#raw thoughts

[snowthats-crazy2]

Just wanting to hear all those naughty thoughts that are in your mind. Don’t hold back.

[weare-stillhuman]

You keep blaming yourself for not fixing what was never yours to fix.

S~ushuman

[share-the-damn-bed]

I am still sorting through so much but to offer my genuine, hopeful take: the headbonk of love scene (yes it is still that) is filled with so much genuine love and hope that to write it off as merely a breakup up is a disservice to the beauty of the scene.

The focus on love, unconditional, with no caveats, past and present is beautiful.

Their confessions to one another demonstrate a deep understanding of one another and it just feels like them so much that it made me cry in joy.

I know a lot of people are focused on the quotes from the People interview, but this quote from their interview with Variety sums up what I think is the most obvious writing choice here: Jonathan and Nancy need to separate themselves from their shared trauma to have any of hope of a relationship in the future.

To me, this makes it obvious that the plan is for them to chase their dreams after the final battle while loving and supporting each other in the way they can by doing what they need to on their own before coming back to one another, knowing what who they are and what they want without the pressure of shared trauma feeling like it’s forcing their hand, and then having a “I know what I want now, I want us, I choose us.” Moment.

Because that was the most in love, hopeful break up I’ve ever witnessed. And that’s not for nothing.

Side note: having the duffer brothers confirm this so explicitly in the people article instead of letting it be this vague thing like it is in the show tells me they want us to see them as broken up for a reason. That they will have some narrative pay off for their clear separation here. And I think it’s for their inevitable reunion.

[jardinprincess]

need my tiddies groped and sucked on til i cum

[presidentdill]

Endless, however, is my baby. It was the first album I had ever heard that had lines with a man loving another man. I wouldn't say my mind was blown at first, but I remember thinking—being uncomfortable. It was like I was at church being talked about, but my name was never mentioned.

It's not the gayest album ever, but me being in the closet and hearing someone be bisexual—how I always wanted to be—did something to me.

I remember hating how I couldn't fully connect with an artist ’cause they weren't queer. Frank was such an easy cop-out for me, but in return, he helped me find so much of myself.

Thank you, Frank, for helping me confirm something in myself and helping me feel.

Commes des garçons

[naruhate]

I just had a random revelation like Phoenix just reunited with Trucy’s dad and they were going to play a poker game together like the good times, and his ass probably thought “yayy Trucy’s dad is alive and well” until her dad hit a woman on the back of her neck AND THEN Kristoph bonked him on the head and admitted to it on the phone call. Can’t imagine Phoenix’s reaction like “🧍‍♂️ 🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️HUH?? What just happened.” It’s been 7 years and he might’ve thought Kristoph was done with being evil but nope, he came back on the scene just to silence the loose ends. But the fact that he’s leaving Phoenix and Trucy out of actual harm, when he was willing to murder Trucy’s blood ties, to Phoenix that must’ve been worse than actually hurting him. 😭 I wanna cry just thinking about it. The betrayal he felt on the spot must have been insurmountable. I don’t blame him for acting like a douche the rest of the game, for all we know he could’ve been kinda chill but slightly depressed dad right up until the start of Apollo Justice. After Kristoph did that though, he’s dead set on retribution. You could see flames in his eyes whenever he glares at the camera. Phoenix has always been that kind of guy though, like I’m chill until you hurt any of my beloved people. That’s why we all love him 💙

[not-your-average-flower]

Aedion Ashryver is a hell of a character. Change my mind.

Aedion Ashryver is an absolute emotional and moral powerhouse of the entire series.

The guy:

is loyal to the point of pain – literally and emotionally. In "QoS" when he knew he would be sentenced to death but still he wanted to die on his own terms and damn it, he almost succeeded! His determination to die with dignity, on his own terms, without mercy, without self-pity, without begging – THAT'S CHARACTER. He knew he had broken the rules of Adarlan. And seriously – he was one step away from leaving with such a bang that only Aelin could stop him at the last moment and change the course of history. And Aelin entered this scene. He had already accepted his fate. He wanted to die like a hero, but he is still alive and our beloved S J Maas allows him to be ridden even more. Now he has to live, fight, love, fail, torment himself… and grow as a human being. Because life is a harder road than death.

Carries tons of trauma with pride and jokes on his lips. 14 years old taking part in a historic battle? Put on his CV. Orphanhood and loss of family? No problem. Despite this, he still listened to others and acted for his beloved cousin even though he didn't know if she was alive at all, he was willing to die for her even before he knew she was alive,

created an internal, silent resistance movement before it was fashionable: LOSS

didn't have time to enjoy time his beloved cousin who definitly will makes his hair turn gray

lost his Blood Oath, Aelin,unknowingly, deprived him of the only dream he had for himself and despite everything he was proud to fight alongside Rowan, even though Aedion himself is a fucking legend

turns out that his mixed heritage is not just a part of his blood but actually half of it! And that from a warrior he's a fan of

met his Old Man, one of the last people connected to him by blood but hated him for leaving his Mother

unconscious humiliation by his beloved Aelin at the end of "EoS" That wasn't a plan. It was a continuation of his trauma - dressed up as "reason". And that with a woman he started to feel something for. Because let's be clear: he didn't want to be the "solution". He wanted to be loved. And what did he get? Duty. Again.

He deserves his own whole trilogy. He wanted to be loved unconditionally and once again he became a sword.

Sarah, for fuck's sake, give him his own book 🐺💔