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[spookycoosmic]

My stomach bug is gone and I am free to write again!!! Yippiieee!! So i turned my pc on and I was busy writing chapter 8 this morning when I Suddenly had the urge to draw..... sad... things.

[wizardingworldlibrary]

Breaking Up & Making Up Masterlist

A Misunderstanding of Pride-Shattering Proportions (ao3) - Kaymardsa Draco/Harry E, 35k

Summary: A misunderstanding after well-intentioned attempts at romance lead both Harry and Draco to draw the worst conclusions. But is being apart harder than forgiving? And is there even anything to forgive?

An Old Friend (ao3) - raspberrybalm Draco/Harry E, 35k

Summary: A year after Draco Malfoy vanished without a trace, Harry still can't forget the night they shared— or the silence that followed. When Narcissa Malfoy files a missing persons report, Harry is drawn into a search that leads him through long buried sins, cursed bloodlines, and the fraying edge of sanity. The world believes Draco went mad.

But Harry can’t shake the feeling that something else is watching. Something ancient. Something patient. And it may already be too late.

**

"I will give Draco some time. Time to find himself. Time to repent. Time, apparently- forgive my eye roll- to become an Auror. Time to fall in love. When I do come for him, he won’t be expecting me.

For all our sakes, I hope Harry Potter isn’t, either."

As the rock bears the weather (ao3) - Camelots_Daffodil Sirius/Remus M, 7k

Summary: Alternate Universe - On October 31st, 1981, Dumbledore defeats Voldemort (for realsies) and nothing bad happens to the Potters <3

The war had its talons in both Remus and Sirius - the darkness, the suspision, it was driving them apart. They hadn't talked in months without it being a fight, hadn't even looked each other in the eyes.

And the then the war ends, and now they don't have an excuse for it. Now, they'll have to heal, even if it takes breaking apart to do it

Back to the old house - (ao3) - Kuria99 Sirius/Remus, Regulus/James, Barty/Evan, Marlene/Dorcas N/R, 17k

Summary: It’s been four years since Sirius and Remus broke up. Then a Remus from the future shows up. A remus who’s in love with him.

Catastrophic Blues (ao3) - So_scarlett_maroon Hermione/Pansy E, 1k

Summary: Pansy is having a hard time moving on, and she knows why. This relationship hit different. She has resigned herself to mourning the loss when, by chance, Harry Potter, of all people, gives her one more chance. Maybe this story can have a happy ending after all...

Dernière Danse (ao3) - cassierin Sirius/Remus T, 7k

Summary: Remus and Sirius have been on and off for years—trapped in a cycle of painful breakups and even more painful reconciliations. Eight months after their last goodbye, Remus stumbles into a dingy bar, hoping to drown the ache. But he doesn’t expect to find Sirius on stage, guitar in hand, singing like his heart’s still breaking.

Will they fall back into the fire again—or finally find a way to stop burning?

Erised (ao3) - grumbleonimbus Draco/Harry M, 71k

Summary: Draco Malfoy is trying to make amends by doing fundraisers and events for a war orphan charity. He hasn't seen Harry Potter - or thought about him... really! - in about five years. Until he sees him a lot, everywhere, dammit. While vehemently trying to deny his school crush has reignited, Draco cannot help but be charmed by a more mature, serene, confident Harry. And, well, the new looks, plural, are ever so appealing.

Find Me Again (ao3) - HannahOphio Draco/Harry T, 5k

Summary: When Harry ends up in St. Mungo‘s after a mission gone wrong, Draco finds himself at his bedside. In the quiet, he confronts the love he tried to bury. Draco speaks and somewhere, Harry listens and their hearts search for a way back to each other.

Full-moon (ao3) - gloriask Sirius/Remus, James/Lily T, 10k

Summary: This was already the third time this month that a member of the Order of the Phoenix had been ambushed by Death Eaters. One by one, their comrades had fallen to the Killing Curse. The grim reality of their situation stared them in the face, forcing them to confront a horrifying suspicion—there was a traitor among them.

During the First Wizarding War.

Holidate (ao3) - danpuff Draco/Ron, Pansy/Ginny T, 11k

Summary: Draco and Ginny aren’t ready to come out, so they decide to “date” for the holiday.

just know you'll taste me too (ao3) - crazymateinnit Regulus/James, James/Lily, Sirius/Remus T, 6k

Summary: Regulus's feelings spiral as he watches James and his new girlfriend, the ever familiar ginger girl. Lily watches as James seems to drift further from her grasp and she can't understand why. James wracks himself with guilt as he feels himself pulled to his ex-boyfriend but doesn't want to hurt anyone with his feelings. Things tend to work themselves out when one puts in the effort.

A coming-of-age story in three.

Looked Up at the Sky (ao3) - seraphic_sapphic04 Sirius/Remus T, 28k

Summary: Sirius and Remus had found a love like no other. One that started as friendship and blossomed into something so much more, so powerful one would think it indestructible. But life gets in the way, and even their connection did not appear to be immune. That was until years later they find themselves in a startlingly familiar interaction.

(Lesbian Wolfstar second chance romance, told through Maroon by Taylor Swift)

Lost and Found, the Second Time Around (ao3) - Devious_Muffin Draco/Harry E, 10k

Summary: Harry and Draco were happy; at least, Harry thought they were. When Draco abruptly leaves to pursue his career, Harry is stunned and finds it difficult to move on. He never truly does, which is why it's so easy for them to fall right back into their relationship when Draco temporarily returns to London a few years later. This time will turn out differently, won't it?

Lovin' Into Hatred (ao3) -  thesumofentropy Regulus/James, James/OFC E, 4k

Summary: exes James and Regulus meet at a club six months after breaking up. They fight and fuck about it.

Pinky Promise, Please (ao3) - Justalevisimp Marlene/Dorcas G, 3k

Summary: After Dorcas breaks her fragile heart, Marlene is left to pick up the pieces of her life by herself. When her friends are worried about her, she decides to have a night out with the girls.

What happens when a special surprise comes in the form of her ex-girlfriend when Marlene least expects it?

the future is a foreign land (ao3) - SultryNuns Draco/Blaise M, 6k

Summary: The past is a different country, the future a foreign land. It is the distance that terrorizes Blaise as he loses his tether to here and now.

There once was a time when he did not know Theo or Draco, when he felt adrift in a social order he didn’t understand. Then there was a period when he knew them both quite well, but he had not yet understood what more there was to feel, in receiving Draco’s covetous affection, in trying to possess him in return.

There will be a time like that, again.

He Sees it so clearly.

Vicious Love (ao3) - Chewpchew Hermione/Draco E, 6k

Summary: Hermione didn’t expect to see Draco at the bar. She definitely didn’t expect him to be wearing the shirt she bought him, draped around another woman. What follows is a toxic collision driven by drinks, jealousy, anger and need. They’ve tried to stay away. Tried to move on. But some love stories don’t end — they just smolder, waiting for the next spark. It’s toxic. It’s messy. And neither of them is ready to let go.

What We Were Fighting For (ao3) - xxDustNight88 Hermione/Draco M, 1k

Summary: They swore they were done. The music, and the way they still fit together, says otherwise.

[phanfictioncatalogue]

Getting Back Together (4) Masterlist

part one, part two, part three

Abstinence (ao3) - apoetacriminal

Summary: “Okay, so I love you. I love you very very much....” As soon as he said it Dan opened his eyes wide. He knew. “and I think we’re great together, but lately I feel like our relationship,” his voice broke, “It’s like, lately our relationship has been stuck. you know?” Dan nodded slowly. His eyes were watering. “And I feel like when we’re alone we act more like friends than boyfriends, and we never go out and...I,” Phil looked down.

“Just say it,” Dan whispered,

“I-I think we should break up,”

All Over Again (ao3) - roryonice

Summary: It’s almost Christmas, and Phil goes back to his hometown to win back his high school love after five and a half years.

All the sunlight of our past (ao3) - jestbee

Summary: YouTube is a mess.

Phil's been struggling with it for a while and has just taken a job as a video editor to make ends meet while he figures out whether he still loves it anymore.

Dan's channel has been dead ever since he started working at BBC Radio One and the two haven't seen each other in years.

During a chance meeting in 2019, Dan gets papped coming out of a gay club and his life is sent in to turmoil. He blames Phil, because it had been his idea to go there in the first place, so they're straight back to not talking.

The only recourse Dan has to salvage his career is to return to his YouTube channel after all these years and make a coming out video on his own terms. What he doesn't know is that Phil is the editor he just hired to help him with it.

And when we fall, I'll be missing you (ao3) - orphan_account

Summary: They're both tired of being apart, but have no idea how they're supposed to fix each other up again

Bullies and lies (ao3) - R3ad3r1

Summary: A breakup. Some bullies. Some lies, but in the end, love wins.

Coffee & Coming Home (ao3) - spacekidwithapen

Summary: the one in which Dan and Phil meet in a one-off chance in a coffee shop after years of pretending not to know each other, and forget why they ever split.

I Got One Less Prom Without You (ao3) - ticklishpickle

Summary: Dan Howell, boyfriend of Phil Lester, has always cared too much about what other people thought of him. And so it's no surprise that despite his complete infatuation with Phil, it takes him months to finally muster up the courage to come out to his friends. But hey! They're surprisingly okay with it- except for the part where they want him to bring a girl to prom instead of his own boyfriend. (Because popularity and stuff, or something)

And so he becomes Dan Howell, ex-boyfriend of Phil Lester. Watch him as he tries to get rid of the 'ex' part of that title.

is it casual now? (ao3) - r3dbull (orphan_account)

Summary: They break up but meet again.

Misunderstanding (ao3) - irphanfic (irawriting)

Summary: after PJ invites Phil to the cinema with him and encounters his ex-boyfriend there, what will happen between the two?

next to me (ao3) - afestivequest

Summary: “Well. Here we are.”

“You, me and everything between us,” Dan says, gesturing between them.

In 2014, Dan and Phil break up.

Five years later, Phil checks in.

plum (ao3) - twoheadlights (fizzfic)

Summary: "Have you ever woken up next to someone and been like, 'you know I don’t think this is going to work out'?"

things start to look a little different away from london. it gets phil thinking.

Rockin' Around The Christmas Tree (ao3) - sleepyslag (galacticneighbor)

Summary: Five years ago, Dan Howell broke his best friend's heart to pursue a music career.

Five years ago, Phil Lester left Manchester to start over in the US.

Now, weeks before Christmas and in the middle of Dan's latest tour, the two of them meet again when Dan winds up stranded in a small town in Pennsylvania. With Dan's tour postponed until after the holidays and Phil's community center at risk of shutting down, can the two exes come together to save it, or will the demands of Dan's career tear them apart again?

synchronicity (ao3) - hamartiawrites

Summary: Synchronicity is a concept which holds that events are "meaningful coincidences" if they occur with no casual relationship, yet seem to be meaningfully related.

Take a Picture (It'll Last Longer) (ao3) - phantasticworks (steddieworks)

Summary: Dan and Phil meet at 2 a.m. in a coffee shop. Phil is a photographer looking for a model, and Dan can't say no to pretty boys.

Talk Me Down (ao3) - MaeTaurus

Summary: The Amazing Tour is Not on Fire is over and all Dan wants to do is be reminded of why this all started in the first place.

Their World Alone (ao3) - orphan_account

Summary: Dan and Phil's journey from 2009 - 2018.

things we leave unspoken (ao3) - zvyozdochka (paperdaisies)

Summary: There were things Dan never expected Phil to find, and likewise, Phil never did tell Dan about the ring in his closet. After they collapsed in 2012, that wasn't exactly an option. But 2017 was a fresh start in so many ways- why not for them as well?

we were never in the park (ignoring tornado warnings) (ao3) - pasteldanhowells

Summary: After Phil leaves Dan, Dan starts seeing a therapist. Then, Phil comes back, and Dan starts lying to his therapist about him.

wikihow to stop a divorce (ao3) - ivorycastle

Summary: ❝(...) but then suddenly one day you make a life change, and the flames feel no different..❞

Willow (ao3) - starlight_kth

Summary: Sometimes, Dan just wishes he tried harder. Other times, he’s just happy he’s still loved by Phil.

You came in from the rain (ao3) - cemeterysociety

Summary: Dan and Phil see each other again on a random rainy day after not seeing each other for years after their break up, Dan thought Phil would never forgive him, but intertwined souls always find their way back to one another.

[aquavenus12]

Herbamystica Shipping Photoshoot

Arven and Aquavenus celebrating being back together. 🧡

[bruuukk]

AGAIN

Again, again, please do it again I’ve found my sweet lovee once again  So please please babyy again?

I know I left months ago Somehow I’m back again.  The months brought change  to both of our lives 

so can we meet again?

I hope you understand why I had to go I hope it doesn’t happen again, I never wanted to lose you before. I wanted you to miss me again

Again, again, please do it again draw again what should have been and make me beg for more.

[doomedhowell]

We’re Going To Be Okay

Summary: Dan and Phil have broken up, and things haven’t been the best. But, things go from bad to worse when Phil brings one of his ‘one night stands’ home with him.

Genre: Angst

Word Count: 1,846

Dan hadn’t been doing so well lately. Things have gone pretty shit ever since he and Phil broke up. They were doing so well the past couple years and then… they just started arguing over stupid little things. Dan couldn’t take it anymore, and he broke up with Phil. He hadn’t meant to.

And now, it’s too late to take it back.

Phil’s moved on, and it’s only been a couple months since the break up. But, Dan knows that Phil goes out and hooks up with random people, which totally isn’t like Phil. He’s not the type of person to have one night stands, but that’s all he’s been doing lately. He goes out, and comes back late at night.

Dan hates it. He absolutely hates thinking about Phil being with other people that isn’t him, but it’s not like he can say anything. He’s the reason they’re broken up. He just had to lose control and break up with Phil.

It isn’t until when Phil actually brought one of his dates home, when things went from bad to worse. It’s like Phil didn’t care about Dan’s feelings at all. He brought someone home, and didn’t even try hiding it.

Dan blinks a few times looks up from his laptop when he starts hearing noises. He had just been doing one of his late night wikipedia searches when he realizes Phil brought someone home. They weren’t being quiet at all.

Dan can hear Phil moaning, and can hear another man’s voice.

Dan quickly covers his ears, but it doesn’t help. He can still hear it. He groans and quickly reaches over to grab his headphones out of his drawers. He puts his headphones in and turns up music from his Spotify as loud as he possibly can until he can no longer hear Phil’s moans.

Dan didn’t really get any sleep that night. He went to sleep at 5am but still only slept for a couple of hours. He couldn’t get the thought of Phil’s moans out of his heads. He couldn’t believe Phil actually brought someone home.

Dan doesn’t leave his room until around the afternoon when his stomach finally started yelling at him to get up and get something to eat.

Dan grabs a bowl and his usual cereal, and grabs the milk out of the fridge. He’s almost done with pouring the milk when Phil walks into the kitchen.

“Hey,” Phil greets, as if nothing happened yesterday.

Dan doesn’t say anything. He can’t even look at Phil.

Phil looks over at Dan and raises his eyebrows. “You okay?” He asks curiously. Dan seems quieter than usual. Phil knows they haven’t been talking lately but sometimes he tries to make small talk with Dan and see how he’s doing.

Dan scoffs and shakes his head. “Like you fucking care,”

“Excuse me?” Phil asks, blinking a few times. “What’s that supposed to mean?”

Dan slams the milk down on the counter, not caring that he spilt milk all over the counter. He turns and looks at Phil angrily. “Don’t walk in here and act like you fucking care about my feelings when I know you don’t!”

“What are you talking about?” Phil asks, shocked at Phil’s outburst.

“Look, I don’t care that you’ve been seeing other people. You can do whatever the fuck you want. You’re a free man now. But you cross the line when you bring that shit home! You weren’t even thinking about my feelings when you did that. I would never one of my dates home and do that to you!”

Phil’s eyes suddenly widen, and his cheeks turn a bright shade of pink. “O-Oh. You…” He laughs nervously. “You heard that?” He fiddles with the hem of his shirt. “I’m… I’m sorry. I was drunk. I wasn’t thinking…”

“Being drunk doesn’t excuse the fact that you actually did that,” Dan snaps. “And I’ve had enough. I’m tired of feeling trapped in this house!”

Phil frowns. “What… What are you saying, Dan?” He asks.

“I’m moving out,” Dan mumbles, looking away from Phil. He just decided literally two seconds ago that he was moving out. He depends on Phil a lot, and the thought of being on his own scares the shit out of him, but what’s the point of staying with Phil? He’s afraid to walk in his own house because he doesn’t want to run into Phil. “I… I don’t know where or when, but I am eventually moving out. Unless we fix whatever this… thing, that’s going on. I can’t take it anymore.”

“Dan, no… wait-” He tries, walking closer to Dan. “Come on. Y-You don’t have to move out. We can talk about this. We can make things work.”

Dan takes a deep breath and looks up at Phil as his eyes start watering up. “Phil, please. This has been going on for months. We’re never going to work things out. Things aren’t how they used to be, and everybody knows it. Fuck, even the viewers have started noticing that things are different with us.”

“I… I’m not saying that we have to rekindle our relationship, but you’re my best friend. I can’t imagine living without my best friend,” Phil says.

“It’s too late, Phil. I’m sorry. I’m sorry I fucked everything up. I didn’t mean to,” Dan mumbles before turning and walking out of the kitchen.

Phil stands there, shocked. He stares at the bowl of cereal on the counter. He never thought the day would come when one of the two move out.

It’s less than a week later when Dan leaves the apartment for the first time in months. PJ has a guest bedroom and is kind enough to leave Dan stay there for a little while until he can find an apartment on his own.

“Thanks for letting me stay here,” Dan mumbles as he stands with PJ in his living room. “Are you sure Sophie is okay with this? I don’t wanna…”

PJ rolls his eyes. “Dan, shut up. Sophie loves you just as much as I do. You’ll always be welcomed to stay here. I just… can’t believe you guys are really over. I thought you were going to make things work?”

Dan sighs and looks up at PJ sadly. “He brought someone home, and I had to listen to them have sex in the room next to me, Peej. That was the last straw. Phil didn’t care until I said that I was moving out.”

PJ frowns. “That doesn’t sound like something Phil would do,” he says.

“I guess we don’t know Phil very well after all,” Dan shrugs.

PJ clears his throat. “So, um… let’s go to the guest bedroom,” he stands up with Dan and leads the way to the guest bedroom. “The bathroom is right there and everything you need will be in it. You know, shampoo and towels and all that stuff. I know you said you wouldn’t be here very long but we want you to be as comfortable as possible after all the crap you’ve been through.”

Dan blushes. “Thanks, Peej. This really means a lot to me. I think I’ll finally be able to get a good night’s sleep, you know?”

PJ smiles at him. “I just wanna help you get back up on your feet,” he says.

Dan pulls PJ into a warm hug. “Thanks, man. I appreciate this so much,”

**

Phil hates being in the house without Dan around. It’s too quiet, and there’s no one to talk to. They haven’t been talking lately but at least there was always the option to go talk to Dan. And now, there’s no one.

“Peej, please let me talk to him,” Phil begs.

“Phil, that’s not a good idea. Besides, he’s not here,” PJ sighs.

“What?” Phil frowns. “Where is he then?”

“I think he went to go confirm paperwork for the apartment he picked out, or something like that. He was in a rush when he told me so I-”

“Apartment?” Phil gasps. “No, no, no. He can’t move into a new apartment!”

“Why did you let him leave, Phil?” PJ asks. “He gave you plenty of opportunities to talk with him, and instead… you out with other people.”

“I don’t know!” Phil yells, pulling out his hair. “I messed up, and now I lost the single most important person in my life. I can’t live without him, Peej.”

“Dan’s going to be back by 5, so I suggest you get your butt over here and make things better before Dan officially moves into his new apartment.”

“I’ll be there as soon as I can,” Phil says before hanging up on PJ.

Phil grabs his shoes, his keye and his phone. He doesn’t waste any time in heading straight to PJ’s house. It’s 4:50 now. Dan will be there any minute.

“Is he here?” Phil pants once PJ opens the door.

PJ raises his eyebrows as he watches Phil. “Did you run here?” He asks.

“No, I’m not stupid,” Phil rolls his eyes. “Peej, is Dan here?”

PJ bites his lip and glances back into the house, before looking back at Phil. “Yeah, he just got here…” He says. “Come in.” He allows Phil into the house, and leads him to the living room, where Dan is sitting on the couch. “Dan?”

“Yeah?” Dan asks as he looks up at PJ. “What’s up?”

PJ steps aside, revealing Phil. “Someone’s here to see you,”

Dan drops his phone, and he slowly stands up from the couch. “Phil…?”

“I was an idiot, Dan,” Phil begins as he walks closer to Dan. “I should have never done that to you and I’m so…” He takes a deep breath. “I’m so sorry.” His eyes begin to water up. “I wasn’t thinking about your feelings. I hate things got this far and I should have been a better person.”

Dan stares at him with wide eyes, before scoffing. “You… You think you can just walk on in here and make this big apology statement and expect me to forgive you just like that?” He yells, throwing his arms up.

Phil frowns. “I couldn’t let you go without trying,” he whispers. “I need you, Dan. I need you to come back and… I want us to try again.”

Dan takes a deep breath. “I’d hate to admit it,” he whispers. “But, yeah… I need you to, Phil. Like, what was I fucking thinking buying a new apartment? I can’t live on my own. I can hardly survive two days without you!”

Phil chuckles as tears begin to form in his eyes. “God, I love you so much,” he pulls Dan into a hug and wraps his arms around him tightly.

Dan buries his face in Phil’s chest and lets out a sob. “I need you,”

“It’s okay, bear. It’s okay,” Phil whispers as he continues to hold onto Dan. “We’re going to be okay. We’ll work on making things better.”

PJ sighs in relief as he watches the two, relieved that they finally made up.

[alicepeople]

I got my king 

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