I don't feel like a human. Things are moving way to fast. Every breath I take feels like the last. I can feel the fire eating my veins I can feel the sweat sliding from my face.

Tell me is this living I'm giving my strength to the fire. Call me crazy but the rain is changing my attitude. I get so tired but the flames go higher.

Standing still in the wind as my fears starts to creep in. Now I hide in the dark hiding away all my scars as the fire starts to take over my heart. Just take me out of my misery yesterday was history but is not a mystery for me.

Tell me is this living I'm giving my strength to the fire. Call me crazy but the rain is changing my attitude. I get so tired but the flames go higher.

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Everything I need to see

You can say what you want about me. But just remember you got my feelings on your sleeve. And every word that escapes makes it harder for me to breathe. Why must you remind me what's wrong with me. Can't you see what you're doing to me If only I knew how to leave I'm on my knees.

There's nothing left holding me here but force. Not gonna lie you're the reason why. So go ahead and close the door and ignore me. I found out everything I need to see You're the one that needs me more but I can't take this place anymore.

Tired of faking a smile I thought I'd only be here a little while. After all these years I figured out who you are and right now I need a brand new start away from you.

There's nothing left holding me here but force. Not gonna lie you're the reason why. So go ahead and close the door and ignore me. I found out everything I need to see You're the one that needs me more but I can't take this place anymore.

I just wanna scream cause it looks like this isn't a dream after all. I wanted to give it my all and you put up walls and I can't escape.

There's nothing left holding me here but force. Not gonna lie you're the reason why. So go ahead and close the door and ignore me. I found out everything I need to see You're the one that needs me more but I can't take this place anymore.

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Loathe

The last time I saw you we drifted. I'm not talking about love I'm talking about blood. The world is so wide and I'm still holding on to your advice. I remember all the words you said.

I know I should just move on. I can't seem to fix our dying light. But I'll never let go of you holding me close. Every second you're not with me I loathe.

Please come back home I'm tired of being alone. They say that you don't deserve but I'd travel across the universe to be with you again please tell me it's not the end.

I know I should just move on I can't seem to fix our dying light. But I'll never let go of you holding me so close every second you're not with me I loathe.

You're the reason why I can't close my eyes. You're not with me and I always ask myself where could you be all you know how to do is make a promise and leave.

I know I should move on I can't seem to fix our dying light. But I'll never let go of you holding me so close every second you're not with me I loathe.

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Gone

How did we end up like this. If you want the truth I haven't been honest. Through it all you never thrown it away and you loved me everyday. And if I cried you were the only one by my side. I knew someday our time would be up and I'm sorry some of us didn't treat you good enough.

And if you think I'll move on you got it wrong. You were the one that kept me strong and now your gone.

And if you don't go to heaven I'll beg God to send me wherever you are near or far light or dark. I'm sorry we ignored your suffering and I'm sorry we treated you like you were nothing. All you were to us was loving.

And if you think I'll move on you got it wrong. You were the one that kept me strong and now you're gone.

We never deserved you and I didn't realize it till I lost you. And I would give up everything to be with you again.

And if you think I'll move on you got it wrong. You were the one that kept me strong and now you're gone.

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I can't trust nobody

Things don't last forever I thought we'd be together forever but I slowly watched us fade away. And I still remember when you said everything will be okay. But it's to late now no parts of our past can be found. And I should have known that you would hold my hand and then abandon me.

And now I can't trust nobody cause you refused to love me. Is there something wrong with me? I let you in and I get hurt and it starts all over again.

Waiting for you to walk in the door and as I wait the loneliness wants me more. But I know your never coming cause all your good for is running away. I am torn and I have no more tears cause I wasted them away on you.

And now I can't trust nobody cause you refused to love me. Is there something wrong with me? I let you in and I get hurt and it starts all over again.

It's been awhile since I smiled. I got you burned inside my mind. You probably forgot about me a long time ago but if I needed you I would know where to go.

And now I can't trust nobody cause you refused to love me. Is there something wrong with me? I let you in and I get hurt and it starts all over again.

Everything you said is still clear. And my fear came true I never wanted to lose you. The life that I didn't want finally broke through.

And now I can't trust nobody cause you refused to love me. Is there something wrong with me? I let you in and I get hurt and it starts all over again.

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One Wish

Staring out at the window my soul feels like a shadow. It's only me again I'm alone with nowhere to go. I say things I shouldn't have said I fed people lies. I let my future slip because every thing I did. My paradise doesn't exists so maybe I'll take it all away with one wish.

Take away my loneliness take away my bitterness take away my ignorance. Give me one more chance.

Everyones inside and I'm on the outside all alone. My loneliness is eating my happiness and I can't find a way out of this. So maybe I'll take this all away with one wish.

Take away my loneliness take away my bitterness take away my ignorance. Give me one more chance.

All I'm good for is shutting people out. My life bitterness has turned my life upside down. I can't seem to pick myself up from the ground. My old life is what I miss. So maybe I'll take this all away with one wish.

Take away my loneliness take away my bitterness take away my ignorance. Give me one more chance.

It's getting harder for me to understand who I am. Finding myself is a battle and I'll never win. People always told me I'm ignorant and I'm different and not confident. So tear down these walls so I can end this and try again. So maybe I'll take this away with one wish

Take away my loneliness take away my bitterness take away my ignorance. Give me one more chance. Let's finally end this dance and erase who I am.

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Back Together

Do you remember what we used to be? cause it feels like a dream to me. Everything happened so fast and now I don't know where I'm at. We used to be so close and now we don't talk anymore and you moved on. And I've tried so hard to stay strong but Can't.

But I'll find a way to get us all back together but this time it won't be for a second this time it will be forever. I don't want us dividing the world we left can still be shining if we all come back together.

I know the place we once called home no longer exists but every moment every memory bleeds right out of me. When we are one I feel happy and so young. And when you're gone time stands still and my loneliness comes in for the kill.

But I'll find a way to get us all back together but this time it won't be for a second this time it will be forever. I don't want us dividing the world we left can still be shining if we all come back together.

After all these years I still have all the broken pieces. I miss us I felt loved I knew trust and everyone told me to let go but I won't. But it's okay if you decide to go a different way but I'll still remember the good old days.

But I'll find a way to get us all back together but this time it won't be for a second this time it will be forever. I don't want us dividing the world we left can still be shining. If we all come back together

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Honest.

This life is like a game to you so I guess I'll play and get my way. No matter what. In a different reality I'll still get what I want. You think you are everything but when I'm done with you you'll soon see you aren't anything.

Mistakes were made lets leave it at that. It's to late to return to what we had. You better watch your back cause I could be anywhere. I'm sick of this I'm sick of the lies. I'm being honest now that you wasted every mintue trying to get past my limits you better run cause this game just begun and I won't be done till I have won.

Why must you spread all these lies it's like a disease you're trying bring me to my knees and make me weak. I've been working hard and been trying to take back what is mine but you always cut in line.

Mistakes were made lets leave it at that. It's to late to return to what we had. You better watch your back cause I could be anywhere. I'm sick of this I'm sick of the lies. I'm being honest now that you wasted every mintue trying to get past my limits you better run cause this game just begun and I won't be done till I have won.

Why can't you see I'm just a normal guy no more no less. I don't wanna tell you cause it's useless.

Mistakes were made lets leave it at that. It's to late to return to what we had. You better watch your back cause I could be anywhere. I'm sick of this I'm sick of the lies. I'm being honest now that you wasted every mintue trying to get past my limits you better run cause cause this game just begun and I won't be done till I have won.

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I don't belong.

There's an old place that I like to visit in my mind and I play the memories that are hurting me on the inside. Don't need any pictures cause it's burned inside my heart and it's making me fall apart.

No matter how hard I try I can't seem to say goodbye. I tell myself I can but the past is who I am. Is there something wrong with me cause it feels like I don't belong.

Broken peaces are on the floor and I ask myself when will my happiness be reborn. Apart of me has always been torn. Black and white in my eyes and colors in the rest it's a mess.

No matter how hard I try I can't seem to say goodbye I tell myself I can but the past is who I am is there something wrong with me cause it feels like I don't belong.

If I could go back I know that I would. Drowning is regret as the memories lay in my head.

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Closer To Loving Life.

Somethings going on down town come with me and lets go check it out. I see the fireworks burning up the sky and it's got me feeling inspired on the inside. The city lights are lighting up my eyes. So come on let's go check it out.

Everyone is dancing and everyone is chanting. I haven't seen so many smiles in awhile. So come on and be apart of this I promise it's something you can't miss. It's the little things that bring us closer to loving life.

Everyone is having a good time. Don't wanna spend it inside. So turn the music up cause we can't get enough. Let's just lay back and try to make this moment last.

Everyone is dancing and everyone is chanting. I haven't seen so many smiles in awhile so come on and let's be apart of this. I promise it's something you can't miss. It's the little things that bring us closer to loving life.

Fireflies are flying around us. I hope I'm not dreaming cause this moment has me believeing that the world can still be beautiful. For one no one is dividing. Everyone is giving and it feels like this is living.

Everyone is dancing and everyone is chanting. I haven't seen so many smiles in awhile. So come on let's be apart of this I promise it's something you can't miss. It's the little things that bring us closer to loving life.

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You Are Fire And I am Water.

Fire,water that is what we are. We are different and I knew it from the start. Say whatever you want but but I think I've had enough. Never stood a chance and I'm feeling so rough.

This is what happens when two different worlds collide down the line something doesn't turn out right. You are light and I am dark this wasn't gonna work from the start and now we are apart. You are fire and I'm water

Just another chaper gone by. Time to turn the page and get ready for what's about to change. You make me feel so strange and now your a memory cause it's gonna rain. Don't ever try again cause we all know how the story ends.

This is what happens when two different worlds collide. Down the line something doesn't turn out right. You are light and I am dark this wasn't gonna work from the start. You are Fire and I am water.

Water is stronger than fire. I'm tired of being compared even though I shouldn't care.

This is what happens when two different worlds collide down the line something doesn't turn out right you are light and I am dark this wasn't gonna work from the start. You are fire and I am water.

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Blur

Even though all my roads are closed I won't ever give up cause I've got this feeling that my lifes gonna start healing Even though I might have sorrows I know somehow I can get through tomorrow.

All these scars are stories and they tell me not to worry. We live only one life so don't get in a hurry. Or it's all just gonna be a blur and your mind will start to turn.

Holding on to nothing. Covering up my feelings that should have been said instead of pushing them out. It's another bitter taste and all I did was waste my time. My heart will soon disappear into the air cause I got it caged and it knowns it's not going anywhere.

All these scars are stories and they tell me not to worry. We live only one life so don't get in a hurry. Or it's all just gonna be a blur and your mind will start to turn.

When it comes to everyone I'm a master in disguise trying to get away from the hungry eyes. It's hard to trust somebody because I've been through so many of the lies and goodbyes. I've been used before and I can't go through it anymore.

All these scars are stories and they tell me not to worry. We live only one life so don't get in a hurry. Or it's all gonna just be a blur and your mind will start to turn.

It's okay to seperate and find yourself just as long as you don't break and I can't wait. Sometimes you need time to yourself instead of chasing something else and someone else.

All these scars are stories and they tell me not to worry. We live only one life so don't get in a hurry. Or it's all just gonna be a blur and your mind will start to turn.

Your windows might be shattered but you are the one that matters.

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A Thousand Times

They always tell me to keep my head held high through anything that comes my way If only it was that simple. If only they knew what's go on behind closed doors they might understand me more.

Sometimes I wonder what is life? Seems like yesterday another day gone by. I fast forward but in my mind I rewind. Laying in bed going through what everyone has said like my favorite book it's been read a thousand times.

Sometimes I just fake a smile. Don't need all the hungry eyes but deep down inside I don't even bother to try. I wanna let go instead of holding on but everyone says that this is the place where I belong.

Sometimes I wonder what is life? Seems like yesterday another day gone by. I fast forward but in my mind I rewind. Laying in my bed going through what everyone has said. Like my favorite book it's been read a thousand times.

Is there even a God? I still have my doubts. And somedays I wanna turn around. I always end up at start with an open heart. And when I fall I fall hard.

Sometimes I wonder what is life. Seems like yesterday another day gone by. I fast forward but in my mind I rewind. Laying in my bed going through what everyone has said. Like my favorite book it's been read a thousand times.

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Alive (Might Delete Later)

I'm sorry to say this but I'm nothing like you. You tried in life and you didn't survive. Now you're on drugs and it's slowly taking over your lungs. All you do is talk about yourself and you try to bring down everybody else.

You might not feel okay without your special light. I'm out here and I never felt more alive. You can tell everyone all your lies but if I were you I'd be more wise. You might feel okay but I never felt more alive.

Have you looked in the mirror I guess when your high you can't see anything clear. You don't have a care and I don't want your share. The reason why I'm outside is cause I need fresh air. I can't breathe it in no more.

You might not feel okay without your special light. I'm out here and I never felt more alive. You can tell everyone all your lies but if I were you I'd be more wise. You might be okay but I never felt more alive.

And if you think you got me against a wall I think you got it all wrong. Your the one that's weak and I'm the one that's strong. Please don't think I need you here I can't stand the monster you become and I still remember when it all begun.

You might not feel okay without your special light. I'm out here and I never felt more alive. You can tell everyone all your lies but if I were you I'd be more wise. You might be okay but I never felt more alive.

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Clouds

Steady now our heads are stuck in the clouds and I don't want to look down cause were at the top and I can't see the ground and I don't ever wanna stop.

This rare feeling is healing myself. Please tell me I'm not the only one that wants to run and be one with the clouds.

Heaven....I don't need a heaven. Heaven is just a 7 but the clouds are a 11. Aiming through the clouds to get a view and I guess this will have to do. Weightless lightness and no more darkness is the clouds.

This rare feeling is healing myself. Please tell me I'm not the only one that wants to run and be one with the clouds.

Peace, Love, light, rights, is the heart between the clouds. You can have it all but through the wind is the place where I been. I wanna feel the rain. Everything must change but when you're in the clouds I don't even wanna turn around.

This rare feeling is healing myself. Please tell me I'm not the only one that wants to run and be one with the clouds.

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Sick Of You

Please don't hate me for what I'm about to say. But I'm sick of living this way. I can't learn from my mistakes. Don't think I'm hating but I wanna be alone where there's no more blaming. I'm sick of feeling so powerless and it's making me fall into madness.

I'm getting older and I'm sick of you hovering over my shoulders. Give me some space so I can breathe. Please don't follow me where I go. even though I tried all you do is nothing but hide.

You changed the story completely and now it's my turn. I hope you know that it hurt. I only ask for one thing and you keep throwing it out. you stole my pride and made it all yours and I don't think that was right.

I'm getting older and I'm sick of you hovering over my shoulders. Give me some space so I can breathe. Please don't follow me where I go. Even though I tried all you do is nothing but hide.

I see my reflection and can't find my direction. Please don't decide what's best for me I'll know in time what feels right. I'm so very sorry but I'm not who you think I am. It feels like a fight when I'm here. Were living two different lives and that's not what I want.

I'm getting older and I'm sick of you hovering over my shoulders. Give me some space so I can breathe. Please don't follow me where I go. Even though I tried all you do is hide.

Don't think we are one I'd rather run. You ask me what's wrong here it is when I'm here I feel like I don't belong. I stay up at night cause your not in my sights. I don't want you to pull me I want you to push me. It feels like a curse and you just make it worse.

I'm getting older and I'm sick of you hovering over my shoulders. Give me some space so I can breathe. Please don't follow me where I go. Even though I tried all you do is hide.