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i hate you ableism i hate you prank shows i hate you netflix i hate you prank encounters i hate you split party episode i hate you scaring people for fun i hate you mental illness horror tropes i hate you hiring popular kids to host your shitty shows so people will judge you less i hate you rich actors who choose to go along with it when you can afford not to

#prank encounters #ngl i did enjoy some of the episodes and i watched them all #but i just watched the last episode of s1 and it was a complete train wreck #the amount of ableism they crammed into it was ridiculous #they should have steered clear of the ableism and common phobias and stalkers #and intervened early when people were getting too scared #they should have offered free counselling to all the prank victims too just in case tbh #and stuck with the spooky unrealistic stuff #ableism #anyway as someone with ocd and trauma that split party episode really pissed me off

justiceamberheard

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#this #this case is triggering for me so i'm not keeping up with it in detail but #whenever i look into it it's so clear that he's the abuser #fuck #how can people still support him idfk #hoping the tides will turn soon #tw abuse #tw misogyny #tw ableism

I haven't posted much lately because I've been working on my mental health and it's been going well. But anyways... Sometimes I realise I need to take a break from fandom because I see a picture of someone who is 'more successful' than me and it fills me with irritation and dislike lmao. I never act on this jealousy in negative ways towards the person (because people who do that suck lol) but yeah I can acknowledge it as jealousy and step away. So... Here I am, focusing on my own life and acknowledging those feelings at the same time 👍

I keep compromising my boundaries for people who repeatedly violate them and it makes me sick to my fucking stomach.

#i fucking hate this i'm losing my fucking mind #people won't fucking stop until they own you completely #fuck

clusterb-itch

#this #executive dysfunction #trauma

tfw when someone is like 'mean traumatised people deserve love too' like bruh you're being mean to someone who also has trauma? be nice to me and maybe i'll consider it. no one is obliged to accommodate you at the expense of their own wellbeing

#i can see where people are coming from when they say this but i also fucking hate it #because in real life this translates to #perpetuating the cycle of abuse #allowing bullies to stay in schools and workplaces with no consequences #further endangering other vulnerable people #and so on and so forth #there was this awful bully at my previous workplace and most people just overlooked it bc they felt bad for her #and didn't give a fuck about the impact she was having on others #i have rage inside of me too but there's no fucking excuse to take that out on innocent people #who for all you know have been through just as much or more #i'm actually so angry about so many things that happened there but this is one of the main ones

traumatized-suggestion

Being mentally ill is just: *repeatedly punches self in the thigh at any minor inconvenience*

#ngl i laughed #me every day #tp

I just finished watching I Know What You Did Last Summer (prime)... god, what a shitty show. Like... it was semi-obvious from the CONSTANT trash heap of ableism re: Dylan’s OCD right from the start but it still pissed me off that he was scapegoated at the end. Ableism and abled privilege are absolutely real and systemic things. (There were many problems with this show, both serious and less serious, but that one stood out to me.)

#spoilers #i know what you did last summer spoilers #also alison knowingly entered into an abusive relationship? wtf? i mean she's a murderer and i have no sympathy for her but still #suspending my disbelief re: the impossibility of Riley still being alive and hoping that by whatever cult magic is in that nectar #that she genuinely is alive like they implied #so that she can come forward about this rubbish #also why would an experienced chief of police not consider that the twins' photos may have been switched #like geez lyla you dropped the ball there #maybe bruce will slip up but the man is an experienced liar so... probably not #i hate that the show tries to be ~aware~ and woke re: depression and eating disorders but won't extend that same courtesy to ocd #anyway i could rant about many things but yeah just wanted to highlight that #it was actually kind of entertaining when it wasn't terrible but yeah the ending ruined it #also PLEASE i hope they don't try to market alison and margot as a wlw power couple like... please #let us have healthy wlw relationships instead #also if anyone thinks what they did to dylan was ok bc he's a ~straight white man~ then go f*ck yourself bc ableism is never ok #ableism #tw abuse

I think one of the things I hate about the r-u-ok-day, reach-out-2-me type of campaigns is that they're putting the onus on mentally ill people to be more open about our experiences without ever even attempting to tackle the extreme amounts of ableism that explicitly make it unsafe for us to be more open about our experiences. Address the constant ableism in workplaces, schools, governments, media and every other facet of society (and hey, maybe keep the funding in things that will help us instead of diverting it to things that won't). Address the ableism in your own actions. That would be a start. That would be the bare minimum, actually. Until then, no, I won't believe that it's 'ok-2-talk-2-you' or any other variation of that.

#ableism #mental illness

just-a-lonely-nobody

#some things get better some things get worse some things alternate between the two and some things stay the fucking same #depression

firespirited

Heads up if you have an eating disorder, tumblr's running ads for Noom that are unpleasant. @staff You can't block them but you might be able to filter noom and noom.com

#yup #god i hate noom #and the ads always appear more often after i check the ed tags... like... bruh #tw ed #tw noom

health professionals should come with some kind of score for how well they actually listen to patients and how open they are to taking in new information so i know before an appointment whether i need to conceal what i know or not

#some are great at this but some are absolutely terrible #and a lot of them are siloed from each other which results in less general medical knowledge #i met a couple of doctors who acknowledge that this is a thing and try to deal with it though #tp #tw ableism

reminding myself that even though generically nasty coworkers are unprofessional and need to have better boundaries, they're not deliberately trying to elicit a trauma response

#this isn't about workplace bullies just average assholes #i wish it was easier to distinguish the two though #cptsd #complex trauma