⚡I See Things In My Mind⚡

Mexican-American, ace-spec, autistic, ✝️, & 20y-old gal. I envy other works (in the "benign" way), but I'm a bit of a *multi-fandom* artist and an occasional writer too. I may come up with anything that feels fun, but there's also ways to speak up for anything important.

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And that's not all... You're welcome.

PS, That goes to transphobes, stalkers and abusers too!

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No More Knives...

TRUE LOVE 4-EVA!

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Or THAT

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There's something else I thought of...

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For one moment, if you try to speak up for whoever wants (or even needs) help, you'd get someone else who'd ask you to do something for them that you can't even do...

I'm not saying you should stop supporting those who are in trouble, even if it's either fake or real (I usually believe that those cries are real), it's just that you've gotta at least try something else to help out, say it's the responsible's faults for putting everyone out of whack and not doing anything (with their power) to give what they need to live on.

If money can't solve every problem, then it should be voice.

I'm sorry, I don't know how to speak up yet, but I hear the damage out there and if it gets worse... this is starting to feel like hell, doesn't it?

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That's one of the pics of Mexico I got for a while... (I usually vacation there!) Happy Cinco de Mayo.

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Never actually watched it but I'm bored, kinda lonely and insane enough to come up with this... "redo thing". Help.

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Hey, I'm just curious: what do you feel about old art?

I mean, I'm aware that some of you feel bad for them (it looks off and it feels like it's better not seen much), and I understand how style changes. And for a fact, anyone can wish that something or someone would stay the same (we can be nostalgic to childhood sometimes) but we usually forget that change is something natural, something we control and don't.

Still, when I look at my old sketches and colored works, it gives me a feeling like "wow, I can't believe I imagined that and worked on that"! Most of those I did made me chuckle and smile at them (sometimes, to be honest, I don't feel proud of what I was interested in). Yet there're some works that are lost, like a 2D-3D digital painting that's based on my mother's childhood drawing (it was made in Paint 3D, from my old school laptop, so neither of them are available to me anymore). I still try to recall my childhood dreams and "zone-outs", but it can be a sad thing.

That's why I would sometimes redraw my old works, making them new, and sometimes just look at them to make my day. Again, how do you feel about yours?

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Wouldn't it be lovely if you would remember talking and sharing to a friend, only to flutter off and grow them away, grade by grade, and have rarely anyone left to be fabulous with again?

Wouldn't it be nice if your father, an angel, just flew away for another manly bride to steal, leaving your human mother and the rest she had, the nephilim like you, to drown away with a feeling that you've prayed to a wrong being all along?

Wouldn't it be fun if you come out of your closet to cry out your favorite colors... Only when the room is empty because anyone outside each has a lock and key, a chance to put you back in there and leave you as a skeleton?

Wouldn't that be?

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Hey, remember this?

I was hoping that the players might go onto another "suggested" adventure and... Uhhh...

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Back in Mexico, I found an old notebook full of sketches; I might be thinking of something out of this one...

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That dog's depressed... NO PROBLEM!

Figure out who's who for me :)

Bonus Stuff!

*If you thought about this mix, you're not alone; not even you, @anastheseus!*

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Hi, I'm back.

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Still stuck having ideas like... This 👇

Behind the scene.

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Here:

Save it for Valentine's Day.