Screaming in Silence

My insecurities surround me like lions in the den.And I feel like I'm losing touch with what I am again. Slowly, I remember why I cannot pretend.

[screamiingsiilence]

screamingsilence - selective. medium activity. independent multi muse blog. penned by ana (she/her), 31 years old, central time zone. this blog will contain dark and triggering content. smut heavy. i do not interact with all female blogs. i am also non smut friendly. hate will not be tolerated. i do have discord but do not write on there. minors dni.

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[sweetfridays]

♡ BARRY KEOGHAN please please please music video bts

[screamiingsiilence]

I am very tentatively making a return to indie since I am finally feeling a bit better. I do owe a few drafts but this is going to be a one liner starter call for the muses listed below the cut! Please let me know which you'd prefer in the comments!

Elias Ward. 25-30. heterosexual. spicy content creator. jacob elordi fc.

Billie Dearden. 25-30. bisexual. bartender. ella purnell fc.

Harlow Webb. 40-45. heterosexual. architect. adam driver fc.

Dove Burgess. 25-30. bisexual. burlesque dancer. sydney sweeney fc.

Winston Booth. 25-30. heterosexual. artist. tom holland fc.

Caroline Danvers. 25-30. heterosexual. nurse. madelyn cline fc.

Wyatt Dearden. 30-35. heterosexual. author. logan lerman fc.

Alicia Cardenas. 20-25. bicurious. film student. jenna ortega fc.

Edmund Lee. 25-30. heterosexual. store clerk. christopher briney fc.

Clover Parrow. 20-25. bicurious. student. lola tung fc.

Kane Sutton. 25-30. heterosexual. photographer. nicholas galitzine fc.

Willow Tirel. 25-30. bisexual. sugar baby. madison beer fc.

[sersh]

FLORENCE PUGH TIME Magazine’s Next Generation Leaders, May 2023

[fatherkoffin]

Imagine having your legs spread for a touch starved priest, inviting him to stroke your cunt. His fingers shake and he's so nervous until they make contact and he breathes a shaky sigh of wonder. Imagine guiding his hand and praising him as you show him just how to please you. He can't even speak as your slick coats his fingers. Imagine the sharp intake of breath as you reach into his pants to stroke his cock. He stammers weak prayers, begging for god's forgiveness as you kiss the corner of his mouth and grind into his fingers. He can't take much more and holds your hips as you stroke him, forcing you to grind on his thigh in order to get off. When you've finished he hides his face as he cums, moaning pathetically.

[screamiingsiilence]

i've been sick since last friday. i'm finally starting to feel better so i'm hoping i'll have the energy to write within a few days. i'm sorry to those that have been waiting on replies from me!

[madisonbeersource]

madisonbeer: make you mine song n lyric visualizer out now 🤸🤍

[boykavalier]

INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE 2.06 "Like the Light by Which God Made the World Before He Made Light"

[screamiingsiilence]

@scarletsxnss sent: “let me get a good look at you.”

the whole day had been a bit confusing for alicia. he had sent her out with some of the women he used to work with. all of them had been very friendly and oddly touchy. they had so many questions and she didn't understand it. they had gone shopping and she had felt like a doll being pushed into the fitting room. she had been put in so many outfits that she had felt weren't something that she would have chosen before. they had all insisted that her daddy would like it. maybe they were right but she didn't know.

she had been surprised when she got home to see that he wasn't home. she wasn't too sure what to think but she felt like it might be a test. her new "friends" had insisted they pick out an outfit for her. she couldn't bring herself to say no. purely because her daddy had made sure that the world no was erased from her vocabulary. she found herself sitting on the bed by the time they left. butterflies were in her belly as she wondered where he was. she wasn't used to being left alone.

her eyes widened when she realized she heard his car. she had to stop herself from rushing to the front door. instead she waited and in minutes he was standing in the doorway. her face flushed at his words but she slowly uncrossed her legs only to stand upright. her body was decorated by a skirt that was more or less a belt. a red transparent bralette and the collar was on her neck. she couldn't help but want to cover up but didn't. instead she clasped her hands behind her back and gave him her best shy smile," do you like it?"

[screamiingsiilence]

@scarletsxnss sent: “are you wearing my shirt? it looks good on you.”

it had to be near two in the morning or so. odessa hadn't been feeling the greatest earlier in the day. she had asked if she could just rest but she knew eddie wanted to spend time with alessia. she knew that ozzie was still working like mad in his studio. she had fallen asleep only to wake up to see she was still alone. at first she had tried to just roll back over to get more sleep. she realized that it wasn't going to happen so she decided that she wanted some sort of snack.

she hadn't thought twice about what she was wearing. the oversized burberry sweater that decorated her frame. due to her height, the hem came just a few inches above her knees. she was doing her best to not make too much noise as she found some chocolate chip cookie dough. she used to bake when she was younger but it had been a long while. after locating some cookie sheets, she was getting to work. only to freeze when she heard," princess?"

her eyes widened and she lifted her head up to see ozzie standing there, looking confused. her face turned bright red as she set the ball of dough onto the pan," i thought you were in your studio." he seemed to be staring at her and then he broke the silence. her face turned even more flushed as she glanced down at herself," it was comfy and smells like you."

[femalestunning]

alisha boe via instagram

[mcflymemes]

PROMPTS FOR LOTS AND LOTS OF FLIRTING ♡ *  assorted dialogue, adjust as necessary

what did you think after our first kiss?

what did i do to deserve you?

what are you craving right now?

i can't stop thinking about you.

you can't do that and expect me not to kiss you!

i never believed in true love until i met you.

sometimes i can't get enough of you.

my days get brighter when i think of you.

don't get mad if i fall asleep on you.

will you be mine?

you make my head spin and my knees shake.

i like it when we hold hands.

i want to grow old with you.

how do i look in your shirt?

that was really adorable.

let's skip the small talk and go straight to flirting.

i've been thinking about you all morning.

what did you think of our first date?

i could stare into your eyes forever.

come here. let me hold you for a while.

sorry, i got lost in your eyes. can you say that again?

i love your laugh.

i had a dream about you last night.

i want to spend the rest of my life by your side.

are you in the mood to have some fun?

how much skin is too much skin to show on our date tonight?

can i take you on a date?

do that again. that was really cute.

was it good for you?

you're really hot. just thought you should know.

how can you resist this face?

want to be my little spoon?

nobody understands me like you do.

i'm trying to flirt with you, but clearly it's not working.

you're so cute.

you don't know what you do to me.

i don't know what i'd do without you.

when can i see you again?

my bed smells like you.

i hope you feel the same way.

how about we take this to the bedroom?

you drive me crazy.

are you wearing my shirt? it looks good on you.

let me give you a nice, long massage.

you mean a lot to me.

you're pretty irresistable.

have you been flirting this whole time?

i thought about your smile today.

why don't you come sit with me? there's plenty of room.

it's okay if you fall asleep on me.

stay close to me.

you make everything brighter.

it's you. it's only ever going to be you.

you're cute when you blush.

i don't want to share you with anyone.

i wish i could wake up next to you every morning.

you make it hard to focus.

hey, i'm not the one with the cute smile! you are!

want to try that again?

you are my whole world.

i miss the taste of your kiss.

want to make them jealous?

i was counting down the minutes until i saw you.

you're my favorite type of distraction.

i think i'm addicted to you.

don't worry, i make a great pillow.

you're a great hugger.

you make all my dreams come true.

i can't stop thinking about last night.

i never want to know a world without you.

ever since i met you... i haven't stopped thinking about you.

you're more than enough.

let me get a good look at you.

i love everything about you.

you're a very special person.

you have amazing hands.

i promise you a weekend you'll never forget.

i have something special planned for tonight.

you're cute when you get like that.

oh no. not the puppy dog pout. you know i can't resist that.

i saw this and thought of you, so i had to get it.

[screamiingsiilence]

i have a summer cold..so i've been doing a lot of sleeping but i am awake now, on my couch and i'm going to see if i can get some writing done.

[sabrinasource]

SABRINA CARPENTER via Instagram (June 13, 2024)

[yoariana]

[neverbeyours]

THE BOY IS MINE. ♡

[sersh]

ELLA PURNELL Hair styled by Kiley Fitzgerald for New York Magazine, May 2024