you deserve to be at peace with being alive

tessa/25

[persianmom-deactivated20260602]

you really do have to learn how to forgive yourself for all of it

[vangoghcore]

by rajasuokasper

[antimasculist]

at work: i could be cooking and cleaning and coding and reading and working out and weaving tapestries and playing video games and climbing a mountain and having sex and filming a movie right now yet they keep me trapped in this prison. idle hands are the devils plaything and i am being forcibly molded into his perfect conduit. i must break free, seize the day and waste not the beauty inherent to finite mortal life

at home: my one true passion upon this pointless earth is bog mummy imitation

[christmasxmas]

[tomhoppusdelonge]

[me, fumbling a social interaction] oh lovely. another haunting addition to the collection

[ihopeucomehomesoon]

homesick for an alternate timeline

[forgivent]

[lelif]

on survival

-// @aridante // @orivu // @buzzkillgirls // ? // ? // richard siken// @cemeterything // moomin, tove jansson// @disenchanted-killjoy // isn't that enough, shawn mendes// @ prettytheyswag on twitter// @ coletyumuch on twitter// ? // ? // bird by bird, anne lamott// undertale// @strawberrycircuits

[ego-sum-deus-fractus]

"Sometimes I wish I could go back in time, just to feel the happiness that comes with childhood."

──── ୨୧ ────

"On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous": A 2019 debut novel by Ocean Vuong // Quote by Alain de Botton // Quote by Ryan O'Connell // "I Remember, I Remember": A poem by Thomas Hood // Scar tissue from "Scar tissue": A book by Charles Wright // The Society of Dead poets on Instagram // Quote by Louise Gluck // The Wanderer on Instagram // "A Nostalgic Life": A book by Cyril Connolly// "Noggin": A book by John Corey Whaley.

[scriptxrient]

i pick up my phone and draft a message to you, just to backspace all my words and turn the phone off. then i turn it back on and repeat the whole process again.

next thing i knew its been 3 years.

I miss you lots.

I have books to return to you.

[loulooser]

Can’t wait to not sleep at all on September 11th

[spinostarz]

i know ur from the uk(?) but reading this as an american is really really funny

[loulooser]

why 😭 it’s about twenty one pilots???? Their new album is out sep 12th????

[jarsjam]

THERE'S TWENTY ONE THIS TIME???

[enii]

Suddenly...

[sourdough-seal]

hyperfixation please stay with me long enough to complete the project. hyperfixation do not fade. hyperfixation finish what you started for the love of god

[philophobicss]

[geryone]

Fauna, Richard Siken

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— v, excerpts from a book i’ll never write #2 (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

[ashstfu]

i don’t think people understand how much of life is grief. not just people dying, but losing the version of yourself you thought you’d become. grieving the city you had to leave. the friends you lost not in argument, but in silence. the summer that will never come back. the feeling that maybe you peaked at 12 when you were reading books under the covers and believing in forever