queen E.

[screamintothevoidd]

At the end of the day, all that really matters is the people who will feel numbing devastation over your cold dead body.

Like their own breath has been sucked dry from their lungs.

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So you went out into the world, and gave your heart to another,in the name of love.

Then, after a while, they gave it back to you beaten and mangled.

So you retreated within and decided that you would build a fortress around your heart so that you may never experience pain again.

I ask you, are you now protected or imprisoned in a cage of your own making ?

[screamintothevoidd]

Does unnatural survival feel normal to you ?

Are you uncomfortable resting ?

Uncomfortable being still ?

Uncomfortable feeling deeply ?

Can you sit in chaos for years but five minutes of silence with yourself feels unbearable ?

[silence removes distraction. And when distraction disappears, you finally hear what has been happening inside of you the whole time.]

[screamintothevoidd]

Many have died; you also will die. The drum of death is being beaten. The world has fallen in love with a dream. Only sayings of the wise will remain.

Kabir, The Bijak of Kabir .

🪘

[screamintothevoidd]

Today, I cried under the rain. Among many things, I yearned to see the jacaranda trees in full bloom this time of the year.

[screamintothevoidd]

Find more of my work @faintinggoats.xo on IG 🤍 show love.

[screamintothevoidd]

But really, isn't it a great blessing to not get what you thought you wanted?

[screamintothevoidd]

August 6th, today I cried because I'm lonely and I couldn't k*ll myself . Then I had a bowl of wings.

[screamintothevoidd]

I left the war for the garden between right and wrong. I am in full bloom now.

[spacewonder19]

25 Brightest Stars ©

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I had been away from home for so long

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It was a Monday in May, 26th May, to be exact.

I remember sitting beneath the skies and watching the birds

Doing what I can only describe as synchronised flying

That's the day I finally became untethered from you.

The day I became a free woman.

[screamintothevoidd]

Do you think stars collide on nights like this ?

[screamintothevoidd]

Let the dark times catalyse your expansion 🖤

[screamintothevoidd]

Flip the switch, then the light comes on

It may blind your eyes, but don't you worry

Your eyes will adjust to the light

Then, you will see.

[screamintothevoidd]

May you think of things (from the most mundane to the most phenomenal. The beautiful and ugly. The bitter and the sweet) and feel WONDER. Not 'fear', or 'darkness' or 'heavy'. Be filled with JOY, explosive JOY and GRATITUDE. Because WOW!

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I love the way love feels with you 🤍

-mr