Some infinities are bigger than other infinities.

Tell me something I can hold on to forever and never let go.

[feilcityqueen]

Felicity’s pink hair appreciation requested by felicity-smoak-is-my-goddess

[sdaulissa]

Happy New Year

Nadia: swayed her hips, eyes glued to Quinn's as she danced. When Quinn's hands touched her leg, her smile only widened and she stepped closer. Nadia was standing between Quinn's legs, staring down at hazel eyes. The years of dancing from Nadia's past taught her how to move, how to provoke a reaction in the person in front of her. And Quinn made her feel extremely sexy, even drunk out of their minds and dancing sloppily. Nadia tugged down the sleeves of her dress as slowly as she could muster, taking her time to reveal her body to the blonde girl.

Quinn: had first thought about just grabbed Nadia and tossing her back on the couch, ravaging her body until neither of them could stand it. But then as she watched Nadia dancing, she became slowly entranced. Every sway of her hip drew her in, and as her fingers went through her hair, how Quinn wanted to be those fingers. She drew her fingers up Nadia's hips, settling on them as she held her breath. She was lost in the moment, in Nadia, and she knew nothing could pull her out. "Come here," she said softly, beckoning the other with a wag of her finger. She wanted to kiss Nadia more than she wanted to breathe.

[sdaulissa]

Happy New Year

Nadia: would know when to pull back if she was sober. But being as drunk as they both were, whatever inhibitions they might have were long gone. She was a lot more touchy feely than she normally would be. The little giggle that came out of the blonde was probably the cutest thing she had ever heard. Her arm tightened around Quinn, face leaning down to meet the girl's kiss. "I can do that." Nadia laughed, letting out a quiet sigh when Quinn's lips moved to her jaw. She pulled back enough to tug Quinn along with her, guiding the both of them toward the couch. With a small kiss, Nadia pushed Quinn down on the couch, glancing down at her as she downed her own glass of champagne. Once it was empty, Nadia set it down on the side, a devilish little grin on her lips as she started swaying to the beat coming from the stereo, arms raised over her head.

Quinn: spilled her champagne as she fell back onto the couch but the sight of Nadia's swaying body left very little of her to care about it. She bit down on her bottom lip, watching the other's hips as she moved. Who needed Times Square to celebrate the new year when she had this very incredible living room with this very incredible Nadia. She finished what was left of her drink and set the glass down, sitting forward slightly so she could cup her hand against Nadia's thigh and move it slowly, if not possessively, up to her hip and then back down again. It was the hottest dance Quinn had ever seen and she was pretty sure she'd seen a lot. Her nails grazed down Nadia's leg, toying with her as her insides swirled with excitement.

[sdaulissa]

Happy New Year

Nadia: wasn't sure what time it was by then, but it didn't matter. Bottle after bottle, she and Quinn had spent the night dancing, lost in the feeling. In all honesty, Nadia couldn't remember the last time she had felt so well. She wasn't planning on making a big deal out of it. But Quinn insisted, and she wasn't able to say no. And now she was damn glad she didn't. A grin crossed her lips when another champagne glass landed in her hand, stumbling forward when Quinn tugged on her dress. Nadia's arm immediately circled the other girl's waist, swaying with her. "How about..." Nadia pretended to think for a moment, forehead resting against the other girl's with a teasing grin. "Making you scream a lot more than I did last year?"

Quinn: didn't like to show more than she had to. It was part of her ability to survive whatever life threw her way. If she didn't care, it didn't hurt when she lost it. A big part of her tried to pretend she didn't care about Nadia but the more drinks she had in her, the less she wanted to hide it, and as soon as those words came from kissable lips, Quinn was a goner. "I think that's an excellent resolution," she giggled, drawing her lips over Nadia's in a brief kiss that tasted of alcohol. "That should be your resolution every year," she suggested playfully, spreading a few kisses along Nadia's jaw and then nipping her earlobe before pulling back to down half the glass.

[sdaulissa]

Happy New Year

Quinn: had lost count of how much champagne she drank but she knew that since the night had began, she and Nadia had put away quite a few bottles. They all lay empty in the sink. Quinn added to the pile, filling up two glasses with the last of another bottle, before walking back into the living room. The television was muted but the New Year's Eve celebrations lit up the screen. Music pounded headily from the stereo, loud and insistent. Handing the glass to Nadia, Quinn curled her fingers into the girl's dress and pulled her close enough so her mouth was against the other's ear. "Any resolutions this year?" She asked, delighting in the warmth of the other's body.

[northshoremindset]

[sdaujaney]

Nadia and Quinn’s New Year’s Eve @sdaulissa

[sdaulissa]

sdaujaney:

“So I see. Looks like you’re trying to run New York dry.” Marley laughed as she sat next to him. She couldn’t quite judge him. She had been his drinking companion just hours earlier. So instead of being weary around him, she felt…some sort of comfort. At the very least, she wasn’t acting like her typical bitchy self. “That’s what I came here for, isn’t it? I sure as hell didn’t come here for your pretty face.” Her tone was mocking, but her expression was soft; cheerful even.

Her sister was alive. There was a part of his brain that told him it meant he should be happy for her. But the other part was drowning and it was easier to ignore it then to keep afloat. With a half smile, Theo reached into his pocket and pulled out a container. Popping it open, he asked, “pill or powder, I have it in both. I’d say pill if you don’t want the taste but powder hits faster.”

[sdaujaney]

“Thanks for letting come over. I brought you a Christmas gift.” Marley smiled as she held up the bottle of vintage whiskey she snuck out of Daddy’s liquor cabinet on her way out. @sdaulissa

[sdaulissa]

“Oh yeah,” Theo said in a slightly bleary voice. “It’s Christmas.” He’d known it but it had slipped his mind after hours of drugs and alcohol. “Merry Christmas to me,” he said as he reached for the bottle. “Good timing too. I just ran out.” Theo opened the bottle and took a swig. “You want something a little harder?”

[sdaulissa]

TEXT MESSAGE || MARLEY

MARLEY: Maybe later today we could meet up. See how good it is.

THEO: yeah I’m down

THEO: I have a place in the city. I’ll text you the address. I’ll be there all day. Stop by whenever.

[sdaulissa]

TEXT MESSAGE || MARLEY

MARLEY: I think I'm good for now. I'm not freaking out anymore.

MARLEY: At least for now.

MARLEY: Thanks for...you know.

THEO: Whenever you need it. I have plenty. New shit too. gGot this morning. Trying it out.

THEO: It's cool.

[sdaulissa]

TEXT MESSAGE || MARLEY

MARLEY: It's fine. I didn't have my phone on me until now anyway.

MARLEY: She's...alive. They think she'll be okay.

THEO: That's cool.

THEO: Celia's isn't. But why would I tell you that? Why would I tell anyone? No one knew we were whatever we were. And now she's dead. [DELETED]

THEO: I have more stuff if you need it.

[sdaulissa]

I yelled at her... on her voicemail. I was pissed that I had to take dad’s shit after she didn’t show up for Christmas Eve dinner and I yelled at her.. And now she’s.. Why did I yell at her? @sdaumanda

[sdaulissa]

Everything happened so fast. Two nights ago, I could count the days I had left on one hand, and now.. It still feels like a dream. Did it really happen?

@sdaumanda

[sdaulissa]

TEXT MESSAGE || MARLEY

THEO: Sorry I didn't check in.

THEO: How's your sister?

[sdaulissa]

A Million Dreams

Ruby: had a calendar that she kept hidden under her pillow. Ever since she'd decided that she'd stop treatments and go home, she started it. The night of Christmas Eve, when she went to sleep, there was only one week left. The days were marked off with X's as each night came. Every morning was the same. Wake up, visit with mom, check up with Dr. Anderson, tests, wash, rinse, repeat. But she was woken up Christmas morning in whirlwind. She was sure it was a dream when the doctor told her that they'd found a heart, and it was time. When she was taken back into the operating room and a mask placed on her face, her last thought was that this could be the last day of her life and she suddenly wanted more time. It was dark and her body was heavy, eyes blurry as she started to open them. A person was in the chair next to her bed... her sister... "Marley?" she said but the dryness of her voice made the sound no more than a scratchy whisper.

[sdaulissa]

VOICEMAIL

THEO: Cee, come on. You can't ignore me all day. [sigh] Look, I was a dick. You caught me off guard when you told me you were-- I didn't mean to make it seem like you did it on purpose or anything. I just... I'm sorry, okay? I know someone that happened to and I hated the idea of her going through it alone and shit so.. so call me and we can talk about it. Figure something out. Just call me, alright? Bye.

[sdaulissa]

Christmas Timeline

Because we’ve both been so busy lately and won’t be able to write everything, Janey and I wanted to post a timeline of a few things that happened Christmas Eve/Christmas Day. @sdaujaney @sdaumanda

Christmas Eve

7 pm: Celia calls Theo to meet her

9 pm: They fight after Celia tells him she thinks she’s pregnant

9:15 pm: Upset from the fight, Celia takes off.

9:30 pm: Theo blows off family to get high.

11 pm: Celia gets hit by a drunk driver, is DOA.

Christmas 

12:15 am: The Clarington parents arrive at the hospital

12:50 am: Theo calls Celia, no answer. 

1:17 am: The Rose’s discover there’s a compatible heart

1:30 am: Scared about surgery, Marley calls Theo for drugs.

1:43 am: Ruby goes into surgery

2:02 am: Marley and Theo meet up, get high, party.

3:00 am: Clarington parents call their other children to tell them

6:58 am: Ruby is out of surgery and put in recovery